Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

My hometown.

Before leaving, Abizar said goodbye to Farah.

In the room.

"Are you sure you don't want to come with us" Abizar asked for the umpteenth time.

"No need, Mas. Let's just say it's a honeymoon for the two of you, keep Khanza there, make him happy don't think about me here, I'm fine, Mas."

"I still hope that if you want to come with us" said Abizar, he felt bad leaving Farah.

"No, Mas. Let's just say you go on vacation, enjoy your trip, I really don't mind with it" Farah assured Abizar that she was okay..

" Thank you, I understand, Khanza."

"Mas, did Mas ever think if Khanza wanted to return to the village not because he missed his grandparents, but wanted to leave this house," said Farah.

"What do you mean?"

"Come, Mas. I feel Khanza is making it all an excuse to get away from us" Farah said.

"That's impossible, Khanza can't possibly want to get away from us, I'll make sure he's okay and we'll be right back."

"Remember, Mas. Whatever happens there, try to control your emotions. Don't let the emotions back make the situation even more chaotic."

"Of course, I'll never repeat the same mistake. I can't imagine Khanza having a miscarriage, maybe I won't forgive myself for a lifetime" Abizar said, looking back at the hand he once used to slap Khanza. Until now as he recalled that slap, whose heart was back in pain, he really regretted having done that to his second wife.

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"We go first yes" Khanza told Warda, Her mother-in-law.

"Get your health there, yeah. Don't get too sapped, remember there's your baby in here" said Warda rubbing gently on Khanza's stomach.

"Yes, Mah. I understand, I will always take care of this baby" Khanza said, hugging her mother-in-law again.

During pregnancy, Khansa really felt the affection of a mother of her in-laws, Warda really spoiled Khanza like her own child. Whatever he wants must be obeyed, and what makes me most happy is the form of attention from Warda in small things, which may be considered trivial.

Asking if he has eaten or not, remind to take his medicine, make milk and much more. Things that Khanza missed while still having a mother.

"Hopefully he will continue to love me even if this baby is born later" Khanza looked at his mother-in-law.

They left, left the gate, and moved away.

While others were sad to see Khanza leave the house, in contrast to Santi who smiled cynically triumphantly, "Go and don't come back again," Santi said.

Khanza continued to smile throughout the journey while stroking his stomach. He felt relieved to get out of that house, a house so magnificent. However, somehow he felt so isolated there. It's like being locked up and not being able to do anything.

Abizar clasped Khanza's hand, peeling the back of his hand, "Are you happy?" tanyakanya.

"Yes, Brother. I'm very happy" Khanza said with a smile that Abizar hadn't seen for a long time.

"What a joy it is that you come out of my house, is it true what Farah said, if you feel tormented by this marriage," said Abizar.

Their plane landed, Grandpa and Uncle Khanza were already waiting for them.

"Are you okay?" abizar asked worried about Khanza, the question continued to be spoken from his mouth about 10-15 minutes.

"Yes, Brother. I'm fine, our baby is fine too" Khanza replied with emphasis. He was happy when Abizar noticed him, but if it was like this he also felt annoyed by him.

They get off the plane with Abizar continuing to keep everything okay.

"Geez Brother, I feel like I have been living in this village for a long time," said Khanza staring at his village as far as the eyes looked as he continued walking, warmth and happiness continued to radiate on his face.

"Yes, it's my grandfather and uncle" Khanza replied waving his hand back.

Arriving at home, Khanza was immediately greeted by his grandmother and some residents who knew if they would come. Everyone had gathered at Khanza's grandparents' house. Even Khanza's uncles and aunts from the city also arrived.

When they got married they didn't come, only their grandparents came. In addition to the place quite far away, the time coincided with the death of one of their close family.

A very simple house, very far from the word luxury was already filled with people who were curious about what kind of husband of Khanza. During this time they only saw the good looks of Abizar through the photos brought by his grandparents. Also when Khanza posted a photo of his togetherness with Abizar in the first 2 months of their marriage.

As soon as they arrived and Abizar got down from the car, all were very amazed to see him. The tall, well-built body, clean skin and handsome face of the husband of Khanza, managed to amaze them all, especially the girls from the family and the neighbors.

Abizar who was used to getting such a gaze just smiled at all of them.

Abizar hesitated a little as he stepped in.

A semi-permanent house with only board walls and rough cement floors, no ceramics or anything like that.

When he went inside, Abizar opened his shoes.

Before entering he saw them all open the footwear in front of the entrance, making him also do the same.

Abizar felt uncomfortable when setting foot on the rough floor of the grandfather's house, Abizar who was used to wearing footwear even when inside his house felt a little uncomfortable. However, he still held.

Grandma understood what her granddaughter-in-law felt, when she saw the way she walked in, she also gave Abizar flip-flops to wear in the house.

"I'm sorry, son. Grandma's house is like this, very simple" said the grandmother who saw Abizar looking around her. 

"It's okay, son. This is more than enough. Does her grandmother live alone with her grandfather here?" ask Abizar to make sure. 

This house is very small if there are more who live besides Khanza's grandfather and grandmother, plus them.

"It's just the two of us" replied the grandmother.

Abizar, grandpa and the others chatted in the living room, although simple grandmother's living room was quite comfortable for all of them.

Maybe it was very simple for an Abizar, but the house of the grandmother was counted worthy than some other houses in the area.

While Abizar was chatting with the others in the living room, Khanza was already in his old room, compiling all the suitcases he carried with him aided by some of Khanza's aunt and older cousin.

They all admired the good looks of her husband and envied him. Get a handsome, rich husband, and love him. It is a gift according to them.

"Sister Abi won very handsome and loved me, if you knew my status as a second wife would you still envy me, if you knew what he had done to me would you still admire him," inner Khanza smiled covering up his problem.

Khanza unpacked 1 suitcase containing souvenirs for all of them, he himself did not know what it contained. All of this was done by Farah.

Khanza was stunned to see what the suitcase contained, he did not expect that Farah filled it with it all.

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