Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Two special women.

Abizar keeps trying to find Khanza until he discovers his whereabouts. However, he still could not reach Khanza. Layered guard from Daniel and Mr. Alvin can't get through.

Abizar once tried to force a meeting with Khanza. However, the result still failed, even he received some blows from Mr.'s people. Alvin.

This time Abizar tried to go to Daniel's office.

He had to re-conflict with the security guard who did not allow him to enter considering that the security guard had been warned by Daniel not to let Abizar enter his office again.

"Let him in" said Daniel, who had just arrived and asked Abizar to come with him.

Daniel walked into his room followed by Abizar.

"Daniel I beg you, I want to meet Khanza, let me talk to him," Pinta Abizar who now lowered her ego and pleaded with Daniel.

"I don't want to bring you together with Khanza. However, understand if now she is in a condition that is not okay she is pregnant and is experiencing childbirth trauma and according to the doctor who handled it she is not ready to meet you."

Abizar could not say anything at all to hear Daniel's explanation.

"How is he now? doesn't he want to see me?" tanyakanya.

Daniel smiled faintly at Abizar's question.

"Ask yourself how much hurt you've given her. So that's how much pain he felt so he didn't want to meet you. Oh yeah how about your divorce?"

"Daniel stopped interfering with my domestic affairs, you have no right to file such a lawsuit."

"I didn't file a divorce papers without Khanza's consent, he himself wanted to part with you, he said, fed up with the look of your son of a bitch" Daniel said.

"You're just making it up, Khanza won't say that. Khanza couldn't possibly have wanted to part with me, so stop coaxing her into poisoning her mind, keep her away, she's my wife and will always be mine."

"It's up to you to assume what I am, but Khanza really doesn't want to come back with you anymore, after giving birth he will immediately process your divorce with or without your consent, not only Khanza, his grandparents also agreed. You better not complicate your divorce, so that everything is quickly finished and you will be able to live happily with your respective partners."

"I said it, I will never divorce the khanza" Abizar said.

"Your abizar should not be selfish, Is this your love for the khanza who restrains him, and makes him hurt. Whether you realize it or not by wishing him with Farah hurt him so much, maybe he was smiling and happy in front of you but not in their hearts. Don't be selfish and pretend to close your eyes to the feelings of both of them."

Abizar could not say anything, Daniel was right all that might be experienced by both of them. He's the selfish one who wants both of them, but he really can't choose, he loves them both can't choose either one of them.

"Determine your decision now, Khanza will soon give birth, you choose to continue your household with Khanza or choose with Farah. Choose one of them, your choice will decide their fate. I heard after giving birth Khanza will return to the village I assure you if she comes back you won't be able to take her again." Daniel's Advice.

"I have an important meeting, please think for yourself about your problems give a quick decision if you have chosen, if you choose Farah of course we will continue your divorce, you will decide, but if you choose the khanza of course I won't go ahead and wait for Khanza's decision, but just so you know, Khanza himself has chosen to step down and wants to part with you."

Daniel tidied up his files and prepared to go to a meeting, while Abizar sat still thinking about the fate of his marriage to the khanza.

"Oh yeah, Khanza's gonna have her labor operation in a week. I just wanted to inform you, "Daniel said before exiting the room.

Abizar felt back slapped knowing that reality, another week his son will be born into this world. However, even though he never paid attention to her while in the womb. Abizar really feels like a failed father to his two children.

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Abizar continued to dwell with his thoughts, thinking of all Daniel's words. He asked to choose between his two wives.

Abizar looked at Farah who was asleep beside him, she was the woman who had been accompanying him in joy and sorrow. He loved her very much from the first time he knew love. However, on the other hand his heart also did not want to lose Khanza, the woman who had given him everything, gave him children and gave him love.

Abizar has no idea who the woman he loves is the one he loves more between Farah and Khanza.

Abizar spent so much time with Farah, he recalled his happy times with Farah. Farah who is always nearby, always there beside him both joy and sorrow. Always faithful gives him attention and love. For his sake he even forgot his dream, leaving the career that had been his dream since childhood his dream was built little by little to succeed as it is now.

Farah gave him a lot of happiness, he was even willing to sacrifice his happiness in order to give happiness again to, allowing him to marry another woman.

Abizar also recalled his happy times with the khanza, where Khanza's cute and innocent mannerisms always make you happy, Khanza has become opium to him. Khanza risked his life to give birth to his son, even he was again faced with death for the sake of his seed that was growing in his womb.

"I can't choose between the two of you, you two are my life, what I have to do, I really can't choose" Abizar's inner dilemma.

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The days kept changing and now came the time for Khanza to prepare for her delivery.

"Sir, doain Khanza yes, let the Khanza operation go smoothly," said Khanza lying on your grandmother's lap.

Tonight Khanza is really scared, tomorrow is his surgery schedule, tonight he wants to sleep with his grandmother.

"Grandmother is sure you will be fine, everything will definitely be smooth. Aziel must be very happy when he could meet his sister," said the grandmother continues to encourage Khanza, facing the delivery process even though he himself felt afraid.

"If anything happens to Khanza, please take care of the children of Khanza ya Nek, tell them that Khanza loves them very much" Khanza said with a choked and vibrating voice.

"What are you talking about, you're gonna be okay. You can definitely raise your children and show them that you love them so much."

"Yes Nek, must be very happy to raise them, to be able to play with them. Khanza is very grateful to be able to care for them in the womb of the khanza," said Khanza continued to stroke his stomach.

"If anything happens to Khanza and if Abi's brother wants to take them, Grandma must promise to keep reminding them that Khanza is their real mother."

"What are you talking about, stop talking like that" Grandma snapped. "Nobody will separate you, you will take care of your children with your own hands, never speak like that again. Grandma didn't like to hear it," Grandma snapped to her granddaughter, her tears flowing continuously unable to hear khanza's words as if she couldn't take care of her children.

"Khanza was afraid something would happen to me later Nek, part if the operation failed and Khanza ..," the cry she had been holding since then broke, Khanza crying in the lap of the grandmother.

"Listen to grandma, everything will be fine. You and your baby will be fine, all this will pass. Once your baby is born we'll go back to the village and start life there, Grandma won't let you live in misery again, this is enough. We're gonna raise your kids, your grandmother and grandfather can still take care of you."

Khanza could only cry hugging Grandma, while continuing to nod, reassuring herself that her surgery would be fine.

Aqila approached them.

"What Grandma said is true. Aunt Goddess has prepared everything very well, we trust all to Aunt Goddess and we leave the results to the creator," said Aqila trying to strengthen khanza.

"Thank you Aqila, you're always there for me, sorry for my problems you're in my troubles, you're leaving your life. I'm really grateful for everything you've done for me. I don't know how to repay you."

"You're my sister and friend, I'd feel really bad if I didn't help you. Don't ever talk like that, we don't know someday maybe I'll need your help and I'm sure if you're in my position you'll do the same, right?" ask Aqila

Khanza nodded and hugged his best friend.

Now go to sleep, early in the morning we have to go to the hospital.You must not be exhausted and have too many thoughts, remember there is your baby, there is Aziel who loves you very much and needs you.

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