Be aground

Accustomed

After a few weeks, Dika came back to me like nothing happened, even Dika invited me to eat out but at my expense. Well it is common with the presence of Dika who always uses my money compared to his money. That said, Dika who had worked for two months from her new workplace, never gave me a little. Not that I want to feel the money from him, because for me the money I currently use can still meet my needs. But Dika, he never even said anything to me, when he paid, how much money he paid and others about work. Dika never said anything to me, but every time, Dika always just borrowed money even ask me for money. And I never charge Dika anything. Not because I was rich or how so I always gave Dika money, but because I felt empathy to see Dika who was always gloomy. I, who was used to Dika's attitude, could only agree with what Dika did to me. And obviously, I can't avoid Dika which is now just my place to complain about everything I feel right now. I try to be the best or even give something that can help him even if it is just a simple thing.

*****

Dika who had come in front of the boarding house, making me who initially did not want to meet him, I finally met him.

“Come out” says Dika

“Where ?” say

“Ayolah” Dika

I, who heard Dika's words, can only follow him. I picked up my jacket and wallet right then and there. After that, we went around the city full of lights. And finally stopped at one place, where a place that could make me and Dika enjoy the night with food to be ordered.

“You brought money right?” dika

“Once in a while you treat why ?” say

“Many reasons, yes udah” my word

“When we order” said Dika who directly ordered without seeing my reaction

Well it was Dika's habit that never even changed. In other words, Dika is a person who does not want to lose or can be said by people who do not want to share. His attitude made me know even more, that Dika would think twice to please her partner's feelings. Obviously, because of the relationship that we lived for a long time, I never felt the results of his efforts even I who always finance every time we go out to eat. After Dika ordered food, Dika finally returned to play his phone without seeing or talking to me.

“What should you play mobile phone ?” say

“I deliberately invited you here because I needed his wife” said Dika

“Then what's the point of me here?” say

“Of course accompany me, so what else” said Dika

I leaned my body against the back of the chair, because everything was not in my favor. Dika is still busy with his world. A world that can't keep away from cell phones. Whereas in the past when I always used a mobile phone when with him, then he would be angry if I did not pay attention. But now Dika's doing the same to me. And obviously I can only be silent for a long time turning around. Even I hope when with him quickly passes, when in the past when with him, I always hope that time does not pass quickly because for me with him is a special thing, he said, but now it's all the opposite of what I used to feel