Be aground

Wedding Plan

I'm the one who's really hurt even because of that I'm like a fool. Even so I still remember the word that said it would come back to me. I just fell silent and saw if Dika would keep her promise that would come to me. Until the night, I was tired of looking at social media and accidentally saw the status of Dika who posted a photo of the woman, and I quickly looked at the woman's social media and obviously the photos of the two of them.

I felt claustrophobic again, and I quickly asked him, but there was no response from him. Dika was active at the time, but there was no explanation at all. And suddenly the chat rang, I thought it was Dika, it turned out….

“Sister, sister okay?” said Dika's sister

“Dek, I don't understand, your brother means what” I said while

“Kak, they will get married this week” said sister Dika

I read the message, it makes me cramped, I'm broken. It was all dark for me even when the tears were rushing, the sound of crying could not come out. I cried with the circumstances that broke me.

“Sister, sister is okay ?” said Dika's sister back

“What should I do now deck, why does your brother ask me to wait for him while he is getting married, not even your brother says anything to me. I'm like a fool that your brother can play with as he pleases” said I in tears

“Kak forget it brother, next week we will be there to attend their wedding” said sister Dika

I read that and I can only cry. I'm really devastated, how could it be like this, why would Dika do this. What I have done until Dika can do this, what is wrong with me. All those questions made me feel more confused. I'm really hurt.

*****

I who was alone with nothing calmed me down just fell silent like a fool. Everything we did even everything I defended was destroyed easily. At that moment, I realized that all those who were concerned with him, I had to let go. I don't want to keep any more things in contact with him, I don't want to be in contact with him. In the end all the photos, the paper that wrote my story about him, everything I burned with nothing left.

After everything burned, I was ready to go back to the village. I want to calm my mind with my family.

I finally realized that what my family said about him was true, he was not worthy of me and obviously Dika had shown me that. At that time I came home, during the trip, honestly I wanted to cry as hard as it was, but the tears did not want to flow anymore. Arriving in my hometown, I stopped for a while to Dika's place, and met with Mother.

Mother who just came home from work met me who was sitting in front of her house.

“Eh vita, long come?” mother said

“Just bu” I said smile

“Are you okay?” mother said

“They are getting married, but I wasn't invited” Mother said

Hearing that, I was a little confused

“Means bu?” my word

“Well they're getting married, but mom wasn't invited by Dika, she just invited her sisters. Until now, I was not considered Vita” Mother said

“So I mean Mom, they got married this week but I wasn't invited so, then the wedding how, shouldn't the mom be there?” I said wonder

“No, Dika does not think of me as her mother, even as an invited guest nor does Vita” said Mother sadly

I who heard the matter was of course surprised by the reason Dika did so. Suddenly, Mom's phone rang and Mom immediately showed me who was calling. Dika's name is clearly on the phone. She quickly picked up the call and finally

“Who?” mother said while looking at me

“Wah, have forgotten yes same child himself,” said Dika

“Oh why nak?” mother said

“I want to borrow 5 million” said Dika briefly

“For what is it?” I said pretending to ask

“I've pregnant people's children, so I want to use the money” said Dika

I who heard that immediately saw Mom and fell silent, how could this happen. Why is it like this. All made me speechless, Mother also saw me who was silent

“So you want to marry her?” mother said

“Yes, if there is no yes already” said Dika who immediately ended the call

The mother who saw me speechless could not say anything. I was silent in the destruction and even I only returned in a smile. Well, a smile that no longer means anything to me, all back to being meaningless. Everything was gone and I had to accept everything that happened, disappointed for sure. But I can't say anything, because in fact everything has happened even I couldn't possibly destroy what they had planned.