Be aground

A little time

Our days are back as they used to be, with no news and no relationship. It's like not having someone special in this life. Although I was used to it, the fear of losing it continued to be present at every step of the way. It's not that I don't trust him, it's just that Dika's attitude can't be changed. Attention with women who are nearby. The comfort that Dika gave to other women was almost the same as mine. Dika no matter what the woman likes or not, but clearly Dika is a male figure who likes to pay attention but only for a moment's pleasure. This attitude is what makes me always hurt. But my love for her never goes away in the least.

*****

A few weeks later, Dika came to the boarding house after Dika had worked at the hotel. Dika came with a tired face.

"What's up ?" say

"I'm confused about this, we have to wear a white shirt, while I only have one white shirt" Dika said

"When are the buttons ?" say

"I've used it a lot these days, but if it's dirty, I can't use it anymore" said Dika

"Yes tomorrow I will look around first yes, let you wear it" I said

"Thank you" said Dika

"Oh yeah, how's the job, launch ?" say

"Unfortunately not there ?" say

"Lumayan, what am I doing there with new friends" said Dika

"Thank God, at least you're comfortable there, I'm happy" I said

"We have a shif loh, so if I can't stop by is it okay ?" dika

"It's okay, I won't force you to always come here" I said

"Thank you, you are the best" Dika said

I just smiled at that time, when Dika went straight home, because Dika had to leave for work at seven o'clock. I can't force my will for her, because it is for her future. I can only support her and always be by her side when she needs me.

After I got back, I went into the hostel and spent the day listening to music and fell asleep. The next day when I got home from college, my friends and I went to buy a white shirt for Dika. After a few minutes of searching, I finally found it. Tired for sure, but all just for Dika. I hope that with me who has always been there for Dika, I will realize Dika that I am sincere with her. I never asked for anything in return for what I had given Dika. Because everything I do for her is my sincerity will be her boyfriend. Being a figure who will always be there for him even in his joys and sorrows. No wonder friends say that I've loved Dika too deeply because of my attitude to Dika. But I just smiled hearing that. Because everything Dika is a choice that I accept both in its shortcomings and its advantages.

After the white shirt was bought, I also informed Dika at that time. Dika said Saturday I only give, and of course I agree. Since I knew Dika would be busy for a few days, then I also busied myself while giving her some vigor every morning. I'm happy and he feels the same way, that's enough for our relationship. There is no third party between me and Dika, and I always take good care of it. Because I believe everything will be like this until it's light in this old relationship.