Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Truth Khanza (part 5)

Sinta and Nindi feel guilty, they also thought that Khanza had deliberately entered the household of Mr. Abizar and Farah's mother, considering that Khanza was so admiring the figure of their boss when they were still working together. 

Khanza used to tell them very often if Mr. Abizar was his first love and he would make it his last love. They also always mocked Khanza who never tired of chasing after the boss sir's love by coming early to the office before the others came just to sneak into Abizar's room, he would be very happy to know if his homemade coffee prepared at the table was drunk and snacks were also spent by Abizar. He would show them off if he succeeded.

Still clear in their memory the madness of Khanza taught his love without despair though he continued to be not considered at that time.

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"You mean Mr. Abizar and Ms. Farah hid the marriage so? They hid it from Khanza?" Asked Nindi who again cut Aqila's talk with her quick question.

"Nindi you can be quiet!" Gerrutu Sinta's.

"Yes sorry" said Nindi again shut her mouth.

"Kok can heh, Mr. Abizar lied to Khanza, it should be that marriage should be based on honesty let alone covered is the existence of the first wife, it is really painful," said Sinta who was taken by Nindi who was still smothering her mouth.

Aqila sighed before continuing her story.

"That's what made Khanza so sick until now. She only found out that her husband had another wife after 2 months of their marriage and Khanza found out when she was pregnant, wanted to step down, but she also thought about her baby."

"But, I see Khanza has started to accept being pitted and made a second wife" said Sinta.

"Yes, Khanza had no choice but to accept his household, on the other hand, besides fearing that his son did not get affection from his father, he also loved Mr. Abizar very much and wanted to try to accept his household.

"Pity is also yes Khanza, he managed to get his loved ones and marry her, but he had to accept the reality that was so painful. If I were him even if I loved him, maybe I'd have to split up. It's a very painful lie, I can't imagine what Khanza felt when he found out about it." Sinta imagines Khanza's joy while still working at the company.

"I didn't think if Mr. Abizar was able to do all that, lie to Khanza, I felt like Khanza was being framed in a marriage." Nindi shuddered in horror.

"Yes that's how Khanza feels today, he is still confused whether Mr. Abizar loves him or just needs him" said Aqila.

"meaning?" Ask them simultaneously.

Aqila shrugged her shoulders in response. "I heard Farah's mother can't give offspring" she said briefly and returned to her job.

"We've been working again, it looks like the children have not fussed about Khanza's status." Add Aqila.

Khanza's status as a second wife no one questioned him anymore. Aqila who saw social media also no posts about Khanza, even some of the posts that have been sent have been removed.

"Who dares to discuss the matter if the stakes are our work" said Sinta walking to his desk.

"Khanza is somehow the end of your household," muttered Aqila looking at the posts of Khanza who was smiling happily and looking very pretty wearing her bridal outfit.

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While at Abizar's residence, Khanza immediately entered his room followed by Abizar.

Abizar took off his suit and went into the bathroom, came out wearing a t-shirt to change his work clothes with home clothes.

Seeing that Khanza who had been lying down was now sitting and leaning on the back of the bed, continuing to see Abizar who was walking towards him.

"Not going to work, not going to the office again? It's still working hours" asked Khanza.

"I'll be with you today" kissed. "Is there anything you want?" She asked with her hands in Khanza's stomach, feeling the tiny movements of her baby.

"I want to eat something sweet, Brother."

"Do you want me to buy you a cake?"

Khanza.

Khanza nodded again, and a smile had started to rise on his face.

Abizar exits the room along with that Khanza's cell phone rings again.

 Khanza just saw. He did not dare to raise him afraid if the call was from his office friends who wanted to ask about his status along with Abizar.

Khanza only looked at his phone until his ringtone stopped itself. Soon, however, his phone rang again. Khanza ventured to see who exactly called him.

"Oh my goodness, a call from my grandmother" Khanza said, quickly picking up the call.

"Hello, Grandma. I'm sorry if it's a little slow to pick up, I don't know who called my grandmother" Khanza explained without asking when she heard her grandmother's voice across the phone.

"It's okay, it just wants to know how you are?" Ask grandma.

"Khanza's good, Grandma. How's grandma?" Ask Khanza back.

"Grandmother is fine too. What about your content, is everything okay?"

"Yes, Grandma. Everything is fine, Khanza just waiting for delivery time. The doctor's scheduled for Grandma's surgery next week. Can Grandma come with me?" Ask khanza.

"Next week, huh? …,Yes Grandma try to come, you are fine, just as your husband does not need to think about the problems, just focus on your husband and your delivery "

Khanza was silent for a moment listening to what his Grandmother said.

"Do you have any more problems with your husband?" Ask Grandma who didn't hear Khanza's reply.

Khanza remained silent.

Grandma sighed, she knew that her granddaughter was not well.

"Khanza leave yourself and your problems to God, ask for help to strengthen your heart, ask for calm and patience from him. You must believe in God's help. Involve God in your every step in every decision, God willing your heart will be calm, you will get happiness. God is testing you through this trial. Grandma is sure you will be able to go through all this and get happiness later," said the grandmother who gave advice and encouragement.

"Yes, Grandma. Khanza will continue to try to remain calm and patient, May Allah give strength to the heart of Khanza in living the household with brother Abi and son Khanza, may we be happy someday, Nek."

"What about your honey, does he still welcome the arrival?"

"Yes Nek, Madam Farah is so good she's like a big brother to Khanza."

"Thank God, if he can live all this you can too, try to be sincere."

"Listen yes, son. You must learn to be mature, now that you are a wife who is about to become a mother, learn to suppress your anger and selfishness now that you are not alone.

"Yes, Grandma. Khanza understands what is meant, Khanza should not sue Kaka Abi only for Khanza, there is Mbak Farah who also needs mas Abi, so do you mean grandma?"

"Thank God you understand without having to explain it, learn to share it with him as long as your husband acts fairly to both of you," said Grandma, hoping that her granddaughter's household remains happy, even under different circumstances.

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