Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Immutability

When Abizan came home he still saw Farah waiting for him to sit on the bed.

"Where's the gas?" without looking at Abizar, he was fiddling with his laptop to finish his job.

Abizar did not answer and just sat on the side badly.

Farah kept her laptop and sat down next to Abizar.

"Who did you save? What Khanza?" asked Farah who was still curious about what Abizar saw in his subconscious.

Abizar nodded. "I'm sorry I don't know why I'd rather save Khanza than you. I should've saved you both."

"That's because Mas' heart needs Khanza. Mas, I love you a lot too, but I'm sure Khanza's love is greater than mine to you. Now I'm sure your love is also greater to Khanza than to me, Mas. If Mas's worried about my feelings I'm fine. I'll even suffer if I'm with Mas while watching you two get destroyed. Khanza isn't just my honey, but I already think of him as my own sister." Farah took Abizar's hand. "If Mas worries about Mas's promise to dad's alm. I freed you from that promise. Mas's promise to my father was important to Mas's keeping, but not if Mas was forced and sacrificed feelings, Mas."

"There is no compulsion to keep my promise. You know, we're married because we love each other and there's no reason to break my promise."

"Mas deserves to live happily. Mas, not only are you two hearts hurt because of this divorce, but remember with Aziel and Aisyah they are still very small. They need the two of you together. My heart is nothing compared to the two of them, keep Mas and Khanza's marriage, I'm fine."

"Farah I've been trying to keep him, but Khanza still doesn't want to come back with me."

"But, Mas."

"Easy! we follow where this relationship is going. If Khanza is still my soul mate we will definitely be together again, but if our soul mate is not long the divorce will definitely happen. I believe there's something we want to do all."

"What about the children's feelings?"

"We've agreed to take care of her together, the kids won't lack anything, you'll take care of her too, right? we'll take care of all three. Aisha and Aziel are ours.

"Mass?"

"Of course, I don't want to talk about it anymore, I've tried to bring Khanza back, but if he doesn't want to we don't have the right to force him to stay."

Farah simply nodded, obeying what her husband said.

The news of Khanza's divorce has also reached the village.

Everyone asks Grandma what's the problem? Why Khanza wants to divorce Abizar. However, the grandmother replied that they were not suitable and did not want to continue.

"What is the reason they split up? Are their kids very small?" ask Bude. Who strongly opposed Khanza's divorce.

"Yes, Mom. What's the problem with honey?" ask Mr. Hendra.

Among all the families of Mr. Hendra who is closest to Abizar . Mr. Hendra believes Abizar is a very good man, there is no way he hurt Khanza until they had to separate when their children were very small.

Nenek tak menjawab apa-apa, Khanza sudah berpesan kepada nenek jika suatu saat ada yang menanyakannya biarlah masalah pertengkarannya dengan Abizar menjadi rahasia mereka, Khanza tetap akan menjaga nama baik suaminya di mata keluarganya dan orang di kampungnya.

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His divorce is only 3 days away, his grandparents and Bude left for the city to accompany Khanza, he did not want Khanza to feel alone in times of difficulty.

Khanza was very happy when his grandmother, grandfather and budenya came, he had thought if they would not come.

Bude pulled Khanza to talk to both of them.

What about yourself, is your heart really ready to be a widow? Besides you will live alone raising them your status will also bother you, many people who look down on the status that you will get later.

"Khanza has thought carefully about Bude, Khanza believes this is the best for Khanza and the children as well as Mas Abi and Mbak Farah. Our household can not be put together anymore, if there is a way other than the Khanza divorce will certainly go through it, but only divorce can solve everything to make us not hurt each other, he said, Bude."

Bude Maya resigned, he had persuaded Khanza in such a way. However, he remained on his divorce.

Grandma approached them.

"Maya, if Khanza does decide to divorce let it go. We pray that after parting with Abizar, Allah SWT gives him a better soul mate, we do not know what in the future we pray Khanza will get a better replacement," said the grandmother who knew all the suffering experienced by Khanza during being a wife of Abizar. From the first, the grandmothers did not agree with their polygamy, if Khanza was not pregnant then maybe the grandmother would have told them to separate at that time.

The next day Abizar, who knew that Khanza's grandfather and grandmother had come, approached Khanza's house with Farah and Warda

Farah asks Khanza to talk to each other, as well as Bude. Farah also persuaded Khanza to rethink their divorce, but Khanza's answer remained the same, he was already convinced by his decision.

Farah who had missed Aziel and Aisyah had spent time with them while Abizar returned to the office as well as Khanza and Aqila as much work as they would later.

Mr. Matteo has given them everything and will not interfere again.

Stay at Farah's house, grandma and Bude. They were in the middle room, accompanying the children to play.

"Farah bude doesn't know what your family's relationship is, but bude deeply regrets Khanza's decision" said Bude carefully not wanting to offend Farah, Abizar's first wife.

Farah also deeply regrets Bude, I even told Khanza that if I would divorce Mas Abi if he wanted to return for their children, Khanza still would not. Looks like he's really round about parting ways with Mas Abi."

"Have you not exaggerated the matter, it is already very burdensome for Khanza, if you continue to bring it up and persuade him.

All that will only hurt her more, just let her do what she wants, Khanza is no longer a child she knows what is best for her" she said.

"Mom, Maya only pity Azriel and Ayesha.

"They're good kids, they can definitely understand one day. Now that Aziel and Aisyah are usually left behind by Khanza, they no longer depend on their mother, Bibi, who always takes care of them.

Khanza stays in the office, he divides his time. He only works for half a day and 3 times a week the rest he will do it at home and work in the office if Khanza no Aqila can handle it.

Now khanza can be calmer, he only focuses on his company while the other wealth has been given to several foundations in accordance with the wishes of Khanza and on behalf of his parents.

The day changed, Tampa felt they arrived on the day they were waiting for, the day the verdict was made about the marriage of Abizar and Khanza.

All attended the trial as well as Khanza and Abizar.

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