Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Husband and Father.

Abizar, who felt he did not know what to do, chose to return to his car, he just sat there and began to remember everything that had happened so far in his household life, from him who was so happy when he married the woman he loved so much, how did he feel when he was declared not going to be a father when Farah was convicted of not being able to give him offspring, he said, a shadow if he would never feel like a father. Abizar also recalled the time he met Khanza for the first time and brought him into his household. Remembering the tears of his two wives who fell because of his actions that he accidentally did. There was not the slightest intention of his being hurt the second.

"Was khanza so sick that he really intended to end it all" Abizar said.

Abizar remembered the faces of his two children, Aziel who was increasingly adorable and his tiny newborn baby in this world.

"Will papa be able to part with you," said Abizar massaging his throbbing temple.

Abizar again saw his index finger, the finger held by his son overnight, the soft grip of the little baby was still felt there.

"Papa loves you very much, but if your mama can't forgive Papa. Papa can't do anything, papa will give up for your good, for the good of your mama, papa has tried to be fair, but it looks like papa is still failing," Abizar said leaning over as he closed his eyes, the shadow of khanza's face, Aziel and her little baby kept spinning around decorating her mind, she had to let them live far away with her.

The light of the new car lights dazzled him, and he could see if the new person was Daniel.

Abizar got out of the car and approached Daniel.

"Daniel, I want to talk to you" Abizar said, approaching Daniel, who had just got out of his car.

Daniel sees Abizar's chaotic appearance and Daniel believes Abizar must not have had time to eat because of the problems he faces.

"Well, come with me so I can find a place to talk to" said Daniel back into his car, Abizar had wanted them to talk in the parking area. However, seeing Daniel who had gotten into his car he finally got into Daniel's car and they left the hospital parking area.

There was no conversation between them in the car, so Daniel's car stopped in the parking lot of a restaurant.

"Come in, we'll talk while we eat. I haven't eaten either, I'm sure you're the same, aren't you?" daniel asked, with a nod from Abizar.

Too many problems and burdens he thought made him forget that since yesterday he had not eaten anything.

"What do you want to talk about?" ask Daniel.

"I asked as a Papa of 2 children, stop the divorce and stop persuading khanza to follow your desire to divorce me. I won't divorce him at all times" Abizar said, staring at Daniel, making Daniel laugh at Abizar's words.

"Don't use your children as an excuse so you can tie up and hurt Khanza."

"I love Khanza so much, maybe you think I hurt him. I'm doing all this to make our family happier, that's all. There was not the slightest intention in my heart to hurt him," Abizar said. Made Daniel stop his laughter.

"If you don't intend to hurt him. However, in fact, he was very hurt by your actions. Khanza is so disappointed in you, actually I envy you, khanza loves you so much that he still survives to this day with all the wounds you give him, but it seems like this time he really wants to get away from you and for the sake of your children don't make it difficult."

"I wouldn't hurt him, if he wanted to go back to the village I wouldn't forbid him, if he wanted to live there with the kids I wouldn't forbid him, but don't continue with the divorce. Khanza won't file it if you don't heat it up."

"What do you mean, you're ready to part with the khanza, but don't want to divorce him, is that what you mean? Is that not selfish?"

"Agois?"

"Yes! you realize you're very selfish. If that's how any man would approach her. The status is still your wife even if you split up" Daniel said casually. "What by deciding that means you choose Farah to be with you, you are willing to part with Khanza and your two children for the sake of Farah. Is that your choice?" added Daniel staring in full search.

Abizar stopped eating,

"I'll drive Khanza back to the village myself, so you don't get too involved in our family matters, take care of your own. One more thing, stop wishing on my wife," annoyed Abizar put down his spoon violently.

Daniel fell silent and digested what Abizar meant.

"I do not choose or part with anyone they are both my wife and will forever be my wife."

Daniel laughed again at Abizar's words.It was funny in his opinion, although on the verge of the destruction of his household with Khansa He still said that he would defend them both.

"If you're given the opportunity to talk to the khanza, ask the khanza if he's really sincere about sharing his love with Farah or not, find out the answer from his heart, see if he's sincere, how she feels about your marriage. I hope Khanza really loves you to the point of sacrificing to share her love with Farah, holding out to give you 2 kids."

The attention of the two of them was diverted when Mr. Alvin also visited the restaurant, they both noticed Mr. Alvin from entering to sitting on one of the chairs that had been prepared by them.

"Do you have any information about Mr. Alvin's? Why is he always shadowing Khanza?" daniel asked Abizar.

"I don't know for sure, I'm still making sure in advance the information I get," Abizar said.

"What information?" daniel asked to see Abizar waiting, his answer.

"Here you go, you should eat before your food is cold" Abizar said, switching their conversation.

"Abizar ate voraciously, he had made up his mind and would allow Khanza to return to his village to calm down, he will wait until whenever Khanza can forgive him and he believes that day will come.

They ate and kept watching Mr. Alvin who was also eating in front of them.

Mr. Alvin's a very busy guy, but he looks relaxed and has been a few days in the country.

At night Wardah and Farah say goodbye to them, asking permission to bring Aziel home. However, Khanza refused.

"Sorry Mah, it's not that I don't want to let Aziel go with Mama, but I really want to be with my Son, if Mama wants to see him Mama can see him again tomorrow," khanza subtly rejected Warda's wishes.

Warda wants to talk again. Farah spoke first.

"Yes already, it's okay. If indeed you want to be with your son we will see him again tomorrow" said Farah who was only replied with a smile by Khanza.

Warda looks still unwilling to leave his two grandchildren.

"I beg you, Mah" said Farah speaking to her in-laws without making a sound. Warda who had begun to understand his mistake finally complied, he lowered his head and kissed Aziel who was sitting near Khanza, as well as a small baby in Khanza's arms.

"Grandmother came home first, yes," said Warda staring fixed on the faces of the two.

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