Be aground

New ambience

I went with my friend to the internship I was going to run for 3 months. And I wish I could forget the problems I'm currently facing. I left without saying anything to Dika. Because to me he is no longer important. I tried to throw away my feelings for her. Because for me it was the best path with this sickening relationship. I set off casually like there was no obstacle at all and obviously it made me comfortable.

While at the station, I always see a cell phone, where even though I am determined to forget it still I always think of him. I was hoping Dika would call me and ask me where I was and what I was doing. But it's not like that, quiet and quiet. I finally got to get on the bus. I was a little disappointed, got on the bus and looked for a seat.

After I met, I sat down and looked around. Well what hope I will, I do not give it, I leave without saying anything to him. Then why should I feel disappointed. At that time our vehicle drove to the road that I would take for 4 hours. It's far enough and exhausting enough, but with such a long distance, I'll easily step in without any presence in my life.

During the trip, I was cool to see an environment that I had never been in. Until I finally fell asleep for a while. I don't know what happens after falling asleep, but I'm definitely trying to calm my mind to let go of everything. I hope in this new place, even if only for a moment I hope I can release him, even I want to forget him. Well that was my high determination.. Everything's gonna be fine.

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But from the morning until now there wasn't even any. Well inevitably I just fell silent and fell asleep again in a lonely world. Until the atmosphere showed in the afternoon, I quickly got up and took a shower. Because I have to go out to find food for sure.

I came out with a different air than my place, where the temperature there was hot, while here I had to use a blanket, and usually I did not use a jacket. But the cold air here made me wear a jacket. I set my feet in a new atmosphere, enjoying each step with the music that was spinning in my ears.

Isn't that a fun thing for me alone to calm a disheveled mind ?. I who look around, feel the difference is very far from a city in the village. The atmosphere where I only usually see houses and offices, even many vehicles that make me feel crowded, now feel comfortable because in this place more green plants that refresh even the vehicle here can be said a little.

I enjoy what I feel right now. Although actually for my apprenticeship there are still 3 days left, but with my arrival from the beginning makes me feel calm.