Be aground

Journey

I who had revealed all those days with Dika, finally came back like before. He spends more time with me. But that doesn't change the fact that Dika's attitude is still the same, like caring but not caring. I'm trying to hang on to what happened. And back again, Dika made a status that really confused me. Status indicating hand being infused with word “Capat healed dear”. I was surprised by Dika's attitude like that, because in fact when I was sick Dika never did anything like that. Jealous of course, because as long as we were together, Dika never even made photos or words to give me the spirit of his status. Even Dika never showed off our long-said relationship. I quickly finally sent a message to Dika

*Short order*

“Who ?” say

Almost a long time Dika replied to my chat, and there I felt annoyed with him

“Adek” says Dika with brief

which “Adek ? I think your brother is okay?” say

“Ah is my friend who works here” said Dika

“But must yes you say dear there?” say

“Only words like that you are already upset” said Dika

“Of course I was upset, how could we do this to me” I said

“What the hell did I do until you got upset ?” dika

“When I was sick, you never even made it that way, while your friend's grandfather even got more attention from you” I said

“Ya already if you want it like that, just hurt again” said Dika

Reading Dika's reply made me really angry, and of course I did not continue the discussion, because in fact all will never be enough for us who always disagree. Lately our relationship is getting tenuous, I don't know what the cause is but Dika's attitude is getting changed makes me think that Dika has begun to be saturated with this relationship. Dika who spent more time with his friends made me isolated in the course of his life. Dika used to be there for me, even that's why I put my feelings on her. She was always there when I was sad and happy, even without me asking Dika would always put her time with me. But now, Dika is getting further and harder for me to reach. I just hope that we can maintain this relationship no matter what.

A few days later, Dika again invited me to eat out. And surely I will agree to Dika's invitation. On the way, I drew closer to Dika while talking

“What will you do for this relationship ?” much

“Why with you?” ask Dika

“You know, my parents did not approve of this relationship, then we have been living it” I said

“Then?” dika

“Finally yes, hm we just live until when all this takes place” said Dika

“You don't want to maintain this relationship ?” much

“Of course, I might take you running if you can't get your blessing from your family” said Dika

“Ha eloped you mean ?” ask me wonder

“Well of course, I just want to be with you, and of course I've said this with mom. And obviously mom agreed to it” said Dika

“Serious ?” say

“Yes, I already told mama, so there's no need to be afraid of that. Now we just go for it, finish your lecture and get a job, let us both collect marriage fees later “ said Dika

“Promise ya“ I said

“Iya, I promise” said Dika

Hearing Dika's statement made me very happy, because I thought I was the only one who thought about getting to the serious level, but it turned out that Dika had the same thoughts as me. I was really happy until I hugged her tightly

“Tumben ?” dika

“What?” say

“Usually you will not hug me if in the crowd” said Dika

“Ahhh I'm embarrassed to see people” I said

“Then now ?” dika

“Hm maybe because I'm happy so hug you” I said

Finally a long night made my mood return to feel the comfort that had long been forgotten. And hope it lasts forever, even though I'm selfish to ask for it, but it's not a mistake…….