Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself
Farewell
Three days ago Abizar in Khanza village, as long as there Khanza did not once invite him to speak, Khanza continued to silence him, although they often sat side by side especially when it comes to Aziel's problems, they always take care of him and answer their son's questions. However, the two of them never rebuked each other.
Abizar always took the time to try to talk to Khanza, but Khanza continued to avoid, if both Khanza will choose to go out, if Abizar who came out Khanza will go into his room.
Abizar had tried to approach Khanza, Khanza remained in his stance.
Tonight Abizar again tried to open the door when they were going to sleep and it turned out that the door was not locked.
Abizar entered while holding Aziel who had fallen asleep just like the night before. However, when he entered Abizar did not see Khanza there, he only saw his daughter and beside him there were several bottles of milk. Khanza pumps his asi.
Abizar put Aziel to sleep next to his little princess who had also fallen into a deep sleep and took some of the milk bottles. Abizar could understand, it seemed that tonight Khanza allowed him to sleep with them while Khanza himself slept in another room.
"Look how much your mama hates you. I deserve all of this. Sorry for being a bad Papa to you," said Abizar stroking the back of his little daughter's hand, staring fixedly at the two little angels and then falling asleep together while hugging them both.
In the morning Khanza opened the window, letting sunlight into their room. Aziel, Abizar and the baby are still asleep.
Khanza looked at the three, there was a sense of haru on his chest. Khanza exhaled and quickly dismissed his feelings. She went into the bathroom and prepared bath water for the children as well as her husband.
"Khanza, we can talk for a moment" Abizar said, suddenly making Khanza surprised.
"Khanza did not answer, he chose to go straight out. However, Abizar quickly closed and locked the bathroom door, unlocked it and hung it over the door that Khanza was unable to reach. Khanza just fell silent and leaned against the bathroom wall waiting for what Abizar wanted to say.
"Can't you forgive me, think of the kids."
Khanza did not answer, he just looked down to hide his tears.
Abizar approached and tried to hold Khanza's hand, quickly Khanza immediately pulled his hand and slightly rewinded his steps.
"Is divorce your last decision?"
"Sister, please don't be like this, don't make it harder for me to leave this marriage" Khanza said, staring tearfully at Abizar.
"We can still fix it" Abizar said quickly.
"Sorry, that's enough. I am very disappointed in Brother, please respect my decision. I will consider Brother as the father of my children at any time, but I beg you not to make me hate you" Khanza said, wiping his tears violently and turning his face away.
Abizar lost, he really could not say anything more to persuade Khanza. Seeing Khanza's tears as if locking his mouth, he finally opened the door again and let Khanza out.
In the afternoon Abizar was preparing to return to his city, saying goodbye to all but Khanza who did not take his leave.
"Aziel Papa works first, Ziel takes care of mom and sister huh. Aziel promised Papa?" abizar said linking his little finger with Aziel.
"Good, Dad! Papa take it easy, Papa just work well, Mama and sister let Ziel keep it here." Aziel answered innocently.
Over the past few days, Abizar continued to give understanding to his son if they were going to separate and break up because he wanted to work for himself and his little brother, all his efforts were successful. Aziel escorted her departure with a smile.
"I'll go first, Bude. I put my kids in" Abizar said, holding the baby, peeping both cheeks and returning it to Bude.
Bude simply nodded and gave a smile as his answer.
"Papa go first well his champion Papa," said Abizar tos with Aziel.
"Yes Papa," Aziel replied with a wide smile, revealing a row of her teeth.
Abizar to the airport will be escorted by Mr. Hendra, they all deliver with a wave of hands. Khanza could only see from the window of his room.
Before getting into the car Abizar looked at the window of their room, he could see the shadow of Khanza there.he smiled towards the shadow of Khanza then entered the car.
Khanza continued to see the car carrying Abizar further away, the more the car moved away the more pain began to attack him. His heart ached until the feeling broke and he cried. Despite trying to endure the pain Khanza could not contain him, the sound of his sobbing escaped to fill his room.
Khanza hoped this was the last cry her husband gave her.
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Abizar got to the old house.
When he got home, no one welcomed him. The house feels empty, he calls Farah. However, he did not pick up as well as his mother.
Abizar decided to go to the office, some days his work is very neglected.
Abizar was immediately greeted by a large meeting, where the meeting was a meeting between several large companies about a project that Mr Alvin or Mr Matteo would run.
As soon as he entered the meeting room, Abizar immediately met with Daniel as well as Mr. Matteo.
The meeting began and they discussed if the project they were going to develop would be held starting in 3 months. The next meeting is 3 months away and they will discuss the start of the project. Everything related to funds and others has been summarized in this meeting.
The meeting was over, all leaving the meeting room including Mr. Matteo.
Daniel approached Abizar.
How did you decide with Khanza? Have you talked about it carefully and made up your mind?" ask Daniel
"Don't interfere in my domestic affairs, I can take care of it myself. If I want a divorce, I can file it myself. I understand what to do, so shut up and don't interfere too much." Abizar got up from his seat and left Daniel.
Daniel followed Abizar, and they went to the parking lot.
"I can make Khanza happy if you can't make him happy" Daniel said, without looking at Abizar, who was walking beside him.
"If you really want to get close to Khanza. You can do it after we get divorced for now stop meddling, don't test my patience" said Abizar, who began to get carried away by emotions. Stopped his steps and stared dislikefully at Daniel.
"Have relaxed, don't have emotions like that" said Daniel continued to walk to get into his car.
Honking before running his car makes Abizar
getting annoyed and feeling ridiculed by Daniel.
When Farah came home and her mother was at home, she approached Farah who was washing fruit in the kitchen.
"Where have you been all day since I called you?" he asked Farah to take an apple and eat it.
"I have important business, Mom. Sorry," Farah said without looking at Abizar.
"Are you going with Mama?" ask again.
"Yes" answered Farah.
Abizar continued to ask Farah questions and Farah continued to answer them in short words. He knew his wife was angry, and he sat down next to her.
"Mom from anywhere, I kept calling mom's number, but it wasn't active."
"Mama is busy" replied Warda.
Abizar did the same thing to his mother, his mother also only answered as improbably as Farah did.
It seems like his guess was right, Farah and Mama had deliberately avoided him, they must have been angry with him for failing to get an apology from Khanza.
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After the meeting Matteo went directly to Kampung Khanza with a private jet, it took only 3 months to prepare Khanza to become a Project Player which they will start in 3 months.
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