Be aground

Arrivals

I've been trying to forget Dika by not saving about her either number, photos, videos everything, well all I've removed from my memories. I thought I was capable, even some days I was free from everything that binds me. But Dika came back, like all was still in his grasp which eventually made me recall all. Memories, pain and crying now accompany me back. I crumbled back to the memories that really made me cramped.

Why did he come back in my life ?

What exactly made him come to me again ?

It all makes me claustrophobic not even want to step up again in his life. But Dika always bothered me back. Dika always sends messages even proudly when she contacts me. I saw him not knowing what to do. Because honestly I like his presence coming back in my life.

But I also do not want to be hurt anymore because his attitude is still proud of him because it has been contested by several women. Dika's attitude that always bothers me at night, when I want to rest should call him.

“Short Order”

“Why ?” I said briefly

“Finally you want to reply to him” said Dika

“M” said

“Jeez you are so cute anyway, when are you back?” dika

Same question to this day

“Why?” say

“I want to meet you, I miss” said Dika

Ah, what should I do ?. Why did Dika easily say miss when Dika was already with him. What is their relationship right now ? the thought came and I quickly asked him.

“Who ?” dika

“Women you chose and left me” I said

“Ah, she is a nobody” Dika said

“Nobody, wow...you used to say you were dating her, then now you say there is no relationship” I said

“Intinya you when to go home” said Dika

“When I come back you're nobody to me, so stop bothering me” I said

I immediately stopped the message and put the phone away from my grasp and quickly closed my eyes with one of my hands on my forehead. I let out a strong sigh, I don't know how to respond to everything that happened.

To be honest, I was happy because of his return, I thought I would lose everything about him, even I did not hear the word break up from the relationship we had. But now he's coming back and even he's asking me to meet.

Which heart of women is unhappy, when someone you love is present again in your life, even asking you to come back soon.

I, who also had long resisted longing, eventually returned to him. I was planning to go back in two days, and obviously I didn't tell him. I wanted to give him a surprise, well a surprise where I could see him back in my life.

My affection for her, made me always easily believe in her coming back to me. I who still love him in the end gave the opportunity for the relationship that we are now living. Because I knew with me that giving her a chance would make Dika realize that I was worthy of her, even I wanted to make Dika see my sincerity for her.

That sincerity will fix this relationship, well a good start will come as soon as it does. Everyone will be back when I get back from my sister's place. I will correct the mistake I made with Dika, I will try to give everything good time, heart, attention to everything, so that Dika does not turn away from me anymore.