Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Panic and fear (part 2)

Khanza clasped tightly on the car seat, he never felt the pain he felt today. It flashed in his mind that if he might catch up with both of his parents, his heart really did sting.

The shadow of grandfather, grandmother and Abizar cross his mind, his tears dripping, the pain filled his chest space that felt tight and the pain in his stomach that was mounting.

Negative thinking begins to occupy him, thinking maybe this is the end of it all.

The pain was getting more and more in the stool, even when the pain spread in the back. The waist just wants to break.

"Lord. If you want to take me, please save my baby. Forgive me if all this time I have always complained about what you have destined, but I beg God, don't take my baby for mercy." Khanza prayer continues to be offered for the safety of the baby.

Rubbing her stomach, fidgeting with the baby's movements. Mama really wants to hug you, sorry if mama is not a good mama for you. Mama loves you," Inner Khanza.

Squeezing every movement of her baby as if to be her encouragement to fight.

Khanza can't do anything, just cry and cry, that's what he's doing right now. The pain, the pain, the fear all come together into one.

Stripped his heart's defenses. 

"Sister Abi, where are you, I really need you right now" Khanza said on the sidelines of his struggle.

Khanza could hear that Farah was out there crying and screaming for help.

"No, I can definitely give birth to my baby, I can definitely raise her" Khanza said.

Khanza continued to regulate his breathing and tried to keep his pain in check.

"I certainly can, I can, I can, I can certainly," the line kept coming out of his mouth as his pain peaked again.

"Khanza you're okay, right?" tanya Farah approached Khanza who was already lying limp in the back seat with his bag as a cushion.

"Good, Ma'am. I'm all right. Quickly seek help, I do not want to mbak like this, I want to see my baby," said Khanza increasingly hardened his cries.

"You'll be fine for sure" Farah said, then picked up her phone again, calling Abizar's number.

"Where the hell are you Mas, what's as important as your job." Angry Farah.

"Fahri, yes I have to call Fahri."

With difficulty, Farah looked for the number of Fahri's hand that shook violently.

"So calm down, if you panic like this what will happen to me" Khanza said, clutching Farah's trembling hand.

"I've found the name Fahri," he said when he saw the name Fahri listed there quickly he pressed the call number, Fahri connected.

Farah breathed a sigh of relief when she heard Fahri's greeting behind the phone. 

"Halo Fahri, are you with Mas Abi?" ask Farah directly at the core of her question.

"Sir Abizar?" tanya Fahri made sure.

"Yes, husband. I've been calling her since. But he did not take my call. Are you still with him?" ask Farah quickly.

"Yes, I was with him, but now I'm on my way home. What's the matter?" fahri asked began to be anxious to hear the voice of his boss's two wives that was clearly heard from his cellphone.

"I've called him many times, now I'm taking Khanza to the hospital, but our car suddenly broke down, I'll share the location quickly you follow us here with mas Abi," said Farah.

"Yes, I'll be there soon" Fahri said, quickly slamming the steering wheel to change its direction back to the office.

Fahri stepped on the gas and kept trying to contact Abizar. However, it turns out that the number is connected, but Abizar does not pick it up.

Fahri throws his phone into the side seat and drives his car further. As soon as he arrived at the company yard Fahri used the parking of his car and then ran in.

Fahri ran inside he almost hit the security guard who passed him and passed him then he came back to the security guard,

"Sir, have you seen Mr Abizar?" ask the security guard.

"So Mr. Abizar is still in his room sir" replied the security guard.

"Yes, thank you, sir" said Fahri again ran to the elevator and pressed the button impatiently, pressing several times until the elevator door opened.

While waiting for the elevator to open, Fahri continued to contact his superiors.

"Yes my. What are you doing until you don't have time to pick up a call like this" Fahri murmured.

As soon as the elevator door opened Fahri did not waste time, he immediately ran towards Abizar's room, without knocking on the door he immediately opened. However, Mr. Abizar was not there, he turned to one of the rooms in the room, it was a room where the place rested like a private room.

Fahri did the same thing, without knocking directly open the door, making Abizar who was wearing clothes after bathing surprised.

Abizar stroked his chest "You can tap first before entering," growled Abizar was still in his shocked mode.

"Sorry sir, but Farah's mother called me earlier, he said he had called you many times, but you didn't pick it up," said Fahri still trying to manage his breathing is still boring.

"Yes, I forgot to activate the ringtone. What was it until he called you?" tanya Abizar was still casually repotting her clothes and casually walking to one of her coffee drinking tables on her desk.

"The wife of the father wanted to give birth and now she is stuck on the road because her car broke down, sir" explained Fahri with one breath after successfully mastering his nonsense..

Fahri said that coincided with Abizar drinking his coffee, coffee that had started to enter his throat again spewed out.

Abizar coughed, his face flushed red. "What do you mean, what do you say?" abizar asked on the sidelines of his cough.

"Yes, sir. Farah's mom called me earlier she said she tried to contact me, but she couldn't, hearing that run out immediately ran out to pick up his phone that was on his desk and sure enough there were dozens of Farah calls there and also Khanza calls.

Abizar tried to dial Farah's number back.

"Halo Farah, where are you guys?" abizar asked when he heard Farah's voice while walking quickly out of his room in Fahri after him, 

Abizar panicked when he heard his wife's voice crying.

"Mas, you go anywhere, from earlier I called you, quickly help us, Mas. we are stuck on a shortcut, I had wanted to take Khanza to the hospital, Khanza already wanted to give birth. Hurry up here Mas, I'm afraid," said Farah increasingly hardened her cry to hear the voice of her husband.

Farah was very frightened to see Khanza's face getting pale, making her feel weak as well. However, upon seeing the call from Abizar he as it was that regained his life quickly he raised the call.

"I'll be there, watch Khanza!"

"Yes, Mas. Hurry up, Khanza's been in a lot of pain."

Abisar turn off the call, press the elevator button, and,

"Damn," he said, kicking the elevator door that didn't open.

Abizar walked back and forth waiting for the elevator door to open.

As soon as the door opened they rushed in. Pressing the button to the ground floor.

The elevator drove them downstairs, Abizar felt that this time the elevator was so slow.

"Why is this elevator so slow" he was impatient.

Fahri just silent, according to him all this time was like this for long, because they were on the top floor.

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Khanza hold on, Mas Abi is on his way here" Farah said, holding Khanza's hand.

Khanza just nodded, he no longer rebuked and screamed, Khanza just gripped Farah's hand when the pain came back.

Khanza was already very weak, he had no power to cry anymore, only the sound of a hiccup was heard, the eyes of the khanza were even closed.

Farah could only tell if Khanza was still conscious when Khanza clasped his hand.

"Mas, come quickly," Inner Farah he could only stroke Khanza's stomach as his hand was back in his hand.

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