Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Season 2: Chapter 5

After finishing their meal, they saw Mentari walking out of the hospital, making them finally decide to re-enter Azriel's room. As soon as they entered, he could see the cheerful face of his son making the two smile at him.

"Hayo honestly, who's the girl. Mom's daughter-in-law's candidate, huh?" khanza Goda.

"What do you think of Mama?" ask Azriel.

"Beautiful, very pretty. He was a good boy too, and my mom agreed. You never introduced her to us anyway, all this time mama was waiting for you to bring a girl home and introduce her to us."

"Actually he's not who I am Mah, just a friend, but I seriously want to make him happy, I even often want to tell him my feelings, but I don't dare. I'm afraid that until he refuses and our friendship might get messed up, right?"

"But what papa sees is that he also seems to like you, papa can see the look of his worry while settling down you also look happy seeing you okay, from his gaze papa can read if he likes you too. So, why don't you just try to express your feelings?"

"Is that so, Pah? But I still doubt" said Azriel who had no courage, but he was a brave man in every way, but for some reason when it comes to the Mentari he shrieked.

"If you keep putting it off you don't blame anyone if until your target girl is captured by someone else, she's a beautiful girl papa sure many want to make it his own."

Hearing that Azriel nodded, confirming what her mother had said. Indeed, all this time Mentari often told him if there were some who expressed his feelings for him. However, he always refused because he felt he was not a suitable person, it also made Azriel afraid to say his feelings to Mentari, afraid of rejection. 

Azriel did not know what kind of man her friend wanted, whether a man like her or perhaps a man better than herself, she herself did not know.

"It's best if you like him and are afraid that if he refuses you try to give him signs first, if he stays with you and doesn't refuse when you go together it means he likes you too, if indeed he has no feelings for you if you give him a sign he will definitely avoid it immediately" Khanza said making Azriel understand what his mother said, he will also try to do the trick, will try to give signals to Mentari if he likes it.

"Well, Pah, soon I'll be done with my lecture, do you think I can take Mentari for fiancee or maybe get married, how?" azriel asked Abidzar who was drinking mineral water in a bottle was choked, even spitting out the drink in his mouth.

"Mas, be careful dong," said Khanza patting her husband's shoulder so that his breathing was relieved.

"Azriel, you just wanted to express your feelings to a girl now you're going to propose to her?" abidzar said after controlling his cough.

"Can't you, Pah, Mah?" asked Azriel to look at her father and mother in turn, Azriel had absolutely no experience to tell her feelings for a woman she knew she loved Mentari and wanted to be with Mentari, wanting to make Mentari the last person in his heart and life.

"Not wrong, my mother agreed. What if at graduation you propose to him?"

"Well, that seems like a good idea. What do you think, Papa?" asked Azriel looking towards her papa.

"Alright, while waiting for the graduation to take place I will give you the signals if I like it. If Mentari gives a good response I will immediately plan my application, but if not and he away from me yes want in let alone maybe we are suitable to make friends," he said Khanza only patted his son's shoulder.

"If you're a match, you'll meet, just one message from your mom to you, son.  Never hurt a woman, if indeed you want to marry her, make her happy never lie to her, never duakan love, honestly is the main key in a relationship," said Khanza, for some reason all the words that came out of Khanza's mouth made Abidzar feel insinuated, where he married his wife because of a lie, he also wished and there were still many mistakes he made to make their home life destroyed at the beginning of marriage even divorced, even divorced, lucky they get through all the twists and turns of their lives and get to the point of happiness.

"Yes, Mah. I know that I will never hurt anyone, especially the one I love" Azriel said, she was old enough to understand why she had two mothers, one mother Farah and one mother Khanza.

The next day according to their agreement, last night. Early in the morning Lucia and Ayesha had arrived. The distance from the hospital to their home was not so far away, Aisyah and Lucia came with breakfast for all of them, of course cooked by aunt.

"Yes already, Azriel. You were accompanied by Lucia first yes, mom and dad came home first, later after picking up your mother at the airport we will go straight to the hospital," khanza's words made Azriel who had just woken up just nod while rubbing her eyes.

"Just relax, Auntie. I'm the one who's looking after him, everything's gonna be fine, don't worry. Aunty just relax at home," said Lucia made Khanza only rubbed Lucia's hair. Then they left.

Aisyah who was wearing her gray white uniform also joined her father and mother, they will take their daughter to school first before returning to their residence.

Later in the day they will pick up Farah at the airport before heading back to the hospital where Farah has already called if she will arrive at the airport later in the day. Farah just came alone without her husband. Dev is on a job while William is currently on the same level as high school, he is only one year apart from Aisyah.

Lucia is helping Azriel to stand where Azriel wants to go to the bathroom.

"Lucia, please call the nurse," said Azriel, who could not go to the bathroom accompanied by Lucia.

"I can help you, I can" said Lucia still offering herself.

"Lucia, I beg you," said Azriel slackened, she was not completely sure with Lucia where she might let Lucia accompany her in the bathroom, if she herself was not ashamed.

"Yes, I called the nurse first," he said then he called the nurse, the nurse came and immediately helped Azriel to go to the bathroom, while Lucia also tidied Azriel's bed. While tidying up a cell phone he found under the pillow and when activating the smile that had adorned his face now turned gloomy when he saw the wallpaper of Azriel is a photo of a beautiful girl.

With Lucia's trembling hands clutching the phone, she could not accept what she saw. Azriel can't like any other woman besides herself.

"Who is this woman?" muttering annoyed, he wanted to find out who the woman was from her message or contact number. However, as soon as he rubbed his screen, Azriel's phone screen locked making him unable to access Azriel's phone, when he was trying to enter the numbers randomly he could hear the sound of the door opening, making him put the phone back in place. 

Despite his frustration he tried to give Azriel a smile when their gazes met.