Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

My son is happy

5 months later.

Khazna is playing in the park, the park is his favorite place to play together with children. Although they had divorced Abizar occasionally came to see their children. Although child custody fell into Khanza's hands he never forbade Abizar to meet with his children sometimes Aziel also went with him, staying at their home.

Aisyah is 9 months old and she has been taught how to walk, touching her bare feet to the grass.

Those moments for a mother are very precious moments, at the age of Aisyah a mother will increase in hassle. However, at that age also a mother will be made happy with the unexpected cuteness of her baby, as well as Aisyah, the cuteness of her daughter was very helpful to Khanza to relieve her sadness so far.

"Uncle Daniel," cried Aziel welcoming the arrival of Daniel who brought the cars for him.

Daniel gave the cars to Aziel and then approached Khanza who was teaching Aisyah to walk.

"Let's go here with Om" said Daniel wiggling the doll he was carrying.

Aisyah looks enthusiastic to take the doll, slowly her legs began to step toward Daniel, Daniel continues to walk backwards.

Slowly Khanza took off her hand letting her daughter walk herself over to the doll Daniel was holding.

Slowly but surely Aisyah moved her legs without being held by Khanza, Khanza was only on standby at the side. The closer to her doll the more Aisyah accelerated her run until she almost fell. Daniel quickly caught up to him and they laughed together. Daniel throws Aisha into the air and catches her.

The boy laughed happily and hugged the doll that Daniel had brought.

Abizar who had wanted to meet with his children stopped his steps when he saw all that. He decided to go back and not meet them. Go back to his car and keep the doll he was carrying in the back seat.

The more days Abizar felt the loss of the figure of Khanza and the more days of love seemed to grow in his heart.

Abizar stopped his car when it was a long way from Khanza's house, hitting the steering wheel with great annoyance. Recalling his son's happy laughter required Daniel.

I wouldn't be willing if Daniel accompanied the khanza in my place" upset Abizar was running his car again at high speed.

Since the divorce of Abizar and Khanza, Daniel has continued to try to get close to Khanza. Despite the rejection. But he didn't give up.

A tired Khanza asks Daniel to stop wishing him to finally let it go, at least Daniel's playful demeanor is able to cheer them all up.

"Daniel, I'll take the kids first! I want to take something inside" Khanza said as Daniel said yes to guard them.

Soon Aqila just came from the office directly approached them while carrying the rujak in her hands.

"Sir Daniel, which Khanza?" ask Aqila who did not see Khanza play along with them.

"Say want to take something, later also back again," said Daniel still continue to play with Aisyah and let Aziel play with his new cars.

"That's what?" daniel asked who saw Aqilah open the food under him.

"It's rujak, I bought it in front of the office, it tastes really good. You like rujak?" tanya Aqila thrust her spirit.

"Let's know, I've never tried it before" Daniel said, taking a stick with a skewer.

"Try it," helped Daniel choose the delicious fruit from a variety of fruit choices in the rujak.

As soon as Daniel tried it it turned out to taste good even though it was a little spicy according to his tongue.

"Hows it? Aren't you?"

"Yes, but it's kind of spicy, huh?"

"The name is also rujak, not good if not spicy."

They both enjoyed the scene alternating with each other. There was only one skewer that they used to take the rujak.

Enjoy the fun while chatting.

They are so excited that they forget that there is Aisyah who they are guarding. Aisyah crawled away from them, fortunately Khanza came out and saw Aisyah crawling towards them

the ball in front of the gate. He quickly took Aisha.

"Where the hell was told to keep even delicious courtship."

Khanza noticed their excitement in his heart to match his best friend with Daniel. He also knew that Aqila had always liked Daniel.

"There's no harm in trying to match them up," he muttered then carrying Aisyah inside letting them enjoy her companionship.

Khanza did not forget to ask Bibi to call Aziel, it was time for them to take a bath.

Khanza's grandfather and grandmother decided to stay with his granddaughter. Grandma knows that although Khanza looks fine she has not been able to forget Abizar completely.

Let time erase her feelings, Khanza gives up all on time. The more days she was able to accept her status as a single parent. The more days his heart felt more calm and happy, and felt his decision to divorce was very appropriate.

The abidzar residence.

If Khanza can already accept their divorce, not with Abizar. Even though he tried to forget everything, he still could not do it. Sometimes Abizar wakes up at night and mourns his divorce. Farah witnessed all of that and felt guilty, all of this happening because of her fault.

Her husband had already accepted her condition which could not give her offspring. However, because he continues to persuade to remarry all this becomes. Many hearts were wounded, including himself. If time can be repeated, he will accept what is destined for him. Living happily with the love of her Husband even without children as a complement.

