Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

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Aziel quickly gets along with Lucia they immediately play together at Lucia's house, Abizar had wanted to go to his own apartment. However, Farah and Dev continue to ask her to come to their house.

Abizar could not resist when his mother and son had already come with them.

The children were playing in the courtyard of the house of Warda and Santi had gone somewhere, which was definitely their goal was to shop.

Abizar and Dev sit and watch their children play. Farah approached them with a drink for the two of them.

"What about your relationship with Khanza, actually? Why would he marry Damar? Can't you guys be put together anymore?" Farah had wanted to ask her ex-husband.

"In addition to the problem of children, we have no relationship anymore, you are just an ex-husband and wife, that's all" Abizar said taking a drink given by Farah and drinking it. He acted as if everything was okay.

"Don't you lie to me, Mom? I know you not for a year or two, I know you still love Khanza and you have to fight for it!"

"I've been fighting it from the beginning! Should I force him to stay by my side? There's no point in him being with me if he's not happy himself, if he's happy with Damar why can't I let him go. He had already given me Aziel and Aisyah, they were both more than anything. Would I be unselfish if I didn't give her the freedom to be happy, to choose her own choices?"

Farah fell silent and just looked at her ex-husband with a disappointed look then looked at Dev.

Dev gives him a code so he doesn't go too far on Khanza's issues and lets him try to talk to Abizar.

Farah understood the meaning of Dev's gesture and then let the two of them speak.

Farah chooses to join Aziel and Lucia.

Lucia who thinks they are her Mommy makes Farah very happy and feels really like having a child of her own, making her longing for Aziel a little treatable.

"Sir Abizar Sorry earlier instead of me meddling in your affairs, Farah has already told you a lot of trouble and Khanza in my view the two of you are still in love with each other and so you …" Dev stopped his speech when Abizar interrupted his conversation, and he wanted to try talking to Abizar as a psychiatrist and a man.

"Sorry Mr. Dev I understand what you want to explain to me, but I know the condition of my household. Please let me handle it!" abizar looked at Dev firmly

"Sorry is not my intention to interfere in your affairs" said Dev who understood the meaning of Abizar's gaze.

"I'm sorry I have business, I have to leave now I'm taking Aziel," he said, then moved from his seat and left the Dev residence.

Farah who saw Abizar went straight to Dev.

"Hows it? What did Abizar say?"

"We leave everything to fate, I think Abizar's decision to release Khanza is irreversible. If we keep pushing I'm just afraid it's gonna hurt his feelings and his pride" Dev explained.

"But?"

"I know you were once a family. However, now we better not interfere too far into their problems."

Farah ended up just according to what her husband said and could only hope that Khanza and Abizar could come back again.

Abizar who had only wanted a day there, but because the child and his mother joined finally they lived abroad at Farah's house for 3 days. Farah at every turn persuaded Abizar to change his decision to allow Khanza to marry someone else. But Abizar remained in his position. If he no longer has the right about Khanza and he believes that Khanza can be happy with Damar.

Farah was increasingly desperate to unite them, when she heard the approval of Aziel and she did not expect that the condition was really that severe, even Azril was very approving and called Damar by the name of father and it was all Abizar who taught him.

"Mas, you're really out of your mind." Farah left Abizar tired of trying to persuade her ex-husband.

The next day it was time for them to return to their country. Warda, Aziel, and Abizar said goodbye to them all.

"Well, if the wedding date is for sure, call me! I'll try to come to Khanza's wedding" Farah told her former pastor.

Warda just nodded and stroked Farah's hand, his hopes were dashed already, he had hoped Farah could persuade Abizar to return to fight for their love. Warda himself was very unacceptable, not willing if Abizar and Khanza to separate. But that reality must happen and it cannot be stopped. Farah could only see Abizar's back walking away from him,

Farah felt sorry to see the once strong and admired figure that looked very changed. He looked very weak and slumped in Farah's eyes despite trying to toughen up in front of others.

Dev who knew how Farah was feeling right now could only pat his wife on the back.

"Is all this true?" ask Farah to Dev.

"We just pray that Khanza can be happy with his choice, and Abizar can return to find people who can make him happy.

"Can I go back and see Khanza directly?" ask Farah to Dev.

"Of course we'll be there, but not this week. I'm doing a lot of our work next week, ain't papa?"

'Next week seems too late, ' Inner Farah, but he can't force to leave without Dev's permission.

As soon as they reached Khanza airport and Damar picked them up, Aisyah also went with him.

Not meeting Aziel for days made Khanza miss his son very much, once he saw Aziel Khanza immediately hugged him, Aziel also missed his mother very much.

"Aziel doesn't miss Mama? Congratulations there why didn't Aziel ever call Mama?" khanza.

As long as Aziel went abroad never once he contacted Khanza, he was too late in the excitement of playing with Lucia. Abizar is too busy with his work to forget to contact Khanza, while Khanza himself is still hesitant to call Abizar first. He was afraid of disturbing the togetherness of Abizar and Farah, He thought they would need time together because they had just met after a long time.

Khanza does not know that Farah and Abizar have separated and Farah has remarried to someone else, making him just keep waiting for a call from them.

Aziel tilted her head to look at her mother and hit her forehead.

"I'm sorry Mah, Azeil is too busy so forget Mama, Aziel will not repeat it again, promise," he said putting on a look of guilt. However, instead of looking guilty face look he actually showed his cute face.

"Pardon me, Aziel again why the same Bubu there? Until you forget Mom? What's busy, honey?" khanza asked, they spoke as they continued walking. Khanza walked alongside Aziel and Damar while Abizar was behind him holding Aisyah.

"Aziel plays with Lucia, Mah."

"Lucia? Who's Lucia?" asked Khanza who had just heard the name Lucia from Aziel.

Just now Aziel wanted to say if Lucia was his Uncle's son, Abizar immediately wronged him.

Farah had already explained to Aziel that if Lucia was also her child, Lucia was her sister as well.

"Lussia is his new friend" Abizar said directly ahead of Aziel. He did not want Khanza to know that he and Farah were divorced and married again. He didn't want Khanza to pity him.

"Oh new friend huh? Must be a very good son, right? Aziel's so happy to play with him."

"Yes Mama, Lucia's so good." Aziel also told about Lucia, she forgot her mother's question earlier.

Everything went back as usual. Even better. Aziel has returned busy with school as well as Abizar who has begun to be busy with his work.

Khanza is a little more calm to take care of his marriage because Aqila has returned to work.

Aisyah who is getting bigger makes it easier to keep, he is smart to play and not too dependent on Khanza anymore.

Aisyah who had released from Asinya made Warda ask Khanza to look after Aisyah while she was working.

The first and second days Aisyah was a little fussy. But the following days he became happy to play with his grandmother. Warda really spoiled Aisyah and not even rarely Warda and Aisyah who picked up Aziel at school and took her to the old house, after the new office Khanza picked them up at the old house.

All of that helped Khanza a lot in his busy days, as a bride-to-be and also the leader of a growing company.

Without feeling Khanza's marriage is only 5 days away.

The Khanza family from the village has arrived, they deliberately came early so they can all enjoy the atmosphere of the city. Khanza took his family to enjoy his city, taking them to the tourist attractions of his city.

There were no more tears and sobs that dyed the days of Khanza. Just happy laughter and love from those around him.

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