Be aground

Hope on a special day

I don't know why Dika changed so quickly to me. While I try to be the best for him by giving up and obeying his wishes. But everything I do for her is reversed by what I am given. The selfishness that was given to me made me pretend to smile, although honestly I wanted to say what I was feeling right now. The relationship I maintained for so long made me feel depressed. A relationship that never gets a return for what I've given. I know, a relationship does not ask for the return of what we give to our partner. But at least he understands what can make us comfortable for a long time. Dika never gave me anything special. It was my birthday, Dika gave the doll and the next year a dress. Even though Dika gave me a gift, but Dika never gave me a longer time, just gave a gift and then a speech and ended with his passing. But to be honest, I want to celebrate a birthday with her, just one day. I want to feel a birthday being celebrated with my girlfriend. But it turns out I never got from Dika. While on Dika's birthday, I always take my time to meet while carrying a cake without knowing Dika. can be said to give a surprise to him at work. I always try to give my best by giving what I can do. But the reply I got from Dika was a disappointment that grew deeper and deeper until it finally unfolded over time.

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It's hard to be sure, because a relationship will definitely have problems both in attitude, selfishness and not understanding each other. But slowly to learn one's attitude is not easy, it takes patience that is certain so that later can understand each other. Relationships that are increasingly complicated to live in teach me patience, understanding and understanding. Our relationship will last three years. Three years is not easy for me to maintain, because Dika's attitude is getting bored of me. And I hope that in our anniversary, Dika gives me something special. Wishing to your loved ones for a special day is not wrong, is it ?. That's why I'm waiting for that from him. And I hope Dika will remember that on our special day....