Be aground

Back Injured

Finally, he had no news of it for several weeks. I am busy with my focus on college. Because I'm the one who got hurt here, but why should I give up ?. Is it wrong to be selfish even if I am a little. But in fact, when my selfishness I maintained, it turned out that he also did the same thing. Because of that, I started the first time to send him a message.

"Short Order"

"Where is ?" say

Replies did not come until a few hours later, the sound of the phone came and I quickly read the message.

"I'm at work, why ?" dika

"I want to see you" I said

"Yes, if you want to see me, come" said Dika

Ahhhh.... I don't think I want to meet him because his attitude really pisses me off, but what can I do. I just want to make this relationship work. After returning from college, I went straight to Dika's place.

And when she got there Dika immediately told me to help her work. Want me not to say it without discussing the problems we experienced.

After the break, Dika went somewhere without saying anything to me. A few minutes later, Dika came with a pack of rice.

"Here" said Dika who saw me

I approached Dika and sat down beside her while looking at Dika who was busy with a pack of rice.

"Aaaa,,,," Dika said as she stuck out her hand

"Why be bribed anyway?" say

I followed and ate with Dika. We also spent time eating and joking around at the time. As if we forgot the situation, we came back as before. Laughing together and stories about college and work Dika. And finally we went back to work. Honestly, I was tired just because Dika needed help. I helped her without asking anything from her.

I was escorted home by Dika and spent the night on the phone with Dika back. Getting back to feeling how loved by the person you truly love is the most beautiful thing. Everything went according to my wishes. Without problems and without disturbing parties. Because in fact I try to avoid the feelings that approach me by defending myself even though in fact sometimes I feel disappointed with the attitude of Dika who increasingly disrespect me as his girlfriend. It was like thinking I was just a place where he could complain of his sadness rather than his happiness. Even so I always accept what Dika did to me because I believe Dika will still maintain our relationship as I did.

***

A few months later it came back as I had been hurt again because of his unchanging attitude. Receiving the women who approached him and giving the same attention as me. And proudly Dika told me that it was a normal thing. Without realising that I was really hurt.

"Look at this, someone likes me" Dika said while showing the woman's account

I can only look without saying anything. I want to be angry but I don't want any trouble between us

"You like it ?" I said while looking at it

"Aaahh, she's beautiful" said Dika smiling.

"Then what about now ?" I said in a annoyed tone

"Come on, don't discuss it again, later you get angry again" said Dika

"Say me if you like, so I know" I said

"Udah deh Vit. I just consider him a friend really" said Dika

I was really hurt by Dika's attitude, and just fell silent with her attitude towards me.