Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Nothing is perfect.

Have dinner, though, 

Farah painstakingly prepared the dishes and sipped the side dishes for her husband, then she also helped Khanza get the side dishes she wanted.

"Quite mbak" Khanza said when he saw Farah giving him a variety of side dishes.

"Eat a lot yes, let the baby be healthy," said Farah put the plate Khanza after choosing a side dish for Khanza.

They ate quietly, all focused on the food, but not with Santi. He clasped his spoon tightly, seeing how they all looked at Khanza very special.

"This should be all that attention only to Farah, not this cunning woman. Just because she's pregnant doesn't mean she's acting like the queen in this house," Santi's mind couldn't accept what was happening in front of her.

"Mama's done?" Farah asked as Santi stood up from his seat.

"Mama's appetite is suddenly gone" upset Santi looked dislikefully at Khanza and then left.

Warda breathed a rough breath. A few days ago, Santi went to see her and asked for justice for her daughter. 

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"Warda, did you and Abizar promise to give justice to Farah, then what is this, where is the justice that you speak. For 2 months Abizar had not seen Farah, not fulfilling his duty as a husband."

"Calm down, Abizar is trying to persuade Khanza to come back" Warda replied.

"If he really wants to stay there just let it go," said Santi still with the fashion.

"Khanza can't stay in the village and keep me away from my grandchildren. Khanza doesn't want to come here again, he even asked Abizar to divorce him."

"Yes, what do you have problems. Just fulfill the request, with the money we have we can definitely win custody of the child, the child born Khanza and Farah can take care of him," added Santi.

"It's not all that easy as you think, Abizar loves Khanza and won't let go of her until anytime. Abizar also would not have the heart to separate the baby from Khanza."

"That is what I fear, Abizar will love his second wife and die his first wife. Soon Abizar will leave Farah and choose Khanza and his son."

"My son isn't who you say he is, he's definitely not leaving your daughter. After all, Farah herself has agreed to all this," said Warda.

"Farah will agree with everything Abizar said, because he loved your son very much. However, just because he can't have children happiness must be sacrificed for the happiness of your son." Folding hands on the chest.

"Patience for a moment I'm sure Khanza will return to this house. I could see that she also loved Abizar very much and she must have thought about her baby's future as well" Warda said.

"I don't want to know, if Abizar wants this polygamous marriage to take place he must be fair and not concerned with Khanza, do not make his innocence as an excuse" said Santi before leaving the Warda room. 

Warda only let out a heavy sigh and shook his head to see the iron and disappeared behind the door.

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"Eat, don't think about mama, I'll bring food to her room later" said Farah, who saw Khanza stop eating.

"Yes, I'm sorry if Khanza's arrival upsets her mother."

"No, my mom has other problems" Farah said.

After dinner, Abizar returned to his study, and Khanza, Farah and Mama Warda decided to talk in the living room, soon, Santi joined them and ate the apples in his hand. 

Santi is still hungry. However, his sense of regret overcame his hunger. He chose to eat fruit to prop up his stomach which was still hungry.

"Well, will Farah get food ready?" Farah asked as Santi sat nearby.

"You have to, Mama doesn't want to eat."

"Santi, don't be childish. If they have agreed and want to try to understand each other, why are you questioning it," said Warda who saw Santi had since seen cynical at Khanza sitting next to him.

"You two don't be hypocrites, you pretenders to accept polygamy. No woman in this world would share her husband's love, you don't have to hide your feelings. You guys say for the sake of the child? For the sake of love for the husband, want to divide the husband. Is that why you're defending this marriage? I want you to see when you're gonna hurt each other."

"Mah, enough. Mama's right, no woman is truly sincere and accepting of sharing her husband's love, but if by eliminating that ego and sincerely can bring more happiness, why not take it, Mah.  There is no perfect happiness in this world. Farah and Mas Abi's happiness would not be perfect without Khanza. The happiness of Khanza and his baby will not be perfect without the figure of Mas Abi in their lives. Here Farah is Mah, who is not perfect, Farah has failed to become a wife for Abi mas. So it is enough mama manyemukulkan Khanza in this case," said Farah. "Well, let Farah be happy to be with someone Farah loves, Farah is sincere, Mah. Please don't put Khanza on the line, it just adds to our guilt to him. Maybe Mama thinks that Farah is the victim here, but Mama's wrong Khanza is the victim of this all we've included in this relationship," said Farah with breath up and down holding her stuffing, Farah who could no longer hold back her tears stood up and went to her room.

"Look at what you're doing, you want to demand your son's happiness, but you hurt him yourself" Warda upset following Farah to her room.

Santi and Khanza were in the room.

"Campus, why did they all leave me," Inner Khanza saw her in-laws following Farah.

"Look at what you did, you've ruined my son's household" Santi said, increasingly upset with Khanza.

"Do you not understand what Farah said earlier, here I am not wrong, but all of you have trapped me in this relationship. Aunty thinks I want to be the third person, not Auntie. Never imagined in my mind want to share life like this," said Khanza did not want to be blamed.

"With ya Khanza, even if you are pregnant with Abizar's child, I will not be afraid of you" Santi said, increasingly emotional when Khanza opposed him.

"I also don't expect Aunt to be afraid of me, I'm not a ghost" Khanza muttered softly wanting to leave. However, what Khanza said can be heard Santi.

"Where are you going" Santi said, shaking Khanza's arm as he walked past.

"I'm going to Auntie's room, and this is sick." Grimacing trying to stretch Santi's grip.

"Dear ye mouth, all this time I am still good with you, again ye speak like it shall be me ..," said Santi stopped when he saw Abizar walking towards him.

He quickly took off his grip on Khanza as Abizar's gaze looked at Khanza's arm.

"Mama would what? What's Mama gonna do to Khanza?" Walk closer to them both.

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