Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

May happiness be real.

Daniel and Aqila enjoy their togetherness, after a walk from the cafe they spend time together.

Daniel did not want to ask him too much about the relationship between Khanza and Abizar, he planned to dig it out slowly, Daniel was sure Aqila knew a lot of their relationship.

"My brother died for ending his life for a jerk," Daniel looked straight ahead, putting both his hands in his pants pocket. They were taking a walk in a city park.

"I mean?" ask Aqila.

Daniel smiled faintly and looked at Aqila who was still staring at him, they stopped her steps and sat down on one of the park benches.

"My sister got married at a young age, I approved of their marriage because of seeing her love and seriousness for my sister. He did a lot of things to get my blessing." Daniel paused the sentence given how happy his sister was in the first year of their marriage. "But I was wrong to think that her smile was a joy, I didn't think her love for her husband was so great that it hid all her pain from me."

Daniel reached into his pocket and took a cell phone and showed a picture of his brother smiling happily.

Aqila took Daniel's phone and looked at the photo, "Beautiful" Aqila said when she saw the photo.

"His smile and cheerfulness disappeared when her husband remarried, he loved her husband so much that he was willing to be combined. However, the badjetan just wanted to divorce her." 

Daniel clenched his hand, clenching his jaw. The sadness and regret he continues to feel. Daniel can't bring his brother back to life, but he can destroy the man who made his brother suffer.

"I hope Khanza doesn't suffer the fate of my sister, she's a very good girl," Aqila looked into her eyes looking for answers to questions.

Aqila fell silent, and threw away her gaze from Daniel.

"I thought he wasn't as happy as he looked, was my guess right?"

"In the beginning of their marriage there were many problems, but Khanza was able to get through it all. He can survive, Khanza is not only good, he is also very strong. Moreover, now that he has a child, I am sure he must be happy with his marriage someday."

"Sometimes" muttered Daniel, "Hopefully, may his love not make him a foolish woman, who endures even if it hurts. If the reason is a child, even if he separated does not mean his son will not get affection from his father. No ex-father, make a child an excuse ..." flanged up and smiled thinly.

"Pak Abizar loves Khanza very much, I'm sure he's his happy account."

"Yes, you're right. He loved Khanza so much that he made him his wife. A strange love. If he loves Khanza then does he not love Farah anymore so he could hurt her, marry another woman he loves, is that what you mean?"

Aqila was silent, she remembered Khanza's words, if her husband also said that he loved them both.

"What does a man think can love two women at once?" aqila asked looking at Daniel seriously.

Daniel instead of answering he laughed at Aqila's question.

"If he has opened his heart to other women, you could say his love for the first woman has begun to fade.

Instead of fixing his love, he put in another love, I'm sure slowly that fading love will disappear from his heart without him noticing. Maybe it's not love but lust or just being comfortable."

"Maybe, I heard Abizar and Farah were married long enough, and Abizar loved her very much. But Farah's lack of children could not give him offspring. Although he said he did not need children to complete their household, but I believe his little heart really needs a successor and that he can get from Khanza. Abizar's heart is only he himself knows, his love for Khanza is lust or just feel comfortable or maybe he loves him for needing it."

"Daniel was right, if he loved Khanza, he wouldn't have kept their marriage a secret. However, in fact he still did it even though he knew it would hurt Khanza when he found out one day," inner Aqila again felt sorry for the figure of his best friend. 

"It looks like Khanza loves Abizar so much that she is willing to be his second wife" Daniel said leaning his body against the trunk of the tree behind him, sighing heavily, and giving a heavy sigh, it is clear that he deeply regrets the decision taken by Khanza. "Abizar's a very lucky man."

"Khanza's love is not that big so he is willing to be second. However, that is what in nature, he only knew his status if it turns out he was the second wife after his marriage to Abizar. Khanza wanted to retreat, but already there was a fetus in her womb, she could only survive for the sake of her baby. But brother does not need to worry, it seems that at this time he has been sincere and will try to live his polygamy life, after all according to Khanza mbak Farah very good to him, he seems to consider his honey like his own brother. Now in just setting his heart to be able to share," said Aqila stared straight ahead considering every Khanza curses.

 Khanza used to tell stories while crying about natural polygamy. However, the last few days he always told me if it turns out that Farah was very good and caring for him, he even felt jealous of the greatness of his heart, envied the love Farah had for their husband. Khanza even felt very selfish because he did not understand the feelings of Mbak Farah as a fellow woman and as an imperfect wife.

"You're her best friend, don't you feel sorry for Khanza's home life."

"Had Khanza survived to make his son happy, Khanza was not a fool who survived even though he had been hurt so much, other than because his son was also very loving to his husband and wanted the happiness of their son, he said, there may be pain in his heart. However, I believe his happiness outweighs his pain, so he is able to endure to this day. We just pray that everything is fine, Khanza remains happy with his polygamy life.

Daniel was silent, from what he saw was indeed seen if Abizar was able to do polygamy, his two wives looked so loving, respectful and able to be fair to both of them.

May Abizar really do justice and not hurt his two wives, especially Khanza.

"Did Brother Daniel like Khanza?" ask Aqila.

"Khanza's a good, beautiful woman, I'm sure every man would like her only a stupid man who doesn't like her. But, it looks like he got a stupid man who made him his second wife" Daniel said standing from his seat. "Do you want to go somewhere else?" tanyakanya.

"Today is enough" said Aqila.

"I'll drive you home."

"Thank you, brother! Want to accompany me today," Aqila stood up from her seat and then they walked together to the car, they occasionally still talked about the matter of Khanza and Abizar.

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