Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Punishment of Error.

Farah has also come to attend Khanza's wedding. However, Dev and Lucia can't go along. They will arrive the day before Khanza's wedding, due to school-age Lucia and Dev, who have a job she can't leave.

"It seems like this marriage can't be stopped anymore" said Wardah sitting next to Farah who was holding Aisyah.

Today Warda again took Aisyah because Khanza had to take care of the wedding preparations that stayed a few days longer.

Aisyah only you are guarded by Warda when Khanza is Busy.

"Easy, Mom. I've also given up on persuading Mas Abi, it seems like this is the decision Abi wanted, we can't force what we want on him."

"You're right, maybe things would be better if we could just accept everything."

"Even though Khanza was no longer beside him at least Aisyah and Aziel could comfort Abizar, I am sure that one day Abi will find a woman who matches him." Farah's hope was granted by Warda.

Every mother wants happiness for her children and Warda believes Abizar's happiness is Khanza. However, he could not force his will for them to unite, he could only wish them all the best.

In the afternoon, Khanza picked up Aisyah and Aziel, and she was very happy when she met Farah.

"Mr Farah, when did Sister Farah come?" tanya Khanza approached Farah and hugged her.

"Yes, mom just came. Ma'am has heard your marriage from Mama, so mbak came, the time your sister wanted to marry mbaknya did not come," said Farah hugged Khanza again.

"It just so happens that Ma'am, Grandma invited everyone to a night out at home, you guys came?"

"Yes, of course we'll come."

"We go home first, we'll see you later at home" Khanza said, looking so happy.

Khanza also invited the Damar family to come gather tonight at his residence.

At night, the,

The warmth of the family broke out in the courtyard of Khanza's house, they dissolved in excitement, togetherness with the Damar family. Daniel and Aqila also participated in the event.

They're having a barbeque show in the yard.

Shortly thereafter Farah came along with Warda and Abizar.

Khanza who saw them coming directly to them.

"Let's go in, Mah, Abi" exclaimed Khanza, allowing the two of them to enter and join the others, while Farah was invited to join in preparing food for all of them.

Farah can see the closeness of Khanza and also Damar.

Then he saw Abizar sitting and holding Aisha not far from them.

Abizar joins the Khanza family, they look fine, there is no awkwardness between them. Abizar remains well in the eyes of the Khanza Family.

"Why is everything like this, this is not what I expected," murmured Farah felt that if all this was wrong, Khanza should not marry Damar, he should go back to Abizar.

Farah's gaze continued to change to see Khanza who laughed happily with Damar while flipping through the meat on the grill.

Such is the relationship between Khanza and Damar, they do not even hesitate to kick each other and pull hair in front of their families.

Farah's gaze returned to Abizar who was sitting in the garden, seen Abizar so happy to feed Aziel and Aisyah pieces of grilled meat, sometimes Aziel and Aisyah scramble the grilled meat cooled Abizar by blowing it.

Abizar and Aisyah would laugh when they saw Aziel overheating while putting a piece of still hot meat into her mouth.

Happiness approached them all.

He is already happy with Dev and Lucia, Khanza who looks so happy with Damar and Abizar who looks so happy with his two children.

"Khanza, let's talk for a minute" Farah asked.

Farah wanted to try once more to unite them. If this time he did not succeed at least he has tried and there will be nothing to regret.

Khanza understood that if it seemed like Farah wanted to have an important talk with him, Khanza invited him in and they spoke in Khanza's study.

"What's wrong, Mommy? Is there anything important Khanza asked, allowing Farah to sit down.

"How do you feel about Damar?" ask Farah directly at the core of her goal.

"I mean Ma'am? What do I feel like?"

"Do you love Damar like you love Abizar?"

Khanza smiled lazily at Farah's words, his marriage had stayed a few more days with Damar and there were still people who asked his feelings for Abizar.

"My sister and Abi's brother It's the past, we've been separated. Me and Damar are getting married soon, I don't think I should answer Ma'am's question this time!"

