Be aground

Divergence

Finally we seemed to forget the events that had happened, even the tears that I had dropped quite a lot had no meaning until we met again with an increasingly different atmosphere. I know something has changed from Dika's attitude, even in other words Dika always has a reason every time I invite you to meet. But I tried to be quiet, not because I didn't want to argue, just that I wanted him to be aware of it. I tried to look fine in front of everyone including Dika. When Dika off work, usually Dika will invite me to meet. But lately he's been hiding something from me. But I don't mind, because I believe Dika will always like me even if it's just hope.

****

Evening came, I was cool with solitude and a long night bored me. I busy myself by listening to music while playing a cell phone. Until suddenly Dika made a status. Status of a coffee drink that says “thank you dear, I can finally enjoy it” . I, who was surprised by it, finally immediately gave Dika status

*Short Message*

“Enak ya got coffee from orang” I said

A few minutes later Dika replied

“What the hell, it's from adek loh” said Dika

“Oh adek ? How to use the word dear yes ?” say

“Performally, ”deh<TAG1> said Dika

“Should yes ?” my word

Dika did not reply to my message again, until I waited a long time Dika did not care about my message. I who saw his reaction like that did not make me think that no-no. I have faith in him, and I hope that the longer that trust gets stronger. At first it all came back as it was. Every time you come home from work, Dika will come to my boarding house and stay in a row. After that, Dika will go home without saying anything. Like just stopping for a while and then going somewhere and without any news. I don't know why Dika is like that but I just kept quiet.

On Sunday, Dika invited me to enjoy her day off. I just obey Dika's wishes and obviously I also have to spend money at this time. We stopped by the side of the road and ordered some fruit soup. Well that's where we enjoy the atmosphere during the day, and obviously I like this. Because I can be with him even if it's just for a little while. But I want to discuss Dika's change at the moment, because today there is time to be with her

“Can I ask something ?” my word

“What's up?” said Dika who is cool in playing mobile phone

Suddenly our order came, and made me stop for a moment. After the seller left, I resumed our discussion.

Dika who was enjoying the food, suddenly fell silent and looked at me

“Why are you such a surprise?” say

“Ah is okay” said Dika

“I feel you are getting harder for me to reach plus your attitude is already different from what I used to” I said

“That you know where ?” is from dika

“Know where how ?” I said confused

“Did anyone tell you something ?” dika

“Say what ?” say

“Ah, here I am hoping you don't listen to what people tell you about me. I'm just busy with work” said Dika

I who saw Dika's attitude like that made me confused, because Dika's attitude was like hiding something from me. But still, I do not want to take a headache and accept Dika's words

“Alright, I can't say anything to you, it's just that I believe in you. So don't think weird. I just saw your attitude change, so I said this” I said

“Iya I'm sorry. Because of my busyness, I made you think strangely of me. I will try my best for you” said Dika

“Jeez, not so much kali” I said smiling

We went back through our days with stories until the afternoon. And obviously I'm back to feeling comfortable with Dika's attitude like this to me. I'm happy, finally what I'm waiting for is finally delivered.