Be aground

The tightness is getting deeper

After several times I contacted her, Dika finally raised the video call I did. With his face still limp, Dika facing his face right on the camera with a sitting position.

“What's up?” dika said limply

“Kok what's wrong ? I want to know how you are” I said

“This is me still limp, so I want to sleep” said Dika

“Oh really want to sleep?” say

“Iya I want to sleep, tomorrow we just connect yes. I want to rest” said Dika

“Alright if you really want to sleep” I said with a smiling face

“Udah yes I turned off” said Dika who immediately ended the call.

I can't say anything, because in other words Dika doesn't know where I am and with whom. Because in fact I did not tell Dika that I was being beata at my friend's place close to Dika's boarding house. Within minutes, I was ready to meet Dika.

At half-time ten in the evening, I took my friend, to be honest my friend had no idea what I was planning.

“Company me to where Dika” said I

“Ha, sister want to do ?” ina said

“You hit Dika with another woman” I said with a laughing face

“Ha serious brother ?” ina said in surprise

“You coming or not ?” say

“Oh sure I join dong” said Ina with a laugh as well

We also went on foot to Dika's place, while my friend who became our place to stay, just waiting at home at that time. Honestly during the trip, I always showed unusual cheerfulness, even though honestly my heart was not calm, I felt afraid for tonight, he said, because for me everything I do today is the day that everything will be revealed. I'm afraid the relationship I'm in is a lie. I actually wanted to stop and did not want to continue this, but my curiosity approached me.

When I arrived at Dika's place, I saw that big brother was already there, and I quickly approached the big brother. The brother then invited me to enter Dika's place.

Hearing that, I was completely shocked then and there. How about the strait, Dika did this to me, but it was only a few minutes Dika and I exchanged video calls, then now Dika with the woman. What had happened, I was completely speechless, I was completely crushed. My friend who saw this just fell silent and couldn't believe what was happening to me. Because at first, he thought I was joking but I wasn't.

“Adek just come to my kost, pretend that adek looking Dika” said the brother

“How can I do that sis ?” I said trembling because I couldn't say anything more

“Kakak calm first” said Ina

“Quiet ?, where should I calm down when you know your boyfriend is with another woman and is in the same room these nights” said angrily

Those who see me cannot say anything

“Look, if you can't calm down, we just fail tonight” said brother

Hearing that I cannot accept

“How can I silence them brother, soon is Christmas. And I'll go home, while Dika won't. Then during the holidays, I let them be together ?” say

They remained silent without being able to help me to think clearly.

“I want to meet brother, how is it ?” my word

“But with your emotions like this, you will hurt each other” said brother

“True brother, it's not good” said Ina

“Then I have to let all this until when, until I just returned from the village and let them have fun?” say

“Alright but control first brother” mind said Ina

I held everything back, by breathing in as much as possible and then trying to calm down. Because right now I really don't know what to do. But honestly, it all makes me cramped.