Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Malang Cucuku

Grandma who heard the news about the condition of her grandson immediately packed her belongings.

Grandpa who was sitting in the living room was surprised when he saw the crying grandmother running into the room, granny while sobbing packed the items they were going to downstairs.

"What's wrong?" ask Grandpa to approach.

"Khanza has given birth" said the grandmother.

"Alhamdulillah, then why did Grandma cry, isn't that good news?" ask the grandfather who is now sitting next to the bag that is being packed by Grandma.

Grandma rubbed her tears, but her tears just kept flowing on her old face.

"There's a problem with the delivery," replied in a quivering voice.

"What problem, what problem?"  asked grandfather surprised

"Abizar did not explain in detail what happened to Khanza, he explained he asked us now to go there" said the grandmother.

"Well, we're ready, I'm asking Hendra to drive us to the airport" Grandpa said.

Grandfather who heard the state of his grandson did not waste time and immediately called his son-in-law to take them, booked a plane ticket and arrange all his departures, his hands shook when holding a mobile phone, and his father's hand shook, the worry about her grandson made her panic.

They set off, along the way grandma continued to shed tears while grandfather kept staring blankly and continued to send prayers to his grandson, who in his mind just wanted to quickly see the condition of his grandson.

After a long journey they finally arrived at the airport, Abizar who picked them up.

Grandma approached her daughter-in-law's granddaughter.

"How's my grandson, where is he now?" asked grandma still trying to hold back her stuffing even though her tears did not stop dripping.

"Let's go to the hospital, Grandma" Abizar replied.

On the way Abizar continued to look to the two Khanza parents, Abizar felt guilty, what Khanza was experiencing at this time all because of his carelessness.

As they reached the hospital, Abizar took Khanza's grandparents to Khanza's treatment room.

Abizar's mother who saw the arrival of Khanza's grandfather and grandmother directly approached them gave a warm embrace to the grandmother rubbing the grandmother's back, she knew her feelings at this time, they were also sad. However, it was probably Grandma who was the most grieving in this. 

"Where's my grandson?" ask grandma.

Abizar pointed at one of the doors.

grandfather and grandmother entered accompanied by Abizar while Farah Already accompanied the baby Khanza who had been moved to another room, his condition gradually improved.

Grandma immediately rushed to Khanza, holding her grandson's hand that did not move.

"Khanza is grandma, son. Let's open your eyes don't make grandma sad," said grandma rubbed her grandson's cheek.

"What exactly happened?" grandma asked to see Abizar with his hand still holding Khanza's hand. " Why can my Khanza be like this?"

Abizar told him everything, everything that happened that night without covering it up. Grandma has every right to know what happened to her granddaughter.

While on the way, on the plane grandmother told Khanza what she had experienced to her grandfather, she told him that Abizar had another wife before he married Khanza.

Grandfather's heart was getting sicker hearing that. However, he could do nothing but stroke his chest imagining the pain his granddaughter felt.

Grandpa stood sculpting, hearing Abizar's explanation, he could not approach his grandson who was lying in a hospital bed, his heart was really tight to see the condition of his grandson.

Slowly he approached Khanza, step by step so slowly. Grandmothers who saw grandfather had come closer and let grandfather approach their grandchildren.

Grandfather slowly reached out his hand to reach Khanza, grandfather could no longer stem his cry even though he did not make a sound but his tears began to drip his shoulders trembled.

"It's too bad for your fate, son. At a young age you have been left behind by your parents, when married you even got a husband who already has a wife, and made you like this, he said, grandpa, we can't imagine how you feel when you know that fact and look when you give birth you have to be in this condition, you can't see the baby you've been waiting for, like," inner grandfather pityed the fate of his grandson, his day was really very poignant.

Grandfather could not say anything just continued to look at his grandson gently stroking his hands occasionally wiping his tears continuously dripping.

Abizar who saw the scene could only stand looking down.

Perhaps even if Abizar knelt down in front of the parents apologizing for all his mistakes, they would not forgive him. Instead of giving happiness to their grandchildren, he gave various kinds of suffering.

Long they were in that condition, they could only look at Khanza to encourage Khanza to wake up.

"Where's the baby?" grandma asked suddenly breaking the silence.

"He's in the other room with Farah, he's fine."

"Flood. Is that your first wife's name?" ask grandfather without seeing Abizar.

Questions from Khanza's grandfather though sound slow. However, grandfather's question was able to make Abizar not warty.

"It seems like Big Brother already knew about my first marriage," inner Abizar who was increasingly feeling guilty..

"Show me where the room is, Grandma wants to see Grandma's great-grandson."

Grandma rubbed the back of the grandfather who was back shaking held back her cries.

Abizar could only nod and let Grandma come with him.

Grandma followed where Abizar went and grandfather still remained faithful to accompany his grandson, inviting him to speak even though the grandfather did not know his grandson could listen to him or not.

Abizar took her grandmother to the nursery not far from Khanza's room. 

Farah, Santi and his mother accompanied the baby.

"What is this the first wife of Khanza's husband," the inner grandmother saw Farah sitting on the sofa holding Khanza's baby.

Grandma approached and took the baby from Farah's lap, kissed him and gently rubbed the little baby's cheek that looked yawning and tried to go back to sleep.

"You should have been on your mama's lap, making her smile with your cuteness," said the smiling grandmother looking at the baby, tears still not leaving her old eyes

"Until when will Khanza experience this, when will he come to his senses," Saw the abizar sitting near them.

"Doctors can't be sure when Khanza will wake up, will wake up from his coma" Abizar said.

Grandma sighed. I want my grandmother to curse her daughter-in-law. However, grandma realized all that was useless now, grandma regretted having let Khanza maintain her marriage, grandmother felt it would be better if that time grandmother held Khanza in the village, the, living with him and grandfather raising their great-grandchildren, but all coming back, all that has happened there is nothing to be sorry about will not change the situation will not make Khanza realized from his coma.

"Grandmother must be tired, Grandma can return home to rest and come again later" Farah told grandma.

"Grandmother will stay here with my grandchildren and great-grandchildren, we're fine" she declined Farah's offer.

Farah and Abizar just look at each other, they really don't know what to do at the moment, the situation is very awkward, they just keep looking at the grandmother who continues to kiss her.

Births that should be welcomed with joy should be greeted with tears.

"Can Khanza be moved to the village?" ask grandma suddenly. 

Abizar and Farah gasped at what grandma had just said. 

"I mean Grandma?" tanyanya.

"Move Khanza to the hospital in the village and this baby let the grandmother who takes care of him, release the granddaughter of grandmother from all the suffering you gave grandmother can take care of grandchildren and great-grandchildren of grandmother," grandma's words made Abizar and Farah stunned.

"What does this mean is that grandma wants to separate me from them" Abizar's inner voice balked.

Farah looked at Abizar and shook her head. His eyes looked as if he said don't let this separate us.

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