"But, Ma'am sure in your heart still loves Mas Abi, right? So also with mas Abi, until now he still loves you so much that he is willing to let you be happy with Damar even though his heart is hurt.

"I know Abi still has feelings for me, but I'm also sure as time goes by we'll be happy with each other's path."

"You're wrong, you're wrong in this, if you don't force Abi to remarry and hide our marriage, none of this will happen. Ma'am apologizes," said Farah sincerely approached Khanza.

"We don't need to talk about the past, we just think about our future."

"You're right, we can think about our future, we might be happier than when we were together. What about Mas Abi? How will he think about his future if his heart is with you?"

"I'm sure Mbak will be able to help Abi out of all this. Mbak is his wife and best friend, Abi will be happy if Mbak is by his side. I really hope Mbak can come back and take care of Abi's brother, he really needs Mbak next to him."

The frowned hearing Khanza's reply.

"Did Mas Abi not tell you that we're divorced?"

"Divorce?" ask back Khanza who was surprised to hear the word divorce from Farah.

"Yes, we're divorced, it's been over a year. Didn't Abi ever tell you?" ask Farah who thinks Khanza already knows about their divorce.

Khanza shook his head, because he did not know. All he knew was that Abizar Farah was still husband and wife until now.

"But, why did you divorce Abi's sister?"

"Because Mbak felt that the marriage of Mbak and Mas Abi should indeed end. Not you and Mas Abi.

You realize that Abi's heart is more for you."

"Khanza, now that I'm married again, and I'm happy with the marriage, but I'm not sure if you can be happy when there's a shadow of Mas Abi in your heart."

"Mas Abi loves you very much. Khanza, Ma'am please come back to Mas Abi." Farah clasped Khanza's hand, she could see an expression of shock when she found out that she and Abizar were divorced.

Farah did not expect that Abizar kept it a secret from Khanza.

"It's too late, my marriage and Damar are just a few days away. Even though I love Abi so much, I can't hurt Damar. Besides maybe Abi's sister isn't with me."

"Khanza marriage is not a mess, if you still love Mas Abi then you marry Damar, just do not want to hurt him, it will only hurt Damar even more."

"No, I don't love Abi anymore. I will try to love Damar" Khanza said firmly.

"You lied, you said you didn't love Abi anymore, but your eyes said something else."

They continue to argue in the workspace Khanza, Farah continues to convince Khanza to want to cancel his marriage with Damar, he even to appeal to Khanza. However, Khanza still did not want to grant Farah's request.

"As far as you are, it's important that you tell me. Ma'am can't force you to come back with Mas Abi, but try asking your little heart who you choose. Don't just because you chose Damar and ignored your heart." Farah then walked out of the room.

Khanza was sitting limp in his chair, he did not expect that Farah and Abizar were divorced.

"Why didn't Abi say all that from the beginning, it's possible that our relationship could be maintained." Sluggishly.

Aqila who accidentally heard the debate earlier, once she saw Farah coming out she went straight into Khanza's study.

"Khanza, what did I just hear? Farah's divorced from Abizar?"

Khanza simply nodded and covered his face with both hands.

Aqila knows that Khanza still loves Abizar.

"Saranku cancel this marriage and return to Abizar. To the man you love and love you too. I'm sure you'll be happy."

"Do you think I'll be happy over the suffering of others. Already Aqila I've decided everything, I will still marry Damar."

"We consider that the solitude of Abi's feet a punishment for his lies to me, he lied to me not just once Aqila, but many times.

"But Khanza is like …."

"Aqila, I beg you not to discuss this matter again. My marriage to Damar is only a few days away, I don't want to hear about Abi's problems anymore.

He will only be my past and Damar will be my future" Khanza said, rejoining the others.

When out the gaze that directly leads to Abizar who looks so happy together with his children and vice versa, his children look very happy together with their papa.

Khanza then looked towards Damar who was still loyal to his grilled meat.

Khanza walked towards Damar. He would still choose Damar.

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