Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

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Khanza again shouted hysterically and threw the medicine he was holding, making the aunt who was not far from him also jerked in shock at the screams of Khanza.

"Auntie. Why is Abi's bad brother the same as me, Bi. What's my fault, Bi," Khanza continued to complain to her domestic assistant.

Khanza sat down crying covered his face with 10 fingers, he really felt disappointed with the figure he had admired, the figure he hoped to be his protector was the one who always hurt his heart.

Khanza again shouted hysterically spilling all his wheezing, Bibi could only see his master while crying, Bibi could not do anything.

Khanza stood up and brushed off all the items on Abizar's desk, all the items on the table falling to the floor scattered. Khanza again rummaged through the entire room while continuing to shout hysterically, Bibi who saw it had even roared to try to calm Khanza

"Why, Bi. Why?" Khanza keeps messing with Abizar's room.

"Non, don't be like this, Auntie please," said the aunt tried to hold Khanza who continued to craze she scatter all the items that were there.

Fatigued Khanza stopped his madness, Bibi immediately pulled Khanza into his arms stroking the employer's back.

Khanza cried again, cried, and continued to cry, he could only cry over what had happened to him.

Lama Khanza was crying in Bibi's arms.

Not just a hiccuping Khanza, aunt also experienced the same thing. Aunty also hiccupped as she continued to hug her master.

Cellphone's ringing.

Khanza took off his arms to his aunt and took out the phone that was in the mobile phone bag still hanging on his shoulder,

"Aqila," he said as he watched the person calling was his best friend.

"Khanza where you are, I've been waiting for, this is already going to office hours again, Nih," said Aqila as Khanza raised his panghilan.

Aqila, who was waiting at the mall, called Khanza when she didn't come. They've already made a deal to shop for make up. However, the khanza that has been waiting for since has not come.

"Aqila, Abi's sister is evil, they're all evil" Khanza complained back in tears making Aqila across the street worried.

"What's up, tell me you don't scare me?" aqila asked starting to panic.

Khanza, who used to confide in her and finally began to tell her everything, starting from Abizar's desire to ask her to get pregnant again, told her dream and lastly told her what Abizar had done. Abizar who had lied and exchanged his medicine and also his family who seemed to not appreciate his existence.

"Aqila, they're all evil" Khanza told his best friend.

Aunty who had no idea became aware of what was the cause of her employer's madness. Bibi felt sorry to hear what Khanza was going through.

Aqila clenched her mouth to hear all the stories from her best friend.

"You sure. Mr Abizar did it all, have you confirmed it?" asked Aqila who was still in disbelief, she could see how much her Boss loved her best friend.

"I have proven it myself, I heard Abi's own brother who spoke if he changed it, I have also checked it is true that all the evidence is there. Aqila, what I have to do, I really don't understand why this is all happening to me" Khanza said, again rebuffing his pain.

Bibi just kept stroking Khanza's back so that his master was calmer.

"I'm going there now?" said Aqila.

"Don't, I don't want you in my trouble. Let me go to the hostel, we'll talk there again."

"What do you mean?" ask Aqila.

"I can't stand it anymore. I want to get out of here, I want to leave all this grief behind. We'll see you after I pick up Aziel." Khanza looked at the clock on his wrist.

Now showing her office break time means her husband is still in the office usually Abizar will come home at 4 or 5 pm and tonight Abizar takes turns sleeping at Farah's house, while Aziel will sleep with him.

"In the near future office hours, I have to enter your office to the boarding house first, after coming from the office I will go straight home we talk about in the boarding house."

"Yes already, I'll pick up Aziel then to the boarding house. You have to keep going to work lest Abi's brother be suspicious of you. I don't want you to get in trouble because of me" Khanza said, remembering Abizar used Aqila to make him obey.

"Yes, I'm ready, first!" khanza wiped her tears from her heart.

"Auntie help me" Khanza said, pulling Bibi straight to her room.

The aunt who knew nothing just nodded and followed.

Khanza picked up the suitcase and stuffed her and Aziel, not forgetting she took all the jewelry and valuables she might need.

"Bi. Aunt heard all my talk with Aqila, I beg Aunt to keep it a secret from anyone."

"But, it would be nice to talk to Mr. Abizar first, speak well" said the aunt.

"No, Bi. If I speak well I will not leave this place Brother Abi will definitely arrest me and Ziel."

"But" said Aunt.

"Bi. Aunty already knows How my family is my household if Aunt's child is in my position will Aunt tell him to stay or take Aunt's child?" spoken. Khanza looked at Bibi.

"Yes already, Bibi will help you," said the aunt again helped Khanza put her stuff in. Khanza wins employer. However, she already considered Khanza as her own daughter, the kindness of Khanza who never discriminated them made them very close.

Khanza went into the bathroom washing his face that looks puffy, giving a little makeup polish so that it is not too obvious if he finished crying, she said, before exiting Khanza opened her wedding ring and placed it on a nightstand beside the bed.

"Sorry, I love you so much. However, the pain you gave me overcame my love for you. I hope you can be happy with Sister Farah, I really can't stand our family relationship, I'm happy to be your wife," khanza wrote on a piece of paper and kept their wedding rings on top of her notes.

Before exiting, Khanza looked back at the already messy room and then pulled his suitcase out.

Aunty faithfully accompanied him driving him outside.

Before leaving Khanza re-hugged Bibi. all this time Khanza like having a real mother, having a mother who cares for him she is already very fond of aunt.

"You're fine there, wherever you are. Don't forget to call Auntie

If there's anything, Auntie promises to keep your whereabouts a secret from you."

Mr. Tarno also approached him, took a bag and put it in the back seat of the taxi. Khanza deliberately ordered a taxi, yes did not want Pak Tarno to get into trouble.

"Sir, Khanza apologized yes, if all this time Khanza had the same mistake Mr" Khanza told Pak Tarno. Pak Tarno just nodded.

"You're careful out there, if you need anything, just call me. He also promised to keep your whereabouts secret from Mr. Abizar.

"Thank you, pa Tarno, Bibi. Khanza pamit," said Khanza.

Bibi opens the door and before entering Bibi hugs Khanza again.

"Hopefully the decision you make can bring happiness to you, Bibi's prayer is always with you" Bibi said.

All the way to Khanza's old house continues to solidify his heart.

Khanza took a breath and exhaled slowly, trying to regulate his heart rhythm.

Khanza called Abizar.

"Hello, Brother! Brother where" asked Khanza.

"I'm still in the office, what's wrong?" tanyakanya.

"I'm on my way to the old house, Aziel's sleeping with me tonight, huh?" khanza said he deliberately did so that they would have time to find a place to live and Abizar did not suspect.

"Yes, last night Aziel slept with Farah, so tonight Ziel sleeps with you" Abizar explained, while he himself still gets a turn to sleep at Farah's house.

"Udah yes brother, I close," Khanza closed his call, his voice began to tremble, he did not want to talk much afraid if Abizar could find out his condition.

Khanza began to tear up hearing Abizar's voice. Trying to calm his heart so as not to cry again, Khanza should look fine when picking up Aziel.

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