Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself
An Important Decision



Khanza continued to walk back and forth on the terrace of the house Damar, just keep looking at the gate hoping Daniel will come to bring Aziel.


"Khanza calm down, Grandma is sure Daniel will definitely bring Ziel home.Abizar will certainly not hold it, he already knows your condition now, he is not as bad as it makes you worry about holding Aziel," said Grandma.


"But, what if they take Aziel, Khanza doesn't want Nek separated from Aziel."


"That's them coming" said Aqila standing and watching Daniel's car enter the gate


Khanza immediately ran up to him, he just breathed a sigh of relief when he saw his son was asleep in the back seat.


"Don't you believe me?" daniel asked to get out of the car and help Khanza take Aziel to his carrier.


"I'm just worried, brother. I know what Abi's sister looks like."


"Abizar already knew you were pregnant and he wouldn't risk separating you from Aziel" Daniel said, giving Khanza the same envelope he gave Abizar.


Aqila took it because Khanza was holding Aziel.


"I'll go home first, I'll let you know if I'll come back. Stay home and if you want to get out, you better call me. I'll take you guys" Daniel said.


The two of them nodded, Daniel looked at the grandfather and grandmother who were also on the porch and just nodded asking for a break.


Daniel goes from there, there's still a lot to take care of including figuring out who Mr. Alvin, why is he watching Khanza. What was his purpose all this time watching Khanza from a distance.


Khanza and Aqila went into the room and put Aziel to bed.


Aqila sat by the bed and opened the envelope Daniel had given her.


Aqila read and she knew exactly what the contents of the envelope meant.


"That's what?" khanza asked, sitting next to Aqilah and looking at what Daniel had given them.


"It looks like this is a divorce warrant."


"Divorce?" ask Khanza in shock.


"Sister Daniel has registered your divorce."


Khanza was stunned and looked towards Aqila.


"It's just a filing, you can't get divorced while you're pregnant and wait a few months after birth. The process is also very long and will take quite a long time, so you have to prepare yourself and do not think too much. Just focus on your baby."


"What decision did I make right?"ask khanza who is still in doubt.


"Ask yourself, ask your heart. Don't force it if you can't."


Meanwhile, on X Street, Abizar who had wanted to pursue Daniel was blocked by several people. They were Daniel's men who blocked Abizar's car.


Abizar who did not accept the attitude of Daniel who filed for divorce without talking to him first, he felt very upset. Abizar intends to catch up with Daniel, but while driving his car suddenly several cars get in his way.


Abizar calls some of his men to follow Daniel, find out where Daniel took Aziel. However, again his efforts failed, his people managed to be confused by the people of Daniel and who escaped from the eyes of Daniel could not escape the people of Mr. Alvin.


"Damn," said Abizar throw his phone into the street until it falls apart.


Abizar had just heard from some of his men if they lost track of Daniel.


"Daniel, I thought you'd help me get back to Khanza, but you haven't changed. You still want to have Khanza, you still want to take him away from me" she said.


"Mas, we better go home first, we'll think of another way that we can meet Khanza and explain it carefully."


Abizar took the divorce papers given by Daniel and tore them to pieces.


"Until I die I won't let Khanza go" he said, throwing the paper scattered on the highway.


Abizar stared intently at the men of Daniel who were still standing not far from them.


Farah and Abizar returned home. They have no other way Daniel and Mr. Alvin was too much to make the people he hired couldn't do anything about it.


At night in his room, while everyone was sleeping Khanza looked at his son and then remembered the figure of Abizar while holding a divorce lawsuit that Daniel gave him.


Khanza can only be pensive while continuing to rub his stomach, feeling a small kick from the baby in his womb.


"Can I get through all this without you, brother."


Khanza wants to be detached from Abizar. But he still loves her very much.


She wants to be with her husband. However, his heart was already so tired, he did not want to feel any more pain. Injured for the umpteenth time.


"Mama," call Aziel who woke up.


"Yes dear" Khanza said to his son.


Aziel woke up at night. Due to fatigue playing with Abizar and Farah he fell asleep until he woke up at midnight.


"Mama, Ziel is hungry" he said, holding his stomach.


"Yuk, we're laughing! Mama has prepared Aziel food," said Khanza who had previously separated food for Aziel. He was sure that his son would wake up hungry in the middle of the night.


Aziel ate his food voraciously by being fed by Khanza.


"Mama was Ziel playing with papa and Bubu, we play in the park," said Aziel speaking, he told me with a look of joyful face.


"So, did Ziel meet bubu as well?" khanza asked, thinking that Aziel only met Abizar.


"Yes Mah, Bubu also came, we played swings, prosotan, ran, ate ice cream," said Aziel continues to mention some games while pointing fingers as if counting what game he played with the look of a happy face can not be separated from the face of his son, making Khanza again feel worried.


Aziel loves papa, same bubu?" ask Khanza.


"Yes, honey. Aziel loves Mama, equally adorable, equally papa, and equally Bubu, same grandma" he said stretching his hands as if he loved them all.


"If we go back to the village, Papa will work here. Aziel wants to come with mom to the village or come with Papa here?" tanya Khanza very carefully tried to explain the situation that might have happened if He really divorced Abizar.


Aziel. Then a moment later shrugged his shoulders and went back to eating.


Maybe Aziel did not understand the question of his mother or he was confused who to choose, Khanza did not want to be too forced to choose Aziel at a very young age.


After eating Aziel back to play, his drowsiness was already.


Khanza accompanied Aziel while continuing to search for information on child custody on the internet, if he really parted with Abizar, he would be able to take both children or possibly be cared for by his father.


"What are you again?" ask Damar to approach them.


Brother Daniel has filed for divorce between me and Brother Abi. What if we get divorced will custody of the children fall into my hands?" ask Khanza.


"Aziel is barely 3 years old while your second child is still in your womb, no matter how much Abizar wants their custody, still custody will fall completely in your hands, so the issue of custody of your child need not worry. In part he will not separate you.Saranku you should not limit if Abizar wants to meet or take a few days his son. The child is still a child, no former child is also very good for child development however Abizar remains his biological father."


Khanza nodded at Damar's explanation.


"Are you sure you're really going to split up?"


Khanza sighed and stroked his stomach.


"After the divorce, I will return to the village and start my day with my children, if Abi's brother wants to see him please come to the village. But, I won't let him bring Aziel here. I really couldn't and wanted to start with my kids. I have forgiven Abi and wish she would never hurt me again. However, I was wrong. If there was a second time I was afraid there would be a third and a fourth time he would break my heart if I went back to him" Khanza said, staring at Aziel, who was playing.


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