Be aground

A long time

Such a pleasant day made me feel a comfort that I increasingly wanted to hold tight in my life. Well, the day that Dika gave his attention to me sincerely and without any debate between us. This is why I like her more and more and hope Dika will always be like that to me.

***

Arriving in front of the boarding gate, Dika and I were still spending time with the stories. Sitting together and laughing happily made it all seem like it stopped in an instant. Until the audition time showed at nine p.m. He was going home at the time, and of course I didn't want him to leave. I quickly held Dika's hand

"What's up ?" dika said to see me

"Why do I have to go home ?" I said spoiled

"Gosh, we've been together since" said Dika smiling

"But I miss" I said as I leaned my head against his shoulder

I was silent at that time too.

"Tomorrow we are the same again okay" said Dika persuaded me

Hearing that, I nodded my head. Dika also returned immediately at that time. That day so fast made me want to stay with him. Nothing can stop my feelings for her. With Dika's attitude like this to me, it makes me sometimes forget what really happened. Dika does have a selfish nature and likes to forget problems without any solution. Sometimes his attitude like that makes me not feel at home with him. But gradually, I got used to it.

***

The next day, I went to college as usual and Dika who worked as usual also made us not tell each other. My time is running out in the world of college, making me more and more often not with Dika. Likewise with Dika who is getting busier and busier. Even so, I still want to be with Dika. Every night, I kept asking Dika for news by texting him and even calling him. Dika replied to my message or even received my call. But after ten o'clock in the evening, Dika must have immediately ended our conversation on the grounds that he was already sleepy. I heard that, and I had to give up. To be honest, I am also tired of lectures that are getting crowded. But I always try to give my time to him, but it's different from Dika. When he was tired, then quickly, Dika immediately ended everything. Inevitably, I just agree with what was said to me. In fact, I expected his presence on me. Just being accompanied by a phone, it made me happy. But what I expected was different than what I wanted. All goes on with time and all can only be enjoyed with a smile and a laugh.

The figure of Dika who made me always want to be with her was actually the most annoying person. The attitude that did not want to budge, even when Dika was already angry, then it was the thing that really made me want to give up. Dika was the one who gave me comfort but also who gave me a disappointment that could not even be treated by itself. I try to be the best to be next to him. By giving deep attention and affection, it makes me think that Dika will always be with me or even understand me when we are in a long relationship. But it's all different from what I've been through....