Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

The Reveal of Truth

"Sir, wait a minute. I'm just for a minute, just feeding Ziel. Please take me to Aqila's place

, yes," Khanza told Mr. Tarno..

"Yes non, you wait there," pointed Pak Tarno at the security guard who was sitting at his security post.

"Yes, Sir!"

With a happy heart, Khanza went inside, he could not wait to give his fried rice to his husband and children.

Khanza put his food on the dining table.

"They're going, '" muttered Khanza walking to find them all. Khanza heard a voice from the side, from the direction of the pool.

"Maybe they're in the pool" he muttered back to get the food underneath, wanting to give it to the two of them immediately. Khanza can't stay long He has an appointment with Aqila.

Khanza's footsteps halted, upon hearing the chatter from all of them. Khanza clenched her mouth when she heard from Abizar's own mouth if she had swapped her medication in order for her to become pregnant again. His heart ached when he heard Santi's words, as well as Warda, the in-laws he thought loved him looked so happy waiting for the birth of his granddaughter, even though they all knew what Khanza was feeling, they all knew he was still traumatized and asked for time. Khanza hugged his lunchbox while smothering his mouth, he tried to hold back his stuffing, wanting to hear all their conversations.

"Your staff, my sister," the inner Khanza screamed in disbelief at the husband she trusted so much that the husband she loved had the heart to do all that to her.

With a wounded heart Khanza quietly went from there, leaving all of them laughing at his suffering.

Again and again Khanza felt the same way, the feeling of a few years ago, now he felt back.The feeling of isolation, the feeling of not being considered, he also felt alone in the spacious house.

Khanza walked slowly away from the voices that continued to discuss her pregnancy, she saw in every corner of the room in the mansion, she said, it was still clearly visible a few years ago when he felt the same feeling he felt was nobody in between.

Khanza continued walking out with tears that he could not hold back, his heart was really sore.

Right now he really felt unworthy to be in their midst.

" Who I am, I am just a poor orphan girl hoping to get happiness from an Abizar. Rich people, respected people. Why don't I realize who I am, who hopes too high, "inner Khanza.

Khanza continued to walk out to his car, Pak Tarno who saw Khanza out of the house ran and immediately opened the door and saw the employer who had looked happy now turned into moody and restless.

Mr. Tarno who saw if

Khanza was already sitting closed the door carefully then ran towards the direction later.

Mr. Tarno wanted to ask where he should take him. However, looking at the employer, it looked so devastated. Mr. Tarno decided to run his car, Khanza was seen staring blankly at the surroundings, but tears continued to flow in his eyes there was not the slightest Isak from the mouth of Khanza.

Mr. Tarno directed his car on the highway he drove it slowly. Mr. Tarno did not know where to take him home or Aqila.

After arriving at the crossroads Pak Tarno ventured to ask.

"Non, where are we going?" ask Pak Tarno.

"Go home" those are the only words that came out of Khanza's mouth. It was like staring in one direction.

As soon as Khanza came back down without saying anything, Mr. Tarno just turned around and saw Khanza get out of the car and saw the stock box he had been carrying in the side seat.

"What is this really about, Why is Khanza behaving like that." Inner sir Tarno wondered.

Pak Tarno felt sorry for what the boy was going through.

Khanza walked into the house, his gaze directly fixed towards the room. Khanza was still silent and even he did not touch Bibi who greeted him asking why he quickly came home, Is anyone forgotten.

Aunty only saw her master walking with his tears and blank stares.

Aunty who was worried immediately approached Pak Tarno who just got out of the car.

"Sir is Non Khanza why?" ask aunt.

"Father also did not know, when returning from the old house the state of Non Khanza was like that," replied Mr. Tarno.

Khanza walked into the room, opened the door and closed it again.

In that room Khanza always get affection from her husband, in that room she got the love that felt so great from her husband.

Khanza leaned against the door and slit his body on the floor.

Hix…

Khanza's cries broke, he could no longer endure the pain in his chest.

"Sister Abi you're evil," he yelled pulling his hair. You are the same with me, brother. What's my fault, is it wrong that I love you too much" Khanza shouted as if shouting at Abizar who was in front of him.

"Grandmother ..," lirih Khanza wept bitterly. "Why did all this have to happen to Khanza, Grandma. When I've held everything for the sake of the integrity of my household, why does this have to happen again, is it Khanza's fault, Nek." Khanza continued to cry, sitting on the floor of his room.

"Dad, Mother, Khanza is not strong, I'm with you guys," he said, crying all over his chest, he did not care if the people in his house heard his cries.

The aunt who was behind the door shut her mouth heard the roaring cries of her employer, Bibi who had worked a long time and knew all her problems also felt saddened by Khanza's sadness.

Khanza continued to sit crying on the floor like a child, he roared while constantly raving if he hated Abizar, hated Mbak Farah, hated them all.

Long Khanza cried until he felt tired, Khanza issued all the screams of his heart that had been harbored.

Khanza remembered the drug referred to by Abizar, he then walked quickly to find the cure, with trembling hands Khanza took the drug out of place, saw the drug that for 3 months was consumed.

"Aaaaarg" shouted Khanza, throwing the medicine to the floor of his room.

"I'm stupid, believing that it's the drug I've been taking. Brother Abi, this is the reply of my disfigurement to you."

"Then where's my medicine" Khanza muttered. If Abizar exchanges it, he must be the one who keeps the medicine I've been looking for. Thought Khanza.

Khanza then searched in all corners of his room, he was sure the drug that had been sought must be hidden by Abizar, Khanza dismantled all the cabinets, drawers looking for drugs delay pregnancy.

Khanza has ransacked his room. However, he did not find what he was looking for.

She paused for a moment and ran out of the room, the study room was the possibility that both of her husbands were hiding the medicine.

Bibi, who had been waiting outside the door of Khansa's room, was a little surprised when Khanza opened the door abruptly and ran.

The worried aunt also ran after Khanza.

As soon as Khanza opened the door of Abizar's study, he paused for a moment, looking in all directions of the room.

Her sense of regret was mounting when she remembered her husband's face, seeing the workspace her heart grew sicker and hated the owner of the room in which she stood now.

Khanza rubbed the rough tears that escaped her eyes, then went back to dismantle, tear apart, ruffling the workspace of her husband, her husband, no matter the files that are worth hundreds or maybe millions or even billions that have been scattered on the floor. Khanza kept looking for what he was looking for.

The aunt who had arrived, was surprised by what the master was doing and approached her with a s.p.a.ce.

"What's up, Non. What you are not looking for, then the aunt who is looking for," said the aunt offered herself, aunty was afraid Abizar would be angry if he saw his study room was a mess.

" This, Mr. Abi can be angry," said the aunt.

"I don't care Bi, quickly help me find my medicine, I wonder if Abi's sister was that much to me so as to hide my medicine and exchange it for another medicine," khanza said with a trembling voice and melted tears that continued to flow even he spoke while trying to master his sobbing Isak.

"Medicine?" asked Bibi who was looking for what Khanza meant, she did not know what medicine, but aunt only knew what to do was medicine.

Khanza continued to break into Abizar's workspace, now the files are scattered on the floor.

Khanza pegged when what he was looking for turned out to be there. Khanza found the drug she had been looking for in the bottom drawer of her husband's desk, with Khanza's trembling hands taking the cure.

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