Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself
final Decision



Abizar, who could not contain his anger, took Khanza to his car by force, which he had in mind at this time only to keep his wife away from Daniel. Abizar could see a different look from Daniel when he saw Khanza tonight and he didn't accept any of it.


"Sister, Abi!" khanza exclaimed at the sight of the person who dragged her forcibly was Abizar, her own husband.


"Follow me!" abizar said without looking at Khanza and running his car.


"Aren't you drunk?" khanza asked who could smell the alcohol from Abizar." Brother, Khanza is coming down, stop the car! The brother was drunk again," pinta Khanza tried to open the door, but the door was locked.


"Be quiet and sit quietly!"


"Sister is crazy, isn't he? Carry after drinking alcohol."


"I'm not drunk, I'm still conscious" said adding to the speed of his car leaving the venue.


Khanza tightened his grip, "Where are you taking me? I want to go home," shouted Khanza began to fear.


Abizar did not answer and focused on the road.


"Sister, keep the car down! We can be wretched, "he shouted again, But Abizar did not reduce the speed of his car actually increase the speed.


"Awwww," cried Khanza when Abizar almost hit a pedestrian who suddenly crossed the road. Luckily Abizar immediately stepped on the brakes and slammed the steering wheel of his car so that he could avoid being hit. Their car stopped and hit a roadblock.


"This brother why the hell, brother wants to kill me?" Khanza exclaimed furiously, his body still trembling in shock.


"Kill,?" bangle does not believe hear said Khanza. "What do you think I'm that bad? You're the mother of my children where I may have thought that way, whether it was then or now, it was never in my mind, Khanza. I love you and I want to protect you." Abizar stared resentfully at Khanza.The shadow as Daniel held him kept on being imagined and provoked his emotions.


"Why is my brother taking me and fighting like this? It's not all funny, brother."


"You think dancing with other guys is funny? Ha's? That's not funny either." Abizar's breathing hunts down, restraining his emotions. "What clothes are you wearing? since when do you wear clothes like this? Did you deliberately want to seduce Daniel by showing off the body?" looking intently at Khanza, a flash of anger was evident there.


"Enough! Do you think I'm that low as flirting with Daniel, I just want to honor the guests, I'm still sane. We're just dancing, we're not doing anything weird."


"Honor guests and dance only you say. You dance in this dress with another man in front of your husband. Is that not outrageous? All this time I let you do what you did because I realized I was wrong with you, but tonight I've crossed your line."


"What's wrong with my clothes? A lot more open than this." Khanza no less raised his voice. "The accusation is unwarranted, my brother Daniel and I have nothing to do with us just being friends. Dancing in the middle of a party is natural. That dance wasn't their partner, was it?!" he did not want to lose and considered himself right and did nothing wrong.


Khanza tried to call Aqila, Abizar immediately grabbed his phone and threw it out the window.


Abizar who was still angry again ran his car and drove it to Khanza's old house, the house was empty, the maids only came occasionally and cleaned it occasionally. Only security guards remained in the house.


Khanza folded his arms around his chest, and looked outwards, biting his lower lip so that his stuffing wouldn't come out. Letting a drop of her tears escape from her eye sack. none of the talk all permeated right.


"Down!" abizar said opening the car door when they arrived.


"I want to go home" he said, not getting out of the car.


Hearing Khanza's refusal, Abizar immediately pulled Khanza into the house by forcibly ignoring Khanza who kept hitting his arm and refused to enter.


Abizar took her to their room and threw her on the bed.


Khanza looked at Abizar by taking off his suit and throwing it in any place, opening his tie and starting to unbutton his shirt one by one while continuing to look at Khanza.


"I ask for my right as a husband and do my duty as a wife."


Khanza squeezed the bedsheet upon hearing what Abizar said, Khanza still stared bitterly at her husband, she wanted to refuse but she was aware of his position. However Abizar was still her legally and religiously legitimate husband and she was obliged to serve him.


Tonight Khanza again floated her husband, carrying out her duties as a wife, her tears dripping as her husband reached his release.


Tears and the smell of alcohol complemented their union.


Khanza pulled a blanket over her plain body and turned her back to Abizar, hugging tightly into a bolstered pillow and trying to brace herself.


Abizar collapsed beside Khanza and placed his hand on Khanza's waist.


After a while, Khanza could feel that Abizar had fallen asleep and even a small snoring was clearly heard in his ears.


Khanza slowly put away Abidzar's hand, which was still coiled in his stomach, got out of bed and went into the bathroom to clean his body.


Khanza chose his clothes which were still neatly arranged in his closet, then came out of the room leaving Abizar who was still asleep.


Khanza walked downstairs and using the landline he called Aqila asking Aqila to send the driver to pick her up at her old house.


Khanza sat on the terrace waiting for his invitation, as soon as the driver and Aqila came, Khanza immediately got into the car and they left the house, along the road Khanza was silent and rested his head on the car glass. Looking towards the window, Aqila also did not dare to ask. He could see that Khanza was not in good condition his eyes were swollen and his face was clearly visible if he had just cried .


Khanza asked the driver to take him to the location, where Abizar threw away his phone and he was very grateful that it was still there. The khanza quickly took and they went home.


"Khanza, are you okay?" asked Aqila who was anxious to see her best friend kept silent.


"Yes, I'm fine. Thank you for picking me up, you take a break I also want to rest" Khanza said.


"I've been trying to give time to my brother and trying to rearrange my heart so that we can maintain our household, but it turns out I was wrong that Brother can't change, My brother was selfish and didn't think my feelings were important. It looks like we have to end this relationship" he said, picking up his phone and typing something.


Lama Khanza stared at his cell phone then


he sighed deeply and steadied his heart and pressed the send button.


The message is sent, Khanza can see if the message has been sent and has been read by the recipient of the message.


'I want to continue my divorce proceedings, ' Khanza said.


"Khanza has decided to separate from Abizar, take care of everything and make sure custody falls into the hands of Khanza, take care of it immediately and do your best" Matteo told his subordinates.


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Greetings from me Author M Anha 🥰🤗


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