Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Starting close.

Like getting a treasure buried at the bottom of the ocean, Khanza who had been waiting for the figure of Abizar, now saw the man sitting in front of him.

Khanza forgot what was happening around him, forgot his purpose of entering the room. He forgot if he was going to do a job interview, Khanza focused on looking at Abizar by putting on his charmed face.

"Isn't this the girl 5 years ago," the inner Abizar still vividly remembered Khanza's face.

"Sorry, can we start the interview?" ask one of the employees in the room. Khanza could not answer, he could only nod and his eyes remained focused on Abizar.

Abizar who felt stared at became wrong and chose to leave the room.

Because of the intelligence and ideas issued by Khanza, the company immediately accepted Khanza to work.

Khanza immediately found out and it turned out that Abizar the same man who had been shaking his heart was the leader of the company, he sought information about Abizar and there was not much information about him that he could get.

"Why is it so hard, anyway! looking for information about him, he's a successful businessman, the boss of this company. Why is there no data on him."

From that day forward Khanza was determined to try to approach his first Love.

Khanza gives flowers every morning at Abizar's table, sometimes he also gives chocolate and never forget to give a cup of coffee.

At first Abizar ignored what was on his desk. However, Abizar accidentally saw Khanza's writing there.

On the coffee cup was written the name Khanza.

"Khanza, what a new employee is," murmured Abizar then shrugged and drank his coffee.

Without Abizar knowing, when he found out if it was all from Khanza, he was happy and very excited to come to the office.

Once at the office his main goal was to see and check what Khanza had given him this morning.

Today before returning home Abizar wrote on a piece of paper 'Thank you for everything, Khanza'.

In the morning Khanza went back to his boss's room secretly and when he was about to put coffee and flowers, he accidentally saw the writing on a piece of paper. How happy Khanza, it turns out his efforts are not in vain. The boss of his heart was aware of his presence.

Khanza was prancing around, lucky in the room it was just him.

From there they always communicate through a short message from a piece of paper, Abizar who feels he has begun to be interested in communicating with Khanza wrote his mobile number on the piece of paper.

Not wasting time, when Khanza got his boss's personal mobile number, he immediately sent a message informing him of his mobile number.

They continued from writing on a piece of paper, now they communicate through private chat.

Messages were exchanged, even Abizar sometimes called Khanza when Farah was not in their room.

Their relationship grew closer and closer, until Abizar ventured to invite Khanza to dinner together.

The seeds of love grow between the two.

Abizar realizes that if his actions are not right, he hides his relationship with Khanza from Farah and vice versa.

At night in the room,

Farah hugged Abizar from behind, as Abizar stood on the balcony of their room.

"Hasn't Mas thought about my request?" ask Farah.

"What request do you mean?" Abizar asked, stroking Farah's hand that was coiled around her stomach.

"My request that you marry again, my dear."

"Are you sure you don't care if I get married again" Abizar asked straight ahead.

 Farah took off her embrace, this was the first time Abizar had responded to her request.

Farah turned Abizar's sturdy body to face him, Farah was pleased with her husband's response.

"Mas, I've been thinking about this a long time. I beg you to marry again, I don't want to be a selfish wife, just because of my lack that you can't be a father either."

"Well, I'm going to choose someone to be the mother of my son, don't you mind?"

"Of course not" Farah answered quickly. "Does Mas already have a woman?" asked Farah so happy.

"I'm getting married to one of my employees, but you don't mind sharing it with him. Are you sure? Doesn't every woman want to share a husband with another woman!"

"I knew it hurt and it might hurt me, but it would also make me happy to be guilt-free. I can't be the perfect wife for you, Mom."

Abizar clasped Farah's hand, "I'll try to talk to her, but I'm not sure if she'll marry me when she finds out that we're married and make her a second wife."

"We can explain to him, if Mas will act justly, tell him that Mas won't discriminate between us."

"Again I ask? Are you really ready if Mas remarries another woman?" abizar asked, looking into his wife's eyes.

"I'm ready, Mas. I'm sincere, I'm very grateful if Mas wants to marry again" replied Farah confidently.

"I promise, even if I'm married, I'll still love you. I'll try to be fair to you both."

"I believe in our love, even though Mas married a younger, prettier girl, Mas will never forget me" Farah said, holding her hand around Abizar's neck.

Abizar pulled Sarah's waist closer to her.

"You were my first love and will always be in my heart" Abizar said, then began to play on his wife's lips.

After a night of activity with Farah, Abizar saw Farah, who was falling asleep, slowly he got out of bed and called Khanza on the balcony of his room.

