Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Can Only Hope.

Khanza relaxes his muscles, massages his back that feels sore, does not feel it has been 3 weeks he had to work hard to adjust to his new job as the leader of the Company in place of Mr. Alvin, although with the help of Mr. Matteo and several others still the presence of Khanza is needed.

Being a leader and a mother is very draining. The amount of work makes him a little tired, not to mention having to take care of two toddlers, although there are those who help take care of his children, Khanza still prioritizes his children than anything including his work.

Khanza is very grateful to all who helped her, who understood that she wanted to remain a good mother and always be there for her children, Khanza spends more time working at home so he can work while playing with Aziel and watching Aisyah.

Sometimes when his two children were asleep Khanza just started work, studied all the materials provided by his supervisor and worked on some files from Mr. Matteo.

Now Khanza is more focused on learning what kind of company he will lead in the next few months, he wants to show Abizar if he can even without him. To learn all that is very difficult, but Khanza continues to try to do well.

"I can definitely go through all this, although it feels very tiring for you mama will continue to work. Mama wouldn't expect much from you, papa" muttered Khanza staring at the calm faces of his two children who were asleep.

His phone rang and Khanza saw that call from Abizar.

Almost every day Abizar calls. However, Khanza never picked him up, sometimes he raised his call and immediately gave it to Aziel without wanting to talk to Abizar.

Now that Aziel was asleep, there was no reason for Khanza to take the call from her husband.

Abizar kept calling and Khanza kept turning it off, until a notification came in, one message and message was from Abizar that he wanted to come to the village to meet his children and ask permission to Khanza.

'I never forbid if you want to come see them. Go ahead, whenever you want to.' Khanza replied.

Abizar returned to reply to Khanza's message asking for news, Khanza just read and put back his phone, he did not answer a message that he thought was not important to answer.

Khanza even turned off his phone and continued his work, he really trained himself to live without Abizar, Khanza did not want to be disappointed for the umpteenth time.

In the old house,

Warda was busy packing the items he would carry.

Warda bought some toys for his two grandchildren, tomorrow they will go to Khanza village to visit Aziel and Aisyah.

Farah did the same. He also bought some cute toys and clothes for Aisyah.

Farah had missed them so much, even though the children were not born from her womb. However, his affection for the two of them was sacred within. Farah had regarded them as her own children despite the distance separating them.

"Bubu has been impatient to meet you," said Fatah saw the clothes Aziel and Aisyah new bought.

Abizar approached her,

"How about it, funny." Farah shows a little dress for Aisyah.

"Yes" said Abizar, stroking the clothes. Even if he doesn't say it, he misses his children very much.

Every night they would make a video call to Aziel, and have her son show her what Aisyah was doing, they could only see Aisyah playing, the tiny baby was more adorable making them could not bear to meet him immediately.

The day they were waiting for arrived, they all left for Khanza village. Once they arrived, just as usual they were warmly welcomed. None of them knew about Abizar and Khanza, except for their grandparents. They only know that Abizar is busy and Khanza wants to live in the village with his Grandpa and grandmother. That's the answer that grandmothers often give if someone asks.

"Let's come in, ma'am," said Bude, welcoming them all, as Warda and Farah had arrived and so did Abizar.

"Thank you Bude" Farah replied with a friendly smile.

As usual, Mr. Hendra always faithfully escorted and picked up Abizar. Their community remains smooth, Abizar still continues to ask Mr. Hendra to manage the money he donated to help the citizens. Abizar is still helping the residents around there to renovate their homes so that the service is in residence.

"Cube," cried Aziel running from inside the house as he saw them coming. Khanza had already told him that Bubu and his papa would come. Aziel was excited to wait for them.

"Jeez, Bubu's son is getting handsome, getting bigger," said Farah immediately carrying Aziel, welcoming Aziel with her embrace, as well as the grandmother directly kissed her grandson's forehead.

Aziel moved to her Bubunya's sling to her papa, as they walked inside.

"Where is he, Bude?" asked Abizar who was impatient to meet his little daughter.

Until now Bude did not know what the real problem was until their household had to run aground. They decide to divorce, but seeing Abizar who still cares for them Bude also considers maybe it is just a small misunderstanding and all will be back fine.

"Khanza outside there is Abizar, Farah and also your in-laws, come down to meet them" said Bude approached Khanza.

Khanza gave Aisyah to Bude

"They don't want to meet with Khanza Bude, they just want to meet with Khanza's children" Khanza said. "Bude just take Aisyah down to meet them, Khanza still has work," Khanza added.

Bude took Aisyah, "Yes, Bude take Aisyah down, if your work is done try to meet them" said Bude.

Khanza only smiled as the answer.

As soon as Bude came out, Khanza immediately locked the door, not forgetting he gave some breast MILK stock to Aisyah's nanny.

Khanza hires a nanny to help her take care of Aisyah especially while she is working abroad.

Khanza does not want to trouble Budenya especially her grandmother is getting older. Hiring a babysitter is the right choice.

Bude brought Aisyah down and was immediately greeted by Warda. Warda misses her grandson so much, her grandson who is more rounded and very adorable, Warda unceasingly kisses the whole face of his grandson who looks so beautiful.

"Grandmother is very beautiful, sorry baby, Grandma can not take care of you at all times," said Warda tearfully kissed the back of Aisyah's hand and hugged her grandson tightly.

Today they continue to play alongside Aziel and Aisyah, taking advantage of their time together. In the afternoon they all returned to the city, although it felt heavy. But they have to come back.

Although unwilling, Warda still had to go back to parting with his grandson, he had promised Abizar to obey and respect Khanza's decision.

They won't ask children to come along until they're over 10.

They'll just look.

During their stay in the house Khanza never came out of his room, even he asked Bibi who helped work in the house to get food or take something that was outside the room.

Abizar continued to look at the door of their room, he hoped to see Khanza even though he did not talk to him at least could see his wife, he was happy, treating his longing. However, until they came home Khanza also did not come out of his room.

Along the way home Warda continued to cry, he was not willing to part with the two of them, his grandson was more adorable. His heart hurt leaving him. However, he had already agreed to accept what Khanza wanted.

"Abizar, can't you persuade Khanza to come back with us" Warda said.

Abizar just shook his head and lowered his head, he himself really wished it could happen.

"I've called Khanza a few times. But he did not answer my call. I also sent him a message to meet him, he didn't answer. It looks like Khanza doesn't want to see us anymore" Farah said.

All fell silent with their respective sorrows, recalling Aziel and Aisyah's cuteness.

Abizar continued to look at the photos on his phone, he took photos back in the middle room, large photos hanging on the wall. Khanza with his two sons. He should have been in the picture with them.

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