Be aground

Desire

Sitting without a word made the atmosphere even more bleak for us. Because it should have been a happy day for Dika at the heart of her birthday, but Dika's attitude made me speechless.

"Hhaaaaa" said Dika letting out a long sigh

"What's up ?" ask me while looking at Dika

"A sickening birthday day" Dika said

"Is there a problem?. earlier it seems okay ?" say

"Mom spoke to me earlier" said Dika

"Well I know that's why I was up a long time ago, what's wrong ?" my word

"Mom excuse me" Dika said briefly

" Excuse me for what ?" ask me wonder

"Mother wants to get married again" Dika said

I, who heard that, was completely silent without a word being said. I leaned myself against the wall at the time. I saw Dika who also did the same. Honestly, that's something I don't want to hear today. So did Dika, but in fact everything has happened. Some minutes we are like people who don't know what to do. Confused and not knowing how to make decisions. The decision is the end of this relationship. Indeed, mother has long been alone since Dika went to Junior High. Until the age of Dika who was 24 years old, Mom finally decided to marry again. Happiness is certain but all so determinant of the end of this relationship. How not ?. When Dika who was married first, making my family increasingly do not approve of this relationship. Then added with Mother Dika who will also get married. It feels like the relationship that I am living right now will be in vain swiring time. When I say I'm happy, obviously I'm happy because I can see you need a friend in your life. Of course the other kids approved of mom's choice, and so did I. But that will set a limit in our relationship. Well, it can be said that the Dika family in the hometown is already famous. Not for good but for bad. Even though I always hear that, I always close my ears or let it go. Because I believe Dika won't be what they say. I put my trust in Dika's lepada, until I finally fought my family for her. But when Dika said that Mom would get married, it made me not think out.

What should I do ?. Why is it like this ? I should what?

"Then how did you decide ?" I said end our residence

"I don't know" said Dika

"What about your adek ?" my word

"They have agreed, as long as their happy mothers want to" said Dika

"That means the final decision is on you ?" ask me

"Yes, I don't know if I'd agree to not ?" dika was confused

"Do you know who he is ?" much

"No, but everyone knows him, and I can't answer that right now" Dika said

Of course it was a really difficult thing for Dika. Although he actually needs the love of a father, but everything will affect everything. Well that influence will be influential both in the family and the environment. Then we finally went back to our own thoughts.

It turns out that this story journey makes all obstacles more difficult to live