The night is back to waking. He spends time in his study, saying nothing, but Farah knows that he is trying to get rid of his feelings for Khanza by busying himself.

"Come in" he said. "I'm not busy anymore."

Farah went in and approached Abizar and sat down at the desk and saw what Abizar was doing.

"Are they big?" he said when he saw that Abizar was watching a video sent by Khanza, a video where his two children were playing and Aisyah who continued to try to learn to walk even though she continued to fall.

Although not together, Khanza continues to send videos of the development of their two children so that Abizar can also see the development of Aisyah and Azriel.

"Yes, they're even more adorable, especially now that Aisyah has a lot to want." Abizar laughed when he saw Aisha who fell and fell on Aziel.

They continued to see the video until it ran out, the voices of Khanza and Aziel who continued to grumble because Aisyah continued to interfere with Aziel's game were very clearly heard.

"Mas, I've been away from my job for a long time, Mom always calls asking when I'm back. Can I go back to work?" asked Farah very carefully.

Abizar pulled Farah into his lap hugging her tightly from behind.

"Khanza has left me, do you also intend to leave me?" he said tightening his embrace.

"If we used to live like that, I think this time we can do it too."

Abizar did not answer, he actually returned to play another video.

"Mas, I prefer it when we have our marriage like the beginning of the marriage, Mas lives here and I live abroad, but we seem close,.unlike now we are on one roof, but somehow I feel we are very far away," said Farah turning Abizar's gaze to look at him.

"Honestly, I feel the same way, right? she looked in her husband's eyes again.

"I'm sorry if I made you feel that way" he said, realizing that he had been focusing more on his feelings to be able to forget his love for Khanza and forget Farah's feelings.

"Let me go back overseas and we live our domestic lives the way we used to. I want our love to grow back like it used to, let's fix it from the beginning" he said.

Abizar just nodded, maybe it was the best for them as well, his feelings for Khanza deepened. He wants to go back to trying to forget Khanza and improve his relationship with Farah. That's what he has to do now, Khanza is no longer his, one day he might find a better partner than him.

Farah took Abizar into her arms, "I can't live happily with you while there's a wounded Khanza. I'm sure until now he still can't forget you, Mas. Far away from you would probably be a lame punishment for me, to pay for all my wrongs to you, "inward Farah.

Before returning to foreign countries Farah visited Khanza's residence, perhaps more precisely to say goodbye to his former honeymoon who is now his sister. While Abizar was playing with his children Farah approached Khanza who was preparing a snack for Aisyah.

"Why should you go? If Mbak leaves who will take care of Abi? Is your job more important?"

Farah smiled inwardly at Khanza's words, which turned out to be still attentive to Abizar even though they were divorced.

"Mbak has to come back, Mbak has left work long enough.There are responsibilities with employees and customers. Mas Abi has grown to take care of himself, after all, mas Abi can occasionally come here, right to ride a meal? Even if you don't treat her like a husband, you can take care of her as a sister?"

Khanza just smiled at Farah's words.

Since her divorce with Abizar their relationship became awkward, Khanza only answered every Abizar asked and Abi asked every important thing about their children.

Soon after Daniel also came, he just came home from work and came with Aqila.

"Daniel likes to come here huh?" asked Farah who saw Daniel so familiar with the children.

"Yes, he said he was lonely in his house and more fun playing with the children here" Khanza replied casually with a smile looking at those who were joking.

"Looks like Daniel still like you?"

"Yes, Mother. Brother Daniel does like me, but I've rejected him many times Daniel is not willing to give up," said Khanza laughed.

"It was me planning to match her Mbak to Aqila," he added still with a crisp laugh.

They kept talking, gossiping about Daniel and Aqila, Khanza even asked Farah for her plan to succeed. Farah felt happy this is the figure of Khanza who first known him very jovial and outspoken.

After the concoction so they both approached the children, Aisyah who saw her mother carrying a bowl used to eat directly crawled, it seemed like the child was very hungry and knew if her mother brought food for her.

Khanza took Aisyah to wash her hands and sat her in her dining chair.

Khanza had taught Aisyah to eat alone even with her supervision and helped her put the food in her mouth.

Khanza has taught Aisyah small things as well as Aziel so that her two children can be independent later.

Daniel approached Abizar.

"Now may I approach Khanza? Don't tell me you're still preventing me from approaching him, too" Daniel said in his strident style.

Abizar did not answer as if he had not heard Daniel.

"Your servant is indeed very interesting," he said, blinking his eyes, when Abizar who had not touched him immediately stared intently at him, Daniel deliberately heated up Abizar who had been looking at him with a hostile look.

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