Be aground

Unrest

It's all back to the way it used to be, doing all the routines I've always done, and so has she. I who was always nearby after coming home from college made me and Dika always together. And when night falls, we'll always call for the rest of the night

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The next day Dika called me, and just fell silent at that moment without any words being said. At first I was confused by his attitude. I who didn't understand it made me want to meet him. The afternoon came, Dika suddenly came to my place and took me to his place. During the trip Dika just fell silent without saying anything until he got to his place. She was lying on the bed right then and there

"Hey, how do you sleep ?" say

"I want to rest for a while" said Dika astonished

"Hmm.." I said while tilting my head slightly

"Ah, sorry" said Dika

"What's up ?" I said to Dika

When I was just silent, I saw it made me curious about Dika's attitude like that, until I finally held her hand and felt Dika's warm body temperature.

"Gosh, you have a fever?" I said while holding his forehead

"That's it" said Dika who was still closing her eyes

"Kok you didn't tell me anyway, we went through the pharmacy" I said anxiously

"Here it is, I want to rest first" said Dika

"Yes you have slept yes, I will accompany" I said while looking for a handkerchief to compress Dika's forehead.

Dika only fell silent when I did that.

"I know you have a problem until you get this fever but if you don't want to talk, it's okay. It's just that I wish you would share with me" I said at that moment while looking at Dika who was lying limp

Dika who heard my words immediately saw me right then and there. Then hold my hand. I who saw Dika's behavior made me return the grip tightly. Until finally Dika said

Hearing those words, made me startled and that tight grip slowly diminished. I saw Dika who was still closing her eyes while lying down at that moment

"How can it be ?" I said while looking at him

"He made a mistake, and eventually it was the only way" Dika said in an angry tone

"Ah, didn't he just finish school?" say

"Because of that, I don't have a brother like him. I fought desperately for the family, but in fact I was given something like this" said Dika

"Whatever he is, it's still your brother and it's undeniable" I told him

"Brother said you ? What is considered a brother like him ? He even easily crushed my hopes for her. Even he didn't think about how I was doing to make my family happy. And what is he ? He did something that really disappointed me"

"If you don't agree, it won't change the marriage. Because her boyfriend already has the same blood as you" I explained

"Then what about me ? I wanted that too, but I resisted that desire because I wanted to make my mother happy" Dika said

Hearing that, I honestly couldn't say anything. Because in fact if I interfere more deeply, then I will be wrong in the eyes of the Dika family. My relationship with the Dika family can indeed be said to be familiar, but for family matters I do not have the right to argue.

"I won't come to her wedding, because she's not my sister" Dika said

"Where is the wedding, when is it ?" say

"This week, at my grandmother's house" Dika said

"You're Dika's first child and you should be there" Dika said

"Don't make me repeat my words Vit, if you still support him, don't ever come here again" Dika told me in an angry tone

Seeing Dika like that finally made me speechless even though honestly I also did not want it to happen in our relationship.