Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself
Visits in the Morning
Tonight there were only the three of them, Khanza, Aziel and Abizar, they really took advantage of the opportunity, they played together with Ziel until late at night, even they were unconsciously still playing while Aziel was already asleep in his toy pile.
Not wanting to lose their company, Abizar holds Aziel, instead of taking her to the room he takes her to the balcony of his room, his favorite place and Khanza.
Khanza leaned on Abizar's shoulder with Aziel asleep on his papa's chest. Enjoy the beautiful night.
"Aziel is getting bigger and more like a big brother!" khanza said he noticed the faces of two men he loved, two men of different ages.
"He's my dear son, my seed of Ziel's time is similar to others" Abizar replied with a slight laugh and kissed Khanza's cheek resting his head on his shoulder.
Khanza gently rubbed Aziel's hair as she continued to stare at her son's calm face.
"It would be exciting if Ziel had a sister again, the house would be more crowded" said Abizar.
Khanza stopped her hand rubbing Aziel and leaned against the back of the sofa.
Abizar, who noticed Khanza's change, clasped his hand tightly and then kissed him.
"Aziel would have loved it if he had a younger brother" he said, looking pleading with Khanza.
"Sister, I have no problem giving Big Brother a child one, two, three or even more, but for now I am really scared. Just imagining it makes you limp, brother."
These few days Khanza, who realized that her husband wanted to have more children, tried to continue to strengthen himself to give her husband a child, preparing to get pregnant again. However, the more he tried to convince himself the more he was afraid that even a few bad dreams came upon him.
Khanza dreamed where in the dream he saw himself leaving his son, going away from his loved ones. Khanza had already deciphered his dream if he would be faced with death.
It made him even more frustrated, as hard as he tried to forget the nightmares. However, it was as if the dream was haunting him even more.
"I will be near you, everything will be fine" Abizar reassured Khanza.
"Sir, I beg you" said Khanza, staring with tears as he could not grant her husband's request.
Abizar stroked the back of his wife's hand.
Patting her on the shoulder for Khanza to lean back on her.
They sat on the balcony of the room until Khanza fell asleep hugging her husband's arm.
Abizar looked at the faces of the two people he loved so much, long he looked at them, the presence of Khanza and Ziel never terbesit in the mind first. Abizar never thought she would have a child after Farah was convicted of not being a mother.
Abizar then slowly improved Khanza's sleeping position and lifted Aziel to the bed then he returned to lift Khanza.
They slept three, with Khanza in the middle.
Abizar kissed Khanza's forehead and pulled her into his arms.
"I love you so much" he whispered tightly to his wife and then fell asleep.
*****
At night Abizar woke up with a voice that disturbed his sleep.
When he opened his eyes he saw Khanza looking for something in every drawer.
"What are you looking for?" tanyakanya.
"I'm sorry, Brother. Woke you!" said it.
"It's okay" Abizar sat down and saw what Khanza was doing.
"You looking for your cure?" tanyakanya.
"Yes, it seems like I kept it here," replied as he continued to faithfully search.
She drank it very regularly, Khanza really did not want to get pregnant again.
Abizar got out of bed, walked to get the medicine in his pocket.
"Drink this, tomorrow you look again" he said.
Khanza took the drug from Abizar's hands.
"What medicine, brother," asked Khanza.
"Just like the medicine you're looking for, just take it and go to sleep" Abizar reclined and called Khanza to join them.
Khanza who was already very sleepy immediately took 1 pill and drank it. He went to bed with his son, with Abizar holding him.
When Khanza was bathing Aziel, Abizar searched for all of Khanza's drugs and hid them, Abizar kept all of them in his study, which he believed Khanza would not find there.
"I'm sorry I'm doing this for the sake of our family's happiness, I just want to see you happy. I'm sure everything will be fine and we'll go through all this and together live a happy household life both for you and Farah" she said, carrying the tiny body of the khanza in her arms.
In the morning, Khanza who was still asleep was awakened by a noise.
Abizar was playing together with Aziel, they made noise by banging toys there like professional drummers.
Khanza took a bolster pillow and hugged it tightly, seeing what they were doing. Very beautiful scenery according to him, the morning saw the Son and her husband playing, laughing looks so happy.
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The day keeps changing, now Aziel will occasionally come with Abizar wherever he will go, be it at Khanza's house or at Farah's house.
Abizar always provides medicine for Khanza before the drug he takes runs out, Abizar has returned to give him the drug reserves, not let Khanza buy his own medicine.
Khanza was not at all suspicious of the drugs he took. 3 months have now passed.
Today Abizar sleeps in Farah's house as well as Aziel's.
I don't know why Khanza is so eager to make food for her husband and son. Early in the morning he cooked their favorite fried rice.
Put it in the box.
"Bi, I went to the old house first huh, Auntie please clean the kitchen. I was in a hurry to have no time to finish it, after cooking fried rice," Khanza said, to Bibi Yang who was cleaning another room.
"Yes, Auntie's done it, later" replied Aunty still tidying up the living room.
Khanza ran upstairs to change his clothes.
"Ohya, Bi Please tell Mr. Tarno to heat up the car and drive me," Khanza said, stopping his steps when he was in the middle of the stairs.
"Yes, aunt will be told. Don't run Non, then slip," said the mother who saw Khanza, running quickly to her room.
"Yes, Bi! khanza said listening to the word aunt, He also walked even with quick steps.
With the spirit of Khanza shower and change his clothes.
She was a little wearing make up as usual, after everything was ready not to forget she took the lunch box and say goodbye to aunt.
"Bi, I go first yes, maybe I come home a little late in the afternoon" he said.
"Yes, Non. Be careful on the road, yes" replied the aunt.
As soon as Khanza came out, Pak Tarno was ready and immediately opened the car door.
"We go to the old house, sir," said Khanza who answered a nod by Pak Tarno.
Along the way, Khanza continued to wipe his lunch box, he did not understand why he really wanted to cook the fried rice, really wanted his cooking eaten by his husband and children.
"Non, I let go home first, yes," said Mr. Tarno.
"What's wrong, Mr. Tarno? why go home?" ask Khanza.
"It's okay, there's only important business and you have to attend."
"Yes sir, nothing" replied Khanza.
*****
In the old house.
All gathered in the side courtyard, in the pool saw Aziel who was learning to swim. Abizar deliberately made a swimming pool for Aziel because his son was very fond of water.
They all sat talking while looking at Aziel who was laughing happily with some toys that he put at once into the pool.
"This abizar has been three months, has the drug not reacted?" ask Warda.
"It doesn't seem like it yet, Mah."
"You're actually swapping the cure, aren't you, swapping Khanza's pregnancy-delay drugs for fertilizers?" ask Santi.
"Yes, I've traded it, but maybe it's not time for Khanza to get pregnant yet" Abizar replied.
"Mama can't wait to have another grandchild" said Warda.
"Hopefully Khanza will get pregnant soon, so Ziel can be here with you, let Farah take care of her until she grows up" said Santi.
They kept talking without them noticing Khanza hearing all their talk. Khanza, who had wanted to approach them, stopped his steps when he heard what they were talking about.
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