Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

TOGETHERNESS.

In the morning Farah was busy in the kitchen with her aunt who had been helping to prepare food for everyone, Khanza approached,

"Can I help you, ma'am?" ask Khanza.

Farah pulled out a chair and let Khanza sit down.

"You just sit here, let me prepare everything."

"It's okay, Khanza also wants to help" replied Khanza who sat in the place Farah had prepared.

"Yes, you cut vegetables!" said Farah took some vegetables in the fridge and gave them to Khanza. 

"Do you want to eat something? Let Mama make it."

"No, ma'am, I eat what I'm doing."

"Today Ma'am again cook rendang, you like rendang?"

"Like it, I love it. It's been a long time Khanza did not eat rendang, the last time Lebaran in the same village grandmother," he replied.

Bibi has started cooking rendang, Farah sitting next to Khanza, helping to pick you some vegetables as a complement.

"Mr?"

"Yes, what's wrong?" Looking towards Khanza.

"Somehow I feel scared, Ma'am. Towards my delivery" lirih Khanza.

Farah held Khanza's hand, stroking gently, "It's only natural that you're afraid, this is your first labor, but you don't have to worry, there's Ma'am and Mas Abi who will accompany you."

"Yes, mom. Thanks, I'm really scared. Hearing the word surgery alone I've imagined myself on the operating table. What if something happens to me?" 

"You don't think about anything, everything will be fine. Mas Adi prepared everything well, we trust everything to the doctor we helped your delivery and leave everything to Allah SWT."

"Thank you, Ma'am. Sorry, I've been a lot of trouble all this time, ma'am."

"No, I don't feel bothered. If you want something to say the same, if you can, you will help" said Farah.

Khanza smiled and nodded, Farah had been very kind to him all along.

A little while later Abizar came to them in his work clothes. 

"Loh, Mum. Are you going to the office?" ask badly when he sees Abizar who is neat with his work clothes, because today is Sunday.

Abizar sat down beside Khanza and gently stroked his stomach.

"Yes. There are important things to do, maybe tonight I will be overtime" Abizar said.

"How are you?" ask Abizar who is still stroking Khanza's stomach.

"Well, brother, but Khanza's afraid."

"Fear why?"

"The delivery is only a few days away, listening to the word oprasi has made Khanza's legs feel very weak" he said.

"You don't have to be afraid, everything will be fine. Trust me."

Khanza could only nod softly listening to her husband's words, Abizar stroked gently the hair of Khanza, the wife who involuntarily filled his heart.

"O yeah, when's grandma coming?"

"Tomorrow sister, grandma called last night to get you to pick me up at the airport."

"Have you come too?"

"No, just grandma, grandpa will catch up after the baby is born, grandpa still has a job in the fields that can't be left behind" Khanza replied.

Farah prepared breakfast for Abizar.

"Breakfast, Mas" Farah prepared breakfast for her husband.

Having a distended stomach makes Khanza unable to serve her husband and leave everything to Farah.

Soon after, Warda and Santi approached them with clothes ready to come out.

Abizar saw both.

"You're out, Mah?" ask Abizar.

"Yes, Mama's got an arisan out of town. So maybe Mama's coming home tomorrow morning" Wardah said, as usual, when he left town, surely Santi will come along. 

"Khanza, do you want Mama to buy you something?"  tanya sembil saw her daughter-in-law.

"No, Mah. It's all here, "he said.

They had breakfast, Abizar saw Khanza eating with a low menu made by Farah.

"Khanza who was feeling in notice also looked at her Husband and smiled shyly."

"Eat a lot, let our baby be healthy" Abizar said.

"Mas Abi is right, you don't hold your meal just for weight reasons" Farah said, adding low to Khanza's plate.

Thanks mbak, it's enough ... This is mostly," Khanza said as Farah added the side dish to her plate.

After eating, they set off, Khanza and Farah drove them all up to the terrace waving until the two cars moved away from them.

