Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Weekends

In the morning Abizar and Khanza were getting ready, they were getting ready early in the morning to help with Farah and Warda's preparations in the old house.

"You're not missing anymore, are you?" abizar asked as Khanza approached him who was heating the car.

"No more, brother. Everything is ready, Aziel's equipment has been prepared with Farah, I only bring a few," said khanza showed Aziel's equipment bag.

"Jaudah, we're leaving now" Abizar said, then they drove to the old house.

It only took them about 30 minutes to arrive.

"Papa" cried Aziel running towards Abizar who just got down from the car.

Abizar immediately spread out his arms welcoming his son who ran up to him, raised Aziel high up past his head then hugged him tightly. Smirking all over his son's face until Aziel laughed with a piquancy because of the fine fur on Abizar's face.

"Papa misses Ziel, too," he said, again peeping the entire face of his only child.

"Yes, Ziel too. Why Papa is not bobo same Ziel, Ziel same Mama, Papa same Bubu. Ziel and Bubu, Papa at Mama's house. Ziel wants Bubu, Mama and Papa!" ziel said, pursing his mouth.

Aziel always protested to Mama and Bubunya. However, they only say that Papa is looking after Bubu so Aziel will take care of Mama and so on. Initially Aziel who loved her mother and her parents understood and wanted to be arranged. However, the longer he felt the more he wanted to be with his father as well.

"Ziel is patient, Papa is sure someday we will be together, same Mama, same Bubu, same Ziel as Papa too," abizar said he again kissed his son's cheek and carried him inside to approach the others who were preparing their provisions.

"Mama Santi is coming too?" whispered Abizar to Farah who saw Mama Santi look ready.

"Yes Mas, Mama he said he would like to go for a walk so Farah took him," he replied.

Abizar just nodded because all this time every time they went Santi never came with them on the grounds he better go along with his friends.

"Cute tube," said Aziel saw the bubble was entering various-shaped provisions.

"Which ziel likes it?" asked Khanza who was also sitting near them.

" It's Mah" Aziel said pointing to one of the provisions that he thought looked the funniest.

"Sir, I took one, yes" Khanza said.

"Yes, but slowly do not be restrained again," replied Farah.

Khanza took one and fed it to his son.

"How does it taste, taste good?" ask Khanza.

"Aziel nodded with his mouth filled with food, looking so cute that the three of them became laughing looking at him.

Aziel's cuteness always makes them happy.

Once everything is ready they go straight to the zoo.

There Aziel looked so happy.

"Papa, want it," pointed Aziel at the horse.

"Ziel wants to ride a horse?"

Aziel nodded enthusiastically.

Abizar then took his son on a horse, and they went around the zoo on horseback. Seeing all kinds of animals. Aziel continued to point and ask the name of the animal he saw, Abizar faithfully answered his son's questions.

After being satisfied to play, Abizar also brought Aziel to gather with others, eating the provisions they brought.

"Aziel likes to go to the zoo?" ask Warda to his grandson.

"Like, Grandma," he replied with a very happy face.

Abizar rubbed his son's hair, the bigger the child looked more like his face.

After eating Aziel again ran to see some animals.

This time Farah and Khanza accompanied him. While Abizar still enjoying his lunch.

"Abizar, Aziel's grown up. Didn't you ever talk about giving her a sister?" ask Warda.

"I've asked for it a lot, Mah, but I also can't force if Khanza himself isn't ready, he's still traumatized by Aziel's delivery" Abizar replied.

"If you think it's better to ask Khanza to get pregnant again, don't delay too long, and one of your children will give it to Farah, let Farah take full care of him and the others you can take care of your children together with Khanza, if like this continue to pity Aziel he becomes confused as to where he will stay, he said, you don't have much time with him either.

When he was with Farah he always asked you, why he rarely met his Papa, why he was not Bobo with his papa, I just pity to hear him keep asking like that," said Santi judges, but his words made sense to Abizar.

"But if Khanza is unwilling and not ready, don't be forced, not good" said Warda.

"If you obey him, he'll never be ready. You have to act a little assertively, you're the husband, you're the leader of the family, you can manage your wives" Santi said.

"But that's not it, Santi. What we're talking about is giving one child, not feeding another" Warda said, delivering food to his plate. "Khanza should conceive and give birth, indeed it is natural, but if indeed she is still traumatized we should not force her, we know for ourselves what kind of birth Aziel first. Mama was still horrified when she remembered it, Khanza was in a coma and she didn't want it to happen again" Warda said.

"It was your fault Abi, make it a lesson. When Khanza gets pregnant you have to be more important than your job, if necessary during the months of delivery you ask Fahri who takes care of the office and takes care of Khanza 24 hours. I'm sure such an incident will not happen again" said Santi.

"But you still have to discuss it with Khanza."

Santi and Warda continued to argue. Santi wants Khanza to get pregnant again and give one of her babies to Farah, while Warda wants if the pregnancy problem should be completely approved by Khanza.

"I don't want to argue with you, I'd rather join them" said Warda, who saw his two daughters-in-law look fun together with his granddaughter. They are playing with animals.

"Abizar you agree with Mama's opinion, to give one of your children?"

"I don't know either, Mah Warda is right, this is not a matter of goods, this is a child's masala. although someday We have another child, of course all decisions must also be in accordance with the wishes of Khanza, Khanza, I can't make my own decisions."

"Did Khanza use contraception?" ask Santi.

"Yes, Khanza took pills" Abizar replied.

"If you keep putting it off until when you're going to have another child, you better think of Mama's idea and think of Aziel.

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