Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself
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Khanza continues to try to accept the reality of his marriage.This is the reality he chose. She becomes the second wife of her husband and tries to live out her married life. That was the one word he chose.


Khanza tried to cheer her heart up by smiling and laughing with Aziel's son, not wanting her to worry.


When he felt down again, Aziel seemed to be a medicine that disappeared his pain. Laughter of his son was able to erase his pain, Khanza acted as if nothing happened to his heart.


Khanza wanted to find trouble with her husband's in-laws, he chose to give up, he did not want to look sad in front of his grandparents, they also have sincerely accepted his polygamy relationship. Khanza always avoids wherever Santi goes.


If Santi comes in he will come out, if Santi comes out he will come in. That's what he did while he waited for the day he would get out of the house.


Khanza continued to calculate the time, when he would come out of the palace which had made him feel crowded, even though he lived in a luxurious house. He felt that time was going so slowly, but he faithfully waited for the day to come.


Ahead of the move some families from the village had arrived, Khanza deliberately directed them all directly to one of the houses close to his new home, so as not to bother them when the transfer later, he said, Khanza deliberately asked Abizar to rent out one of the houses that were there for all his family.


Not that Khanza doesn't want his whole family to stay in his house right now, but he doesn't want to if their arrival all bothers Santi in that house. He didn't want anything to make him hurt more.


Khanza is aware that his family is from the village and may not behave as expected by Santi.


Khanza is looking forward to tomorrow where tomorrow he will come out of the house.So glad Khansa can not close her eyes.


"You haven't slept?" asked Abizar who felt that Khanza had continued to be agitated.


Khanza who turned his back on Abizar turned his back to see her husband who was also looking at her.


"I'm just too happy that I can't sleep, I can't wait to move into our new home" he said.


Abizar gently rubbed Khanza's hair, removing the child's hair that covered her pretty face.


"Do you really want to move? Is there anything that makes me uncomfortable in this house?" abizar asked looking into Khanza's beautiful eyes. Brown eyes decorated with pliable eyelashes.


Khanza flanged then went into Abizar's arms.


"I just want to have my own home, that's why …." Khanza stopped his speech.


"What is that?" tanya Abidzar further tightened his embrace, inhaling the scent of Khanza's body that had become opium to him.


"Thus no one will insult me" said Khanza.


Khanza who felt comfortable in the arms of her husband immediately fell asleep.


Abizar kissed Khanza's forehead then looked at the young wife's calm face, gave a soft kiss on Khanza's lips and Abizar also fell asleep while hugging Khanza.


Tonight Abizar sleeps with Khanza, while Farah sleeps with Aziel.


The next day all had gathered, and ready in front of Khanza's new house, Farah had arranged everything. Starting from catering to prayer events together to enter a new home. Abizar invited several orphanage children to pray for the blessing of their new home.


All the Khanza's families were also prepared, as were the Abizar's. They were all gathered in front of the gate.


Khanza inhaled the air slowly and exhaled it, his heart racing. This is the beginning of her home life. I hope he is much happier when he is in his own home. Khanza kept the prayer in his heart.


"Open up" said Abizar, inviting Khanza to open the gate.


"Me" said Khanza, pointing to himself.


"Yes, Isn't. This is your home" said Abizar, who was holding Aziel.


Khanza smiled and nodded.


He walked and prepared to open the gate.


Grandma could see happiness on her grandson's face.


The Khanza family had admired the house even though they had just seen it from the outside.


"Bismillah, may this be the beginning of my happiness, may the house be the most comfortable place for me and Aziel," said khanza slowly pushing the gate and opening it.


They all entered and were amazed at the house before them.


Khanza deliberately did not invite other guests, he only invited his extended family, the Abizar family and some orphanage children. Khanza wants to live a quieter life in his new home.


Not to forget he also invited Aqila his best friend.


After preparing Everything,


Prayers began, they prayed that the house could give happiness to Khanza and his family.


Continued with a meal together.


Abizar, who does not want Khanza to feel lonely in his new home, accidentally moves several domestic assistants who already know each other.


"Thank you, brother. Khanza is very happy today" Khanza said, embracing her husband's arm.


"I will do anything to make you happy" Abizar replied, peeping at Khanza's back.


They all enjoyed the banquet that Farah had prepared. When all happy dissolves in togetherness while enjoying the dishes.


Only Santi who had just kept putting on a face did not like it.


He did not want to come, but Farah manaksanya and became Abizar as an excuse for his mother to come along.


"Farah, Mama went home first yes," said Santi approached Farah who was busy distributing food for the children of the home.


"What's up, Mah? Mama's okay?" ask Farah worried.


"Mama's okay, Mama just doesn't like it here, the smell of the village, Mama just went home," said Santi closed his life. "Let's wait for you at home" he said walking out.


Farah asked Abizar's personal driver, Mr. Tarno, to drive her mother.


Pak Tarno was also one of the ones who would serve in Khanza's house, he would be Khanza's driver later.


Farah looked at her mother, who was already out of the gate.


"Why did Mama turn out like this, I felt like I didn't recognize mama," Inner Farah then continued to host the orphanage children who attended the event.


As soon as Pak Tarno's car drove his mother out, another car came in and Farah knew it was Daniel's.


"Daniel, who invited Daniel." Farah continued to pay attention to who the people came with Daniel.


"I thought, it must be Aqila." Inner Fatah.


"Hello, Ma'am. Sorry I'm late." said Aqila. "Where is khanza, Ma'am?" tanya Aqila approached Farah and circulated her gaze.


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