Laughing for a moment, "Now we are just the two of us, we are doing well" Farah said.

"We'll see, Ma'am" suggested Khanza

"May," answered Farah.

They ended up watching together while drinking the juice and snacks that Farah had made.

They watch while continuing to laugh sometimes crying and sometimes upset to see the movie scenes they watch.

"It turns out that if we sincerely face all the pain it slowly disappears," Khanza's inner self who feels comfortable when together with the honey.

Today they spent only the two of them.

Until the night before they still continue to have fun, doing things they like, Farah also gives color to Khanza's nails, since pregnant Khanza never again to the salon. Both Abizar's wives looked very happy, the aunt who watched them also happy, during this time the aunt just kept quiet, but she knew all what was happening in this house.

Abizar had called if he was going home late, and asked them not to wait for him.

"Mbak, Khanza to the room first yes, I'm sleepy," Khanza said to the room after they finished dinner.

"Yes, if you need anything, just call Ma'am, yeah," Farah said.

"Yes, Ma'am" replied Khanza then passed by his room as well as Farah.

Farah went back to her room, there was some work to do, lately she continued to take care of Abizar's company and neglected her own business.

Although his business is not comparable to Abizar's business. However, Farah built it from scratch, raising it herself while before marrying Abizar. However, for now Farah handed over the business to her confidants and focused on taking care of her husband and honeymoon. His business is abroad so he will have difficulty if he has to go back and forth.

When Khanza's phone would go back to sleep, it was a call from Abizar.

"Hello, Brother?" she answered when she picked up the call from her husband.

"Where are you?" ask Abizar.

"I'm in the room, brother. Go to sleep, "he answered.

The clock shows at 10 p.m.

"Well, rest I can't go home yet there's still some work maybe by dawn I'll be home."

"Yes, Brother. Be careful on the road when you get home" Khanza said before ending their call.

Abizar had called his two wives to tell them that he would be home late so that they would not wait for him, as well as his in-laws they would stay and would be home tomorrow afternoon.

Abizar is very busy with his office affairs, he gets a big project and requires him to overtime as well as some other employees.

Not only them, Farah was also still struggling with her work until late at night.

Khanza, who had been sleeping, suddenly woke up feeling pain in his stomach.

"What is this, why is my stomach hurting," he muttered trying to walk to the bathroom, Khanza thought he was going to poop.

A few moments later the pain in his stomach disappeared.

"To be exact this is just an ordinary pain, not a sore bowel movement," Inner Khanza Back to bed.

Khanza is trying to sleep. However, the pain was again felt, Khanza tried to take eucalyptus oil and poured into his stomach.

"Did most eat rendang, yeah. So my stomach hurts like this," he muttered continuously, gently rubbing his stomach.

The pain disappeared again, the warmth of eucalyptus oil had spread in his stomach, giving a sense of comfort, Khanza breathed a sigh of relief. Then again, he tried to close his eyes. A few minutes later, he felt the pain again. This time, the pain was more pronounced.

Khanza grasped the blanket, tried to hold it in pain, curled up, clenched his teeth.

"What's wrong with my stomach. Is my baby okay," Khanza started to get scared.

The pain was gone, Khanza was sure the pain would come back again, he remembered the doctor's explanation of the signs of childbirth.

"Am I going to give birth, is this a contraction" she said, cursing her own folly. At the last examination of her womb the doctor has explained the signs of contraction will give birth.

 Khanza quickly took her phone, she quickly searched Abizar's mobile number and tried to contact her husband.

Connected calls. However, Abizar did not take up his call.

The pain came back, Khanza continued to try to contact Abizar while continuing to try to withstand the pain that was like wrapped around his stomach, the more pain in the belief peaked.

"Sir, pick up the phone" Khanza said, his lips already shaking withstanding his cries.

Fear, worry, panic and pain mixed into one.

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