Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Love In Silence.

Abizar continued to try to give understanding to Aziel if he and his mother could not be together anymore. Trying to explain if his mother feels unhappy when next to him. Abizar continued to try to explain slowly until his son understood why they had not been able to unite again, they lived in a different house. Explain the meaning of the word divorce with words that Aziel can understand.

One message came in on Abizar's phone and saw it was a chat message from Khanza asking about Aziel's condition.

Abizar replies that if they are eating ice cream and Aziel is fine he will take Aziel with him for the next few days.

Khanza replied with the word 'Oke' in response to Abizar's message.

In the building where Aqila's wedding took place.

All panicked when seeing Aziel's rejection attitude especially Dr. Dewi, he felt guilty for saying that to Aziel. Seeing the closeness of Damar and Aziel makes Dewi Doctor assume that Aziel would not mind if his mother married Damar.

"Sorry Khanza, Auntie really did not mean to hurt Aziel," said Dewi.

"It's okay Auntie, said brother Abi Aziel is calmer now."

"Well, Aziel was still a child, at his age now he has started to fumble outside knowledge, has much he got from his school friends, and can get information from his friends. He can compare what he has with his friend.We have to be more careful to take his heart, he loves his father. Mama saw for herself, 'was Aziel so hoping that papa and his mother would bus together like most of his friends."

"Yes not ready if it gets the reality there will be a substitute for the position of Papa. Mama's patient, I'm still trying to take her heart." Damar tried to explain their current state.

"Sorry, Mama didn't mean it. Mama just wants you guys to get married quickly, Mama to forget if there is Aziel that we have to keep her feelings guard her psychic.

"Ga nothing, Mah. Damar will try to get close to her again."

The show was finished they returned to their respective homes while Aqila was already together with Daniel.

All night Khanza could not sleep, he kept thinking about his son.

Khanza took his cell phone looking for Abizar's number. He wanted to press the call button, but his hand suddenly felt stiff and stopped.

"Why should I be afraid to press the button, I want to call just to ask Aziel's situation, there's no harm, right," he said back to take his phone that he had placed on the bed, he walked to the balcony of his room and again tried to find Abizar's mobile number.

Not yet he pressed the call button his heart was pounding, his hands even felt cold and he again undoed his intention and kept the phone on the table and sat leaning back while continuing to pay attention to his phone, hoping that his phone rings and Abizar calls him first.

Soon his phone actually rang, Khanza quickly grabbed his phone with his big smile.

His smile disappeared when the name on the screen was Damar.

"You haven't slept?" asked Damar as Khanza raised his call.

"How I want to sleep, I'm so worried about Aziel."

"You don't have to worry, Abizar must know what to do. Sooner or later Aziel should be told that you can't be together anymore, I'll try to talk to Aziel directly and ask her for her approval to continue our relationship. I think Aziel's big enough to catch what we're gonna tell him."

"I leave the matter to you, I really can't discuss the matter with Aziel."

"Hmmm, when he comes back I'll try to talk to."

"I hope this doesn't bother my son,"

"I'll try to explain without hurting my feelings. Sleep, it's late at night. Abizar must have taken very good care of her,"

Due to advice from his grandparents, Khanza agreed to accept Damar's proposal.

They were just waiting for Aziel's approval. If Aziel says he is for their marriage then they will marry.

"The room is yes, Abi called," he said then turned off Damar's call and raised a call from Abizar.

"Hello sister, how's Aziel?" khazan asked as soon as his call was connected to her ex-husband.

"Aziel is asleep. I just put her to bed she was just a little shocked by what she heard from the Goddess Physician, but take it easy I have already explained our condition and she has already slightly accepted reality.

"Thank God Aziel is fine, I'm very anxious if anything happens to our son."

Abizar smiled as Khanza said, Our son. It felt like they were still together.

"What about yourself? Have you accepted Damar?"

"I will try for the sake of the children" Khanza replied and immediately smothering his mouth he did not want Abizar to hear his trembling voice while answering the question.

"The room of a good man, he can definitely take care of the children and can make you happy more than I do" Abizar said, a drop of tears falling as he said those words.

"Yes, I turned off the phone. Have a good rest" Abizar said, ending his call, he could not talk much with Khanza, the more he heard his voice the more pain in his heart began to attack him.

Khanza hugged his cell phone, he was still in doubt about his marriage and Damar.

But thanks to the support of the second family he finally ventured to try to convince his heart if it was the best choice for all of them especially for his heart.

Now Aziel already knew about the relationship of his mother and also Damar and the relationship of his mother and his father.

She's starting to understand that her mom and dad are divorced.

Aziel stayed at home for a week, on every occasion Abizar and Warda always explained that everything would be fine even though Papa and Mama did not marry again, they will be there for him and his brother.

Abizar and Warda already knew that Khanza had accepted Damar's proposal and just had to wait until Aziel was ready for his mother's second marriage.

Damar who knows how to deal with the problem continues to try to take Aziel's heart.

Sometimes Damar makes an appointment with Abizar to walk together, spending three with Aziel to familiarize the three of them. Damar aims to make Aziel sure that between him and his father all is well they will both take care of him and his sister.

Their efforts succeeded, Aziel said if he agreed if his mother married Damar.

Aziel said all without the slightest burden, he even they were happy because he would have two papa people who would take care of him and his sister.

Everyone was happy, the Khanza family in the village was also happy to hear the happy news. They have known Damar since they were children and they are sure that Damar is a good man and will make Khanza happy.

Likewise with the Damar family they have also introduced Khanza from childhood even Khanza's mother and Damar's mother had betrothed them when they were children and the happiest with the marriage was grandfather and khanza's grandmother, she knows how her grandchildren are suffering and hopes that all will end happily when they get married.

Grandpa and Grandma were very worried that Khanza would continue to decide for himself and that no one would look after him. Their age is getting older. Grandpa and grandma were afraid that they would face the creator and leave the granddaughter without anyone to look after.

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