Be aground

Nature that is hard to guess

Forgetting time is my habit when I am with him. But when Dika wanted to go back, I held him back and didn't want to let him go. But how else.the circumstances make me and Dika can only spend a moment.

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When a laugh came up, suddenly Dika's phone rang

"Hello, why brother ?" dika

"Where are you ?" said the sister who works with Dika

"Oh this I want to go back, brother, I will arrive again" said Dika

"OK" said my brother

Dika also ended the phone, l and saw me

"I'm home" said Dika

I was just silent at the time

"Udah dong don't make a face like that. We've been together since. You're gini again anyway ?" dika

"Well, this is how it is tomorrow I'll pick you up later to go home to college. We play at my place, okay" said Dika

"Promise to get me?" say

"Yes, tomorrow just let me be ready" said Dika

I just nodded my head, while Dika rubbed her hands on my head with a smile. At that moment Dika also left. I took a shower and went back to sleep. Well since it's been together long enough, Dika doesn't give me any more news at all. That's his nature, but I've often said to always give news if I've come home from my place. But Dika does not remember it, even because of his attitude like that, I often give a message to him.

It's hard for me to change Dika's attitude, but I believe she will change over time. Because for me, changing one's attitude is the happiness of a couple. Relationships that have been so long lived, and so many twists and turns, do not discourage me from the figure of him. Even the longer, this feeling deepened for him. Indeed many say that Dika is someone who is not right in feelings. He still glanced at the women close to him and even paid more attention than to me. Even Dika arranged the time to meet them without my knowledge. I knew it, just pretending that it was just a friend's visit.

"But does the visit have to be both at the cafe ?"

I don't know what to do, but with the attitude of Dika who always said only limited to friends, made me pretend to accept it, even though these tears flowed. I can tell you, the tears I often get from Dika's behavior. But even so, I still want to hang on with him who never wants to understand me. I tried to hold on to the old wounds, but new wounds kept coming in our relationship. If it says selfishness to her I never showed her as much as she gave to me. But in fact Dika never thought about it, because that's why I can only be silent even though I actually want to tell him.

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The morning has come, it is time to do the usual activities. Although actually boredom was approaching me for college. But somehow all I have to live. As usual, after getting ready, I walked to get to the big road. Once there, I had to cross over and wait for the angkot. Sometimes I have to wait a few minutes, because public transportation that can be said is still quiet at that time. After boarding the public transport, I spent more time listening to songs. Well the activity that became my routine during my lecture continued.....