Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Abizar Kindness.

Along the way Farah continued to feel anxious, he squeezed his hand. There is a fear in his heart will he be accepted into the Khanza family, will he be able to look into the faces of Khanza's grandparents. The thought kept spinning in his head.

Warda who understood what Farah felt was clutching her daughter-in-law's hand tightly, he also felt the same, however their actions in the past were very difficult to forgive. However, all has happened they should be able to face and start from the beginning. Warda had calmed down a lot, as this was the second time he had visited Grandpa Khanza's house.

This was the first time Aziel had traveled far away, she tightly embraced her mother.

"Mommy's child is afraid, don't be afraid? There's Mama kok," Khanza said, continuing to rub his son's back.

Along the way Khanza continued to invite to play Aziel, shifting the focus of the child so as not to be afraid again.

Aziel fell asleep in the arms of her mother.

"You're tired, let Mbak replace you" said Farah, who saw Khanza sitting unsettled.

"Yes Ma'am, my legs are cramping" said Khanza, who already felt cramps in his legs, he tried to keep his son from waking up, afraid that Aziel would cry and could disturb others.

Farah slowly moved Aziel into her lap and patted the boy on the back as Aziel squirmed.

Aziel went back to sleep, and Khanza tried to improve the position of his legs.

"Khanza, did you tell your family that Abizar didn't come and we were with you?" ask Warda.

"Yes, I told Budeku that they'll pick up at the airport."

"Do they mind if Abizar doesn't accompany you?" queried.

"I explained to Bude, if Abi has a job, they will understand" Khanza said.

Warda just nodded and smiled, hoping that what Khanza said was true, they could understand their situation and be willing to forgive and start from the beginning of the family relationship.

Warda has already come to Khanza's hometown. However, this was the first time for Farah to make her feel a little awkward.

After traveling far enough they finally arrived, it was seen Uncle Khanza had picked them up, helped raise things to the car and they went straight home.

It is also the first time Khanza has returned after giving birth to Aziel, making her very happy and very proud to have a son who is very adorable, she is looking forward to introducing her son.

Everyone was waiting for his arrival, all the big Khanza families had gathered at grandfather's house.

"Well ... Our village has changed a lot, uncle?" khanza said he saw a row of houses that have changed, houses that have been rehabilitated or maybe more precisely made new by Abizar.

"Yes, all this is thanks to the kindness of your husband, all the residents are very grateful, their economic life also gradually improved because of the capital given by Abizar, they really hope to thank him directly, they really hope to thank him, but we have explained that he has a job and cannot come" said the uncle.

"Mas Abi really wanted to come, but it looks like he will come on another occasion, sir," Farah said.

"Hopefully the business is done quickly" said Uncle Khanza.

Khanza is very proud because of the kindness of her husband some houses that were once almost collapsed now look very sturdy and very worthy to be occupied, there are even some that are better than other houses, he said, it also looks a lot of new businesses, even though it is just a food stall, a small workshop and many more.

The car entered the yard of a house that was arguably quite large and the largest among the houses, Khanza was stunned, it was the location where his grandmother's house, the house, the once simple house is now transformed into a house that is very comfortable and spacious even has two floors.

Khanza got out of the car and admired his grandfather's house, he felt like he was in a villa.

"All thanks to your husband" that's all his uncle said while taking down one by one all their belongings.

Along the way Uncle Khanza continued to praise Abizar, apparently without their knowledge, Abizar often sent Uncle Khanza money to help the people in the village, whether rehabbing houses or giving small business capital, Abizar also never forgot to send money to grandfather.

"Khanza.." cried Bude welcoming Khanza, hugging his niece with tears. They often met each other through video calls. However, it was very different when hugging directly.

"How are you?" bude asked to take off his embrace.

"Khanza good. How's bude?" ask Khanza back.

"Of course Bude is very healthy, especially when you hear the news if you want to come."

Bude then looked towards Aziel who was in Farah's sling.

"Is this Bude's grandson?" bude Maya asks to take Aziel from Farah's sling. However, Aziel immediately hugged Farah's neck did not want to be taken by Bude.

Bude who understood Aziel must still not know him did not want to force and only rubbed Aziel's hair, even though he was very eager to hold his grandson.

"Khanza," the granny chuckled at Khanza and hugged him, the granny's cry broke as she hugged her granddaughter, all crying to see her grandmother and Khanza crying and hugging.

Grandma's heart was so happy that her tears could not be held back. During this time she always hid her longing for her grandson, she understood Khanza was married and she had to go with her husband,

grandpa always said that to Grandma.

"You're healthy, aren't you?" asked grandma taking off her embrace staring intensely at her grandson's pretty face.

"Alhamdulillah be healthy, Grandma," Khanza said.

Grandma gently rubbed her grandson's face, wiped away the happy tears that fell down her grandson's cheeks, grandma kissed both of Khanza's cheeks and tried to smile, expelling it to her sorrow.

Grandma turned to Aziel, kissing the whole face of her great-granddaughter, Aziel who often saw grandmother when making video calls with her mother felt familiar with the figure of grandmother, Aziel, so he did not mind when hugged and kissed by grandma.

"Grandma wanted to carry you, but she was afraid you might fall" said Grandma kissing the backs of Aziel's hands, which were still in Farah's arms. Grandma was afraid that her low body could not withstand the weight of Aziel who had been increasingly herding.

"Welcome to grandma's house, May you feel at home in our simple house, if you need something do not hesitate to grandma," said Grandma welcomed Farah, who was very happy with her, grandma already knew that the person holding Aziel was the honey of her grandson.

"Yes, Grandma. Thank you" said Farah.

Farah felt awkward, since all the eyes of the Khanza family were on him, no matter what they thought of him. Farah was just trying to stay calm and smile at them all.

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