Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself
FIRST LOVE
When the middle of the night khanza woke up, she saw that around her there were no more Abizar's belongings, no more perfume that had been her favorite scent. The scent that had made her fall in love at first sight on the figure of Abizar, the scent that made her last for 5 years, continued to hope to meet again with her first love.
All that was left was her son, the face of her son that was similar to the face of the person who had already hurt her.
Khanza stroked the hair of Aziel who was sleeping fast and peed her pee and then she got out of bed. Khanza tidied up all his belongings, put them in a closet and kept some of his personal belongings, not to forget Khanza also kept a good bag of money.
Khanza won't use her cards, she doesn't want it to be the way for her husband to find them.
Khanza's out, heading to the kitchen. He also prepared a lot of food. Aqila deliberately bought it and asked Khanza not to leave the house for a while. She was sure her husband would be crazy to look for her.
Everything was sorted out, then he remembered he had not informed his grandmother in the village. What if Grandma called, Grandma would be worried if she couldn't reach him. Thought Khanza.
Khanza took his cell phone, intending to call grandma. However, he abandoned his intentions,
"It's past midnight, if I call grandma right now I'll be worried. All right I'll call grandma in the morning" Khanza muttered back to his room.
Abizar has since contacted Khanza's mobile number.
"What's up, Mom?" ask Farah.
"So, I've been calling Khanza since, but he's not answering his calls." Abizar kept trying to call Khanza's number, usually before going to bed he always called them. However, he had tried since then, still not connected.
He thought it was possible that Khanza was hatching his cell phone so he waited a while and called Khanza back when he woke up in the middle of the night. However, the results remain the same, Khanza's phone could not be reached.
"Maybe he overslept, ma'am. That's why I forgot to turn on the phone" said Farah, who was still lying in bed.
"You're right, maybe," Abizar said, rejoining Farah on the bed.
Farah was back to sleep. However, not with Abizar, his heart felt restless he had closed his eyes, but he still could not fall asleep.
Abizar took his phone back and called Khanza, the result remains the same. He wanted to slam his phone so bad. However, afraid of making a fuss and waking up Farah who was fast asleep.
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The morning after breakfast, Abizar called Khanza's number again.
"What's wrong with Khanza, since I called him last night he didn't take my call either."
"Well, Mas" said Farah, trying to reach Khanza on her phone.
"Yes, Khanza doesn't usually turn off his phone for too long" Farah said.
They keep trying, the results stay the same.
"You called Khanza's phone and it's off. Why don't you call the house phone, Auntie's gonna be there" said Santi, who was careless to see the two of them.
"Mama's right," said Farah quickly calling the landline.
The house phone rings. However, the result remains the same. There was no answer, no one picked it up, making Farah worried.
"What's wrong?" abizar asked who saw Farah.
"Not answered, Mom. Did Aunt also come out huh," Farah guessed.
Abizar then called Pak Tarno, the result was the same, Pak Tarno did not pick up his call.
Not waiting for more time, Abizar immediately took the car keys and headed straight to Khanza's house, he was very worried something happened to his son and wife.
"Mas, wait. I came," said Farah who was no less worried, running after Abizar who had gone first to his car.
"What's this, why don't they pick up our call?" said Abizar who drove his car quite fast, making Farah scared and tightened his grip.
Angry, upset, worried, mixed into one.
At the Khanza residence,
Bibi and Pak Tarno actually saw the call from his employer. However, they did not dare to lift, not knowing what to say.
Mr. Tarno was again jolted when Abizar called his phone.
"How about this, Mr. Abizar called," said Mr. Tarno gave his phone to Bibi, Bibi immediately refused it.
"Pak Tarno shook his head and put his phone next to the landline.
They just stood and looked at the house phone and Pak Tarno's cell phone that kept ringing.
"What about master's room and workspace, have you cleaned it up?".
Mr. Tarno had already seen what the khanza were doing, Abizar's room and workspace were really very messy more like a broken ship than a room and a workspace, really messy, really messy, Khanza was really crazy back then.
"Yet. Auntie doesn't dare clean it up, we'll just wait until you come." said Auntie.
"What would we say if the Master asked us?" Aunty who was already feeling scared.
"We ran away, yuk." proposed Pak Tarno.
"Snow? The master knows our home, if we run away we'll be blamed."
"Yes too, yeah!" Pak Tarno scratched his un-itchy head.
"Yes, we say we don't know anything and say that non Khanza forbid us to tell them and wait until Tuan comes alone" proposed Pak Tarno.
"Yes, we just use the name of the lady to save ourselves," said Bibi correct the proposal of Mr. Tarno.
They kept talking trying to find excuses when asked later, he said, trying to save themselves from their Abizar employer who he knew would surely be very angry when he learned of the condition of the house and what happened to Khanza.
They could hear Abizar's car.
"Sir Abizar came," said Bibi nyala immediately shriveled, but earlier they had compacted will give an excuse.
"Yes, there Bibi open the door, you want to go back first," said Mr. Tarno had run to his place where he often spent time in the back house.
"Sir Tarno where are you going?" Call Aunty.
Pak Tarno kept running to save himself, ignoring the aunt who called him.
"How is this, I'm finished," said Bibi resigned to welcome the employer.
When she saw Abizar and Farah get out of the car, Bibi saw anger on her face.
"Why don't you guys pick up my call?" abizar asked as he watched his housekeeper welcome his arrival.
"Sorry sir," that was all Aunt said, the dialogue she had designed just now suddenly evaporated from Aunt's mind.
"Khanza" cried Abizar as he entered the house.
Farah saw Bibi who looked down and followed Abizar who kept calling Khanza and walked towards their room.
"Khanza" called Abizar and opened the door, thinking Khanza was in his room.
Degs….
Abizar pecked when he saw the condition of his room that was very messy.
Farah smothering her mouth was no less surprised to see what was in front of her, Khanza's room was really very messy.
Farah widened her eyes when she saw the medicine strewn on the floor, which she was certain was the medicine that Abizar had exchanged.
"What's this. Does Khanza know about this drug," Inner Farah.
Abizar came in and walked slowly, seeing what happened. His eyes scoured every corner of his room and his eyes were fixed on the piece of paper that was on the nightstand. Most make the heart race quickly, when looking at the paper there is a wedding ring that has been coiled on Khanza's finger.
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