Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Mistakes that keep repeating.

In the morning Abizar woke up from his sleep. His head felt dizzy from the alcohol he drank.

He sat down and massaged his head which felt very heavy, he stopped his massage and saw his body in a state of innocence, his memory immediately remembered Khanza and what he had done last night.

Abizar looked at Khanza's clothes on the floor, as well as some of his clothes.

"Khanza" he said, immediately taking a towel and checking in the bathroom. He thought Khanza was in the bathroom, but the bathroom was empty. Abizar can see if Khanza used the bathroom last night, seen from the shampoo and soap is not in place. Then he quickly went downstairs, checking in the kitchen area and other places.

"Khanza," he shouted. Abizar thinks that Khanza is still in his house, he even goes around looking for Khanza with only a towel.

"Has Khanza come home yet?" he then walked out to call the security guard.

"What's up, sir?" asked the security guard to run to Abizar, he was a little surprised to see his master was not usually he came out just wearing a towel as he does now.

"Where, my wife?" tanyakanya.

"Sorry, Sir. Last night I left, if I don't see him wrong with his best friend."

"Aqila, what time did he leave?"

"Maybe it's about 12pm, sir," replied the security guard.

"Yes, go back to my father's place!" Abizar cried and he went back inside.

"That means last night when I fell asleep Khanza went straight home," he said, running back to his room and picking up a cell phone trying to call Khanza's number.

"Hello Papa?" answer Aziel.

"Ziel where else, honey?" ask Abizar.

"Ziel again in the playroom with Aisyah's sister. Why didn't you call the video?"

"Yes, Papa was going to call my mom, which mom, son?" tanyakanya.

"Yet in the bathroom, Papa would like to come?" ask Ziel who usually every Papa wants to come he always calls to inform if he wants to come.

"Yes, Papa's there! Papa take a shower first. Ok?"

"Ok, Papa! Aziel wait," said Aziel felt very happy and turned off his call.

"Seek listen, Papa wants to come later we play with papa!" he said to Aisyah who was answered laughing lightly from the little baby as if understanding what her brother said.

Khanza came out of the bathroom, he had just taken a shower and was already dressed.

"Not going to the office?" asked Aziel who saw her mother only wearing house clothes.

"Yes, Mama's off again" Khanza replied kissing her son's cheek and then playing along with Aisyah.

Khanza played a game with his daughter to make her laugh until her saliva had soaked her cheeks.

"Papa called earlier, said he wanted to come." Aziel gave her mother a cell phone.

Khanza immediately stopped his laughter along with Aisyah.

"What did you say?"

"Papa just said he wanted to come, wanted to take a shower first," Aziel replied turning to Aisyah to buy her sister some games to hold.

Khanza walked towards the window looking down. Khanza could see outside the fence there were several guards, it seemed last night when he contacted Mr. Matteo and asked to take care of his divorce, Mr. Matteo immediately sent some of his guards to guard the house.

"I hope it's done soon" murmured Khanza leaning his head against the window.

Khanza recalled the incident last night in which Abizar did so violently and some derogatory words came out of his mouth while doing what he wanted.

"Have Papa come?" tanya Aziel ran after her mother looking out the window.

"Don't be a pity, 'he said that papa took a bath first, the distance from here to Papa's house is also quite far, maybe papa will come later in the afternoon," khanza replied explaining to her son while tidying up Aziel's messy hair.

"Oh .. So papa's still a long time, Mah?"

"Yes, honey. Patience huh?"

"Yes Mah, Ziel plays just as well as Aisyah while waiting for papa to come.

"Yes, playing with Mama as well, Mama does not work," said Khanza. They played together in the room, while Khanza asked Aqila to replace him temporarily.

Meanwhile, at Khanza's old house.

Abizar took a shower and dressed in a hurry, quickly retrieving the car keys and driving to Khanza's house.

He recalled his behavior last night to Khanza.

He was very grateful no matter how angry he was last night he did not get to play physically on Khanza. However, that night he included forcing his wife to serve him. Although Khanza was already crying, he still did it. he really felt guilty again who made a fatal mistake.

Once at Khanza's residence, Abizar stopped his car in front of the gate, there was also a car and Daniel himself was talking to the guards.

"I've been here a lot and Khanza doesn't matter if I meet them" Daniel said, asking to open the gate.

"What's this about? Why are there so many guards here?" abizar asked Daniel, who was walking back to his car, unsuccessfully negotiating with the guards.

Daniel looked hard at Abizar. "What did you do to Khanza last night? I know you took him away from last night's party, right? All of this sure has something to do with you. You did something that upset him so he had to ask for a guard in front of his house like this.

"I just brought him home. Where he should have been" answered without looking at Daniel.

The two continued to think about how they had met Khanza.

Abizar immediately calls Khanza's number hoping that his call will be re-appointed by his son, but hope is dashed when his call goes unanswered.

Daniel also tries to contact Aqila, but Aqila is already in the office.

"You're in the office? Is Khanza also in the office right now?" ask Daniel.

"No, Khanza doesn't go to work, he's at home.playing with Aziel and Aisyah." Aqila answered as best she could to make Daniel believe her and did not ask for more.

"Yes, I turned it off" said Daniel long ago calling Aqila.

Abizar looked at Daniel questioningly.

"Aqila's gone to the office and Khanza doesn't seem to have left and is still inside?.'

"I have an important meeting, I'm sorry" said Daniel, giving up and then leaving.

Abizar kept asking the guards to open the gate and said if he was Khanza's husband, However, still they did not open it on the grounds, they were just doing their job, Khanza told them to be disturbed.

During the day there was no sign of Khanza. Raising his call was also intending to open the gate.

"It looks like Khanza this time is very angry with me. Why do I keep doing that stupid thing." Abizar could only look at Khanza's house while leaning against his car seat. " Just reprimanding him last night is enough, why should I do it when I haven't got his forgiveness," he chided his own stupidity.

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Greetings from Author M Anha.

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ohya brother, while waiting to be heard his audio, already there are kk. We recall the meeting of Abizar and Khanza 😉🥰