Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Abizar's firm attitude

Night at the Abizar residence.

"Where is your honey?" santi asked her daughter who was preparing dinner for them.

"Well, for now please take care of Mama's words. Mas Abi has warned me that Mama will no longer insult Khanza. mas Abi said if Mama can not keep Mama's words, for a while Mama can stay at the Apartment," said Farah warned her mother.

Abizar has also warned Wardah, his mother. In order not to insult or say words that could offend Khanza, but he did not rebuke his mother-in-law directly but rather asked Farah to convey to her mother.

"What is the love that your husband has for his young wife, so that he wants to send his mother to the apartment" upset Santi

"Well, Mas Abi won't send Mama to the apartment if you want to comply with her request, just to keep Mama's words from offending Khanza."

"Farah, you have to keep your distance from the woman, she could take your husband one day" Santi said, warning his son.

"I believe in the love of Abi, she can be fair to both of us, so Farah please be with me, if you only worry if Abi will turn away from me you don't have to worry."

"You don't trust men too much, you realize that Khansa is much younger than you, especially if she gives you children. Mama doesn't pray for you to part from Abizar, but she just wants you to be more careful and take care of your household." 

"Farah had thought about this from the beginning, Farah would accept whatever the final decision of Farah's household was. Farah was ready to lose Abi's mas since Farah allowed Abi's mas to remarry."

"Mama is surprised by you. You already have a handsome, rich husband, he doesn't want children from you, but why do you insist on him marrying again."

"Well, I beg you to stop discussing this matter, we accept that Khanza be my madam, my husband's second wife. I beg you to understand" said Farah, constantly seeking understanding from her mother.

They were silent when Wardah's mother from Abizar came to them at the dinner table.

"We'd better follow Abizar's request don't make Khanza hurt or intend to leave here, hopefully she'll get pregnant soon."

Farah just kept quiet she was already lazy to argue with the two of them.

In the room.

Khanza sat on his bed, he wanted to get out, but there was doubt in his heart.he was afraid that he would have to hear words that would make him sad again.

Khanza decided to call Aqila. 

"Halo Aqila" Khanza said as Aqila picked up her phone.

"Have you eaten?" ask Aqila.

"Not yet, when I was very hungry. I hesitate to go out" he said.

"Khanza no matter what happens you have to be strong, you have to be brave. You will not be able to continue to be in the room, you have to go out and face them" said Aqila.

"You're right, I don't know when I'm staying here. Aqila, I'm sorry, I left without saying goodbye to you."

"Yes it's okay. I know how!"

The sound of the knocking of the room rang out and Abizar entered.

"Aqila is already yes" said Khanza immediately turn off his call. 

Abizar sat down next to Khanza, grabbed Khanza's hand and kissed him.

"We eat yes! You promised that if you stay in this room you will not refuse to eat again" Abizar said.

"I was very hungry, but ashamed to go out" said Khanza.

"Yes" he replied slowly.

As they approached the others at the dining table, Abizar pulled out a chair so Khanza could sit down. Santi, Wardah and Farah were there.

Farah took a plate for Abizar and Khanza, "Eat, eat" he told Khanza.

Khanza who was still angry at Farah did not want to see Farah let alone answer Farah's words.

Santi bit his lip wanting to let out a lot of words of diatribe to Khanza. But with great difficulty he held back, so that his mouth did not issue words that could hurt Khanza.

Once he finished eating Khanza immediately stood up and returned to his room.

Santi's breath up and down held back his emotions, if not for Abizar being near them he might have already issued thousands of words of pearl to Khanza.

Khanza went to the bathroom to clean his body, while out Abizar was already on the sofa sitting while doing some of his office work.

Khanza who has not been sleepy chose to take a laptop and connect the Korean drama film that he saw this afternoon.

He uses a headset so as not to disturb Abizar who is working.

Every now and then Abizar looked towards Khanza who was smiling looking at the scene he saw, looking so beautiful.

Abizar deliberately went faster to Khanza's room because he believed Khanza would definitely re-lock the room if he was late to get there.

Abizar who had finished work again saw Khanza and turned out his young wife was asleep with a laptop that was still on.

Tonight he finally got a good night's sleep while hugging Khanza.

At night Khanza felt nauseous, he slowly got out of bed to the bathroom vomited all his entrails, lucky Abizar did not wake up. then he took the medicine he hid.

Khanza is trying to sleep. But his eyes reluctantly closed, Khanza slowly took Abizar's hand and placed it on his stomach. Somehow he felt comfortable when Abizar's palm touched his stomach and he went back to sleep.

In the morning Khanza was dizzy again, 

"Sister, I want breakfast in the room, my head is really dizzy" Khanza said as Abizar called him for breakfast.

"Yes, I'll ask Auntie to take food to the room, get some rest" Abizar said.

While the others had breakfast at the dinner table, Khanza had breakfast in the room. Again and again Santi was very angry with his daughter-in-law's easy wife, but as much as possible he continued to hold back. Didn't want to make Abizar angry with her.

After breakfast Abizar said goodbye to his two wives and then he went to the office.

Santi who saw Abizar go to the office can not stand it anymore ya go straight to Khanza's room.

"Oh our Princess is back" said Santi.

The housekeeper cleaned up the rest of Khanza's food and then came out of the room, leaving only Santi and Khanza. 

"Listen yes, Khanza. You are not pretentious at home, this is wearing ask for food in the room, you think you are the queen at home. To be honored in this house is Farah, the first wife of Abizar. Not you! Village lady."

"Well, that's enough, I beg Mama to get out of here" said Farah who suddenly came to stop her mother who wanted to spill all her frustration on Khanza.

"Khanza sorryin mama ya," said Farah before bringing her mother out.

"You're nothing, use that kid!"

"Well, Abi's not kidding. If he finds out Mama is insulting Khanza again, don't blame Farah if you have to leave this house" Farah warned her mother.

"The two of you are the same," said Santi passed leaving Farah who was still standing in front of the door of Khanza's room.

"Hopefully Khanza will forgive me" said Farah.

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