Be aground

Apology

Three weeks have passed, I try to accept everything. And as usual, Dika came back like she didn't need me. No news and no meetings. I tried to accept everything that happened, even I wanted to forget what Dika had done. Determined that I want to forget everything. Then our relationship will be fine, and that's what I'm doing right now. I, who had no news from him, finally contacted Dika back. Because for me three weeks is too long for us to calm down.

I sent him a message back then, but Dika did not reply to him at all. I sent him a message back.

“Short order”

“Are you busy ?” say

There was no reply I got, even though he was active at the time

“Alright if you are busy, I just want to apologize for what I did, I know I was wrong for accusing you of not-no, but please understand, please, it's because I'm jealous not because of anything else” said I

At that time Dika read and immediately replied

“Alright, I know you are angry, but everything is not what you think” said Dika

Seeing the reply, I finally regained my senses. Who made a mistake and who apologized here. I don't know why it's like this, but why does it feel like I'm acting here. It was as if I was the one making the mistake, so I was the one begging to apologize to her, even I had to contact her. Whereas he did nothing, he instead made a status with his friends when we had already started fighting, he said, even to this day, no words of apology have been spoken from his lips, not even from the messages sent to me. I returned the message I had read.

“Yes I know I was wrong, and I'm sorry for what I did” said I

“Have forgotten it, where are you now?” dika

“Oh yes, I am off at the moment. I want to meet you” said Dika

“Alright, I'll tell you when I come home” I said

Back to college arrived, quickly I immediately contacted Dika, seeing that my friend asked

“You still meet him, after what did you do same ?” friend said

“He explained that they have nothing to do kok” said I just finished telling Dika

“Alright, I can't ban you” said friend

“Calm down, Dika is only mine a” I said

“Basic yes, yes I have gone in diluan yes, bye” said my friend who left

I just waved my hand and terebyum to her, although to be honest I was afraid of what was happening right now. Because in fact the third party has come in a relationship that I have been guarding. I pretend that I can control everything, even though the tighter I hold, the more I lose everything I have. The fear of this relationship made me always want to immediately explain our relationship. But the more I tried, all like it was just me fighting alone, while Dika just sat sweetly through everything.

Finally for three more weeks I did not meet with Dika, I finally saw Dika who I had always admired. Dika who came with the style as usual immediately approached me who was waiting for him. Finally, without saying much, we went to Dika's place, and during the trip we did not talk or greet each other. Silence like mute is our activity during the journey.