Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself
Love must not have.
The more the day the more Khanza solidified his heart with his decision. His relationship with Abizar has also begun to improve, he no longer restricts himself to meet him.
When it comes to meeting his children, Khanza will also come to play along with them, Khanza's heart was relieved after his last meeting with Abizar and their agreement to part ways.
Today they played together in the yard, Khanza sat on the bench that was there holding Aisyah while Abizar was playing ball with Aziel.
Khanza and Aisyah will cheer with joy when Azil puts the ball into his Papa's goal.
"Yeee, Aziel won," Aziel exclaimed.
If anyone sees them, maybe no one would have thought that their divorce lawsuit was already running in a religious court.
Today Abizar did not enter the office, he wanted to spend time with them. Tomorrow is his first trial with Khanza.
They have agreed that they will go through all the proceedings and will attend.
Abizar and Aziel joined Khanza and Aisyah.
They drank the juice and ate some fruit that Auntie had prepared for them, they kept joking and looked like a harmonious family.
The Warda who had been watching them had really not expected that things would end like this.
His son loved his wife so much that he willingly endured his heartache to release Khanza.
"If we look at them like there's no problem, Mom?" said the aunt who was watching them from a distance.
"Auntie's right, they're like a happy family in general. Bi, what's wrong if I wish they were happy and hope their divorce doesn't happen?" tanya Warda still looked at the small family who was playing in the park.
"Mother is not wrong all that would hope for the happiness of his son, but if I were in the position of Khanza's mother maybe I would also agree to their divorce," said Bibi who knew all that Khanza experienced, Bibi already loves Khanza like her own sister or maybe her own son. Bibi has a son Khanza's age and is married. So he could really feel what if he was in the position of his mother Khanza.
Warda looked at auntie hearing what she said.
"Maybe they look happy now, but we don't know if Khanza will be happy in the future" she added.
"Yes, I know Mr. Abizar will definitely be able to make Khanza and his children happy he will also be able to be fair to both his wives, he said, but it seems that Khanza's heart loves Mr. Abizar too much and does not accept if his loved ones love others. She had to share her husband's love, especially with all the events that had happened so far, the mistakes that Abizar made that I thought were already very unforgivable, he said, if I were to be the mother of Khanza I wouldn't let her continue to be in a relationship that would hurt me somehow."
"Auntie's right, we've made a mistake that is difficult to forgive, from the beginning of their marriage, there have been lies. Maybe if Khanza knew that Abizar already had Farah in his life maybe he wouldn't want to marry Abizar, maybe that child would have other happiness out there. I'm ashamed of myself for doing all that, I'm also a mother if I were Khanza's mother I wouldn't have accepted it." Warda recalls the time when they agreed to lie to bring Khanza into their family.
"Khanza is a strong boy, he can survive until now, Khanza has no place to complain, only Aqila where he poured out all his heartache, he said, no mother can hold him when he is very bad. He must have suffered so much when he found out, I couldn't imagine the pain he was in, I didn't know what I would do if my son was in Khanza's position." Auntie couldn't hold back her tears. Just imagine it makes a tight.
"Khanza is indeed a strong woman, she must have felt very sick to the point of deciding to leave when she learned of Abizar's second mistake, she must have felt unregarded and unloved at that time. I'm sure Khanza has been trying to achieve her sincerity to try to share her love and accept the fact that her husband is not hers alone" Lirih Warda who feels guilty about what she has been doing all along.
"At a very young age she had to endure such suffering and become a mother without a husband at her side" said the aunt, who knows how Khanza has struggled, he had to take care of Aisha and Aziel. Although there was herself Khanza but became a mother who was always there for her children. Not infrequently the aunt saw Khanza crying when her children fell asleep, the aunt did not know what she was crying, but the aunt could feel pain just hearing her moans.
Khanza also felt very sad when he continued to lie to his son when asking for the whereabouts of his father.
"Both times Khanza gave happiness that is second to none to Abizar, giving happiness that cannot be obtained from anyone, he said, two little angels who became the purpose of his life at this time and twice also Abizar always hurt him. Abizar was never there when Khanza needed him the most. When she gave birth to her two children, she risked her life to give birth to her children to complete her life. I don't know why things don't support him so much.
"In the beginning of her first pregnancy where at that time she should get happiness and abundant affection from her husband she should instead accept the burden of the reality of Abizar's lies, Abizar said, the harsh reality that she was a second wife and during her delivery she struggled between life and death without Abizar by her side, Khanza even went into a coma for months.
Her second pregnancy also she again faced the harsh reality if her husband did not appreciate her, Abizar again made a mistake that hurt her feelings and self-esteem as a wife. The delivery's no better either." Warda kept looking at Khanza who looked so painstakingly feeding the two grandchildren, taking very good care of them.
"If Khanza says if he is tired I really believe if he wins is tired, during the wedding Khanza is indeed more facing difficulties and sadness," said Warda wipe his tears.
God has sent Khanza to complete the happiness of his family. However, they seemed blind and did not appreciate the presence of Khanza who was sent to them. Khanza has brought happiness as a complement to the shortcomings they do not have, but gratitude is not in their hearts. They are all the ones who make that happiness go away from their lives. If they were able to take good care of Khanza, none of that would have happened. They were the ones who forced him to leave even though the khanza had survived for love and his son.
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