Abizar made an appointment, he'll pick up Khanza tomorrow morning, because tomorrow is Sunday. Abizar wants to take Khanza for a walk and intends to express his intentions.

Farah heard their talk, she woke up when she felt Abizar coming down from the bed. There was a feeling of pain in her heart when she heard her husband secretly talking to another woman.

"Am I really ready to be mixed up, share my husband's love with another woman," Inner Farah then went back to trying to sleep.

Morning time.

"Abizar where are you going? Why don't you go with her?" santi asked, Farah's mother.

"Mas Abi has an appointment with his business partner" Farah lied.

"Usually if you don't have a job, why don't you join Abizar now?"

"Well, why am I coming, they're just discussing business. I'm tired of a lot of work" replied Farah massaging her back.

"Farah was right, why should she follow wherever her husband goes" said Wanda, Abizar's mother.

Abizar lived at home with his mother and father-in-law. His father died and so did Farah's father.

Abizar takes Khanza to the beach, they spend time together.

"Do you have a lover?" ask Abizar.

"Have it" Khanza replied with a smile looking at Abizar who was surprised to hear his answer.

"Is your lover not angry that you walk with me" said Abizar hesitantly.

"Of course not, because I was walking with him," said Khanza propping up his chin with both hands on the table, staring with admiration at the man sitting in front of him.

Abizar who understood the meaning of Khanza's words immediately drew Khanza's hands and grasped them very tightly to kiss the back of his hand, making Khanza float. This was the first time Abizar had clasped his hands, let alone his Abizar.

"Do you want to marry me" said Abizar directly at the core of his goal to take Khanza to the beach.

Khansa was very surprised to hear Abizar's expression, Khanza smothered his mouth, his eyes were teary.

"What is this, Abizar proposes to me," the inner Khanza screamed in delight, as if soaring into space. "What did you say?" khanza asked with a voice that had started to shake.

"Will you marry me?" abizar said repeating his words a little louder.

Khanza could not answer, he just nodded, Khanza was so happy that he made her cry. The man she had long loved, admired, today proposed to her.

"I'll arrange for you to meet my parents, I'll also ask you to your parents."

"Dad and my mom are dead, you can meet my grandparents in the village, is that okay?"

"Of course, I'll meet them."

The house of Abizar.

Abizar told Farah that if the woman he was going to marry agreed, her name was Khanza and she worked in the office.

Farah had no idea what she was feeling. There is a sense of pleasure in knowing her husband agreed to remarry and that means he will have a chance to become a father. Farah also felt a sense of sadness, so she would share her husband's love and body with other women.

At dinner Abizar told his mother and father-in-law, the desire to remarry. Madam Warda was very happy to hear the news. Not with Santi's mother. He was angry and did not accept if his son was pitted. 

Farah tried to explain if all that there was a request from her.

"Farah you asked your husband to remarry just because you couldn't give him any children until now. That is not the right reason, many couples out there who have new offspring even longer than your marriage age. Your marriage is only 15 years old, out there there are even more than 30 years later they are blessed with children. They are accepting and loyal, they stay happy" Santi said.

"Well, Farah's age is not easy anymore, even during the productive age Farah can not give offspring to Mas Abi, especially at this age," replied Farah.

Abizar was silent, he did not know what to say.

After a long debate with her mother, Santi's mother finally agreed to one condition. Her honey son must also live in that house.

The requirement was also approved by Wanda's mother.

"Who is that girl?" ask Santi's mother after it calms down.

"He's an employee in my office. The problem is that he does not know if I am married" Abizar said.

"Mas, when proposing to her did Mas not say that we were married??"

"I didn't get to say it, I'll see him again or we'll both meet him" Abizar suggested.

"No, I'd better meet and explain."

The next night Abizar again invited Khanza to dinner at a fancy restaurant, He deliberately ordered the restaurant to please Khanza.

Just as they were entering the restaurant, they accidentally saw a fight scene where a Wife finds her husband having dinner with another woman, and her husband says he has married her.

Abizar, who felt himself doing the same, immediately brought Khanza to the room they had ordered.

"Women had no common sense, just want to marry the husband of someone. I don't think there are any other men in the world" Khanza murmured.

"You mean?" ask Abizar.

"Yes, Brother saw the quarrel earlier, If I were that woman I wouldn't want to be a second wife," Khanza said, making Abizar undo his intention to admit that he was actually married.

Their dinner, Abizar's plan to admit his marriage to Farah failed already.

"How is this, what shall I do," said Abizar.

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