Be aground

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There is no explanation there is not even a meeting for everything that has happened. I can't forget how cohesiveness even their intimacy together is in the same weaving. Even the scenery in the garden made me realize that they had been through the days together without telling me. Dika had lied to me, and I easily trusted Dika just like that without any suspicion I had.

*****

I was completely devastated and always cried with Dika's behavior, I still could not believe what I saw. Until I asked the problem again,

“Who is He Dika ?” say

“What the hell is who ?” dika

“What are you guys dating ?” say

“Jeez, I explained that he is nobody” said Dika

“If it is no one, why are you the same he is so friendly” I said

“I've explained that we deliberately did it” said Dika

“Intentional ? Do you think I'll believe ?” say

“Need me to contact him?” dika

“For what I contact him, I just ask your honesty” I said

“Crust ? Believe that you have nothing to do with your affection like that” said I

“You want what the hell “ says Dika

“As long as we are dating, have you shown our relationship to your friends ?” say

“So you want it like this let me make it, simplify ?” dika

“Do you think I'm not tired of your attitude like this” I said

“Enough Vit, I've been stressed taking care of work. And you even add everything, if you do not like yes udah” said Dika

“What should I do for you Dika?” say

After I sent my last message, Dika did not care about my message anymore. I didn't think of anything else then, and could only cry for what I was going through. Well in the end the relationship that I thought would be fine, it was destroyed because of a party that I had never thought of.

The relationship that I have been maintaining even against my parents only for him, only always got a really scar. Relationships that persist in one-sided, leaving me powerless to endure. I should have been angry and not told him, but it was the opposite, Dika gave me no news, even considered me absent for a few weeks. I'm the one who's hurt here but why should I persuade him to come back to me. I'm the one who always called him hoping he'd reply turned out to be just bullshit for him. Destroyed is certain, even disappointed and no longer believe in himself for the next. Dika who like to avoid me, make me try to accept his virginity. I no longer want to be in the scope of his life from this second on, I try to let go of everything that is concerned with him.

Honestly, I really can't, because my love for her is sincere, even I've done my best as long as we've been in a relationship that now wants to live 5 years. But Dika easily destroyed everything I dreamed of today just because of a woman who is now his friend. Dika who already knows how I feel for me, my sincerity for him, was only considered as a toy that is easily toyed with as she pleases, came when needed and abandoned when not needed