Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Panic and fear.

One of the perks of a woman is having a uterus. Where in the womb that a child grows and develops from just fluid and develops into a fetus that is expected every couple on the face of this earth.

Every couple must have hopes to have a child as a symbol of their love. However, there are times when Allah tests his servant by not giving him that privilege. As with Farah, he was not given that privilege, but he was given many other privileges.

Being a strong, independent, kind woman, having a lot of love.

Farah always tried to be a good son, daughter-in-law, and wife. However, God has not allowed her to become a mother, giving birth to a child for her husband.

Behind her shortcomings, God gave her a strong and firm heart, which was sincere so that she allowed even her husband to marry again for the sake of the survival of her husband's offspring.

Farah does not want to be selfish, because her lack of being a mother can not make her husband can not be a father figure.

Farah's sincerity bears sweet fruit, soon her husband will become a father even though the fetus was born not from his womb. However, she felt very happy, her husband's son was her son too that was what Farah thought.

The luck of being a mother is obtained by Khanza, however, she is tested by her marriage.

Khanza also wants to be a figure like Farah who managed to pass all the tests trying to sincerely accept the fact that she is the second wife of her husband.

Khanza is currently passing through the most difficult stage for a mother, which is to give birth to her child in this world. Like a mother risking her life for the life of her child, a mother endured pain to meet her child.

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Right now Khanza is really feeling that pain, he gripped tightly on the edge of the mattress, clutching tightly at his phone. She called her husband Abizar several times. But his call was not answered.

"Sister, where are you. What you're doing right now, I really need you" said Khanza, who had been bleeding tears, with fear continuing to feel him plus the mounting pain he felt.

After passing through the pain that was so felt, the pain slowly subsided and disappeared.

Khanza tried to walk out of the room,

"Mbak Farah, where is Sister Farah," inwardly.

Currently at home there are only Mama Farah and Bibi.

Because of his panic Khanza forgot if he could have called Farah through his cell phone. However, he chose to walk out of the room leaving his cell phone on the bed. Trickering towards Farah's room.

When he was in the middle of the stairs his pain came back, Khanza could do nothing but sit on the stairs and gripped the stairs, trying to endure the pain, she said, it was as if the pain was rolling in his stomach the more seconds it peaked.

Khanza again remembered the rules to reduce his pain, he tried to regulate his breathing to take a slow breath and exhale.

Sweat was already pouring down his forehead, and his hands were already shaking astounding the stairs.

The same was the case with how he felt just a moment ago, after the pain it peaked slowly low and disappeared.

"Mbak Farah," cried khanza as she slowly descended the stairs as her pain subsided.

Khanza tried to walk quickly to Farah's room. Steal time before the pain re-nurses him.

The knocking of the door broke Farah's concentration on the work that had been delayed.

"Mbak Farah" cried Khanza knocking on Farah's door.

"Khanza" said Farah rushing to open the door when she heard the khanza's voice.

"Khanza what's wrong?" asked Farah who panicked to see the condition of her honey.

There were tears on his face and sweat.

"What's wrong? You why?" farah began to panic.

"Awwww, sick," Pekik Khanza when the illness came back. He clasped Farah's hand and sat on the floor.

"You got a sick stomach?" ask Farah in panic.

"Yes, Ma'am. It looks like I'm going to give birth, my stomach hurts a lot, Ma'am," Khanza said.

"I'll call Abi first, right away" said Farah, rushing into her room and picking up her cell phone, calling her husband. However, the result was the same as what Khanza had experienced. The call is connected. However, their husband did not pick it up.

"Mas Abi, where are you," said Farah with trembling hands again calling Abizar, he crouched down trying to stroke Khanza's stomach he could see if Khanza's hand shook while clutching the leg of a nearby table.

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"Khanza you're okay," panicked Farah.

"I called Abi, too, but he didn't answer. We better get to the hospital now, ma'am. I can't stand it, "please Khanza.

"Yes, we're going to the hospital now. Momentarily grab the bag first," said Farah again running into his room, he had prepared a bag to carry next week during Khanza operation. However, it seemed like the bag should already be underneath him at this moment.

"Can you walk?" ask him to Khanza.

Khanza shook his head, "Sick Ma'am, wait until the pain subsides first" Khanza said with his breath he kept trying to manage to reduce the pain.

"Bak take out the car first," said Farah ran out of the house to prepare the car they will use.

Farah parked the car as close as possible to the terrace of the house and then went back inside to meet Khanza.

"Have you been able to walk?" tanyakanya. Khanza interfered and stretched out his hand, Farah tried to help Khanza stand up, they walked out with Farah who helped Khanza.

Farah carefully put Khanza in the back seat and kept her bag there.

"Sir, I'm afraid" said Khanza clasped Farah's hand tightly with tears streaming down her eyes.

"All will be well, Ma'am will take you to the hospital" said Farah, who was taken by Khanza.

Before leaving Farah leave the house with aunt.

Farah quickly took Khanza to the hospital. Farah drove the car above the ability limit.

"Sir, is the hospital still far away?" asked Khanza who kept trying to hold back so as not to sob, he did not want to add Farah's panikan.

"The hospital is close, you hold it, yes" said Farah still continued to concentrate on the road.

Suddenly Farah's car slowed down, feeling that there was a problem with Farah's car pulling over and literally just getting to the curb Farah's car was dead.

Farah tried to restart her car, she tried several times. However, it still failed, the car did not want to turn on again.

"What's wrong, Mommy? Why are we stopping here?" khanza asked to see if they hadn't reached the hospital.

"Mbak also does not know, there seems to be a problem with his car," said Farah. He doesn't know about car problems.

Farah then got off and tried to find a ride. Unfortunately, they are in a quiet place. Farah deliberately took a shortcut to get to the hospital faster, but it turned out that her estimates were wrong, they were actually stuck there.

Farah took his phone and tried to call Abizar again and again, Abizar still did not pick him up.

"Where the hell are you, Mas. What's wrong with picking up the call even if you're busy working," growled Farah staring at her phone screen.

"I can't stand it, Ma'am," Khanza shouted from inside the car.

"Khanza you can stand it, we're looking for a ride" said Farah trying to make Khanza calm, but she herself panicked to see Khanza who looks very pale, his whole body sweaty and cold.

Farah saw a car, she tried to stop it, but it didn't seem like it was going to help them.

Farah no longer knew what to do, she saw Khanza crying in fear and pain.

Not only was Khanza crying, Farah was also crying. I don't know what to do.

"Mas Abi, help us" said Farah in her tears looking left and right praying for someone to pass by and help them.

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