Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Season 2: Chapter 30

In the morning Mentari was ready with the cake she had made, she sent Azriel a message on whether she would go to college today or not. If not, he will take the cake to his house directly.

"I've been waiting for you in front of your alley. Today we go to college together, you go home to my house to pick up your bike. Your bike's in my house?" azriel's words made Mentari pat her head. He just remembered that last night he left his bike there.

"Oh yeah, I've come out, then I'll take the cake, all right?"

"What cake?" ask Azriel.

"Kue, I've made it special for you, this I only make one and I guarantee this is the most special for you that I've ever made and I never make it for anyone" explained Mentari, he knew Azriel was still angry with him yesterday, and he was still disappointed to give the same cake as God.

"I told you I didn't have to make it, after all, yesterday was enough."

"No, this is what I made last night when I came home, I'm out now" Mentari said. He quickly rushed out

Walking out of the alley, he could see Azriel's car parked there.

All the way to the campus they are silent, until Azriel parked her car in the campus parking lot. A confused mentor should start their conversation with what after his rejection last night and there is a desire to tell what reason he refused.

"Come, ask me why I rejected you" Mentari said, waiting until Azriel asked.

"Azriel this is for you, please accept yes," said Mentari made Azriel look at the cake given by Mentari. Opening the box, Azriel could see a different cake there.

Azriel took one piece of cake and then divided it into two, one he ate and one he fed Mentari.

The sun ate the mouthful and a cream stuck to the corner of his lips. Azriel cleaned it with her thumb and then ate the rest of the cream that had been attached to the lips Mentari. It makes the Mentari flutter.

"Today we only have one course, right?" azriel asked, making Mentari nod while chewing on the cake Azriel had given her while neutralizing her heartbeat.

"Today I want to take you somewhere, you don't have a problem, do you?" asked Azriel to make Mentari back just nod.

"Thank you for the cake, it's better" he said, then he put the cake in the back seat and then both went down, walking towards their room as usual. Azriel's friends welcomed her because for more than a month they had not met due to Azriel's accident.

They just need to finish their last thesis before graduation, making Azriel although not completely healed decided to go to college, he did not want to miss too much and wanted his education to be completed in this year as well.

They received the materials as usual, once in a while they looked at each other, their gazes met several times. Mentari tries to figure out how he can reveal the reason he rejected Azriel, not until Azriel misunderstands her and stays away from her, he agrees with what the gods say if he should reveal his reason if Azriel really wants to fight for him. He will fight for his feelings and receive love from Azriel.

After they returned, Azriel drove her car back to her home.

"Today we'll take a walk with your bike, okay?" said Azriel yqng has returned the car.

"I'm fine, calm down. Come on up," said Azriel who had rang Mentari's butut motor, Mentari just nodded and followed where Azriel took it, not forgetting Mentari brought the cake that had been given to Azriel at Azriel's request.

Azriel took Mentari to a hill that was quite cool and quiet, and they went to one of the hills and sat in a place where there was already room for, and where, enjoy the scenery around the hill.

It was one of the new tours in the city, still not too many visitors made Azriel choose the place to bring Mentari.

Azriel opened the cake that had been given by Mentari and just eaten one piece earlier, he took another piece and again split the two pieces of the cake, one for him and one for Mentari. Mentari again only complied, opening his mouth as Azriel bribed him.

"What do you think?" tanya Azriel looked at Mentari while cleaning the remaining cream in the corner of Mentari's lips.

"Of course it tastes good, I'll make it special for you and carefully," he said, taking one piece and eating it himself, admitting that it tastes better than the previous one, I don't know what was added to it, he himself forgot. Fortunately it tasted good because it seemed like he added something outside of the recipe.

"You're right, any cake you make must be delicious, let alone you make it with feelings and love for me. Aye right?" he said that made Mentari look directly at Azriel.

"Azriel, actually."

"So, I'll pretend I never heard of your rejection last night. I seem to be expressing my feelings to you too soon, I will start giving time to our relationship first. I'm sure one day you will open your heart to me and say yes to my declaration of love" said Azriel, who now holds Mentari's hand.

Hearing that Mentari just nodded, it might be better for them to delay their relationship and prefer to live the bond as a friend only. Mentari himself was afraid of not being able to live their relationship which was opposed by his family, he did not know whether the two parents Azriel also thought the same with the mother of Lucia, he did not know if the two parents also thought the same as the mother of Lucia, if he does not deserve Azriel even though he has met several times he can see both of them very well, but maybe they only consider him a friend of Azriel, there is no more relationship between them.

They enjoy the air that hits their skin, see the vast green grass and some decorations installed by the owner of the tourist spot.

They can see many young people who do photo events in some photo spots that are also provided there.

"When we graduate soon, where do you want to go to college?" ask Mentari.

"At the same campus, I'm going to college while helping dad in the company. Dad asked me to go to the company after graduation while continuing my education. You alone, you still continue on the same campus right?" azriel asked, making Mentari shake.

"Why? What campus do you want to continue on? I will also continue on the same campus as you," Azriel asked quickly, she will not be parting ways with Mentari. If they attend the same campus, then their chances of meeting will also be more frequent. In contrast, if they study at different campuses not to mention the busyness of the two will certainly increase where Azriel himself will go to work in his father's company and Mentari will be increasingly busy with his mother's new business.

"I'll take a break, I'll focus on my mom's business. I've saved up money to rent a shophouse in front of the alley where I live, later we will make a cake shop there, it looks like it will be difficult if I go to college while working. I'll focus on my job first anyway I don't want to burden mom with tuition that would also be more expensive, right?"

Hearing that Azriel fell silent, wanting to say let him pay his tuition. However, he realized that their relationship was not that close, he was also afraid to offend Mentari, for him money matters were something very sensitive. Iq also still has no income of its own.

"I'm sure your business will grow quickly and later if you already have free time you can go back to college." Azriel looked at Mentari and Mentari nodded.

"Oh yeah, I heard you've been betrothed to Lucia huh?" tanya Mentari made Azriel surprised, from where Mentari knew about it.