Be aground

Unobserved

I did everything as usual without any interference from Dika, and that was the thing I dreamed of. Although heavy heart can not let go of longing, but with the attitude of Dika who never understood me made me want to give up on a relationship that only gave me wounds.

***

Going back to college makes me lazy to quickly go back to the boarding house, because in fact when I was alone then I would recall how they showed off their relationship, while I was the boyfriend, as his girlfriend, who accompanied him all this time was only considered as a place to shelter. I also went to spend time with friends, so I would forget the problems I experienced. I deliberately do not use a cell phone at this time, because for me it does not matter anymore.

I was cool with my friendship world, making me forget the time and time showed at six in the afternoon, I was waiting for the angkot at that time. As usual, I will try to check my phone and obviously there is a call and chat from Dika. I took a quick look and turned off my phone again. During the trip, I turned my eyes away, hoping that the mini mala would quickly pass and I could forget everything.

Arriving at the boarding alley, I walked in the darkness of the night while looking around the already deserted. No one goes out at night, I walk alone without thinking about what will happen. Because now everything makes me want to be alone without any interference from anyone. And when I arrived at the boarding house, I also did as usual activities, washing, cleaning the boarding house, bathing and resting. The activity I do is my routine to relieve the stress I face. When I want to sleep, I look back at my phone and the tone of the call sounds

I saw the name for a long time, even until the call ended. And when the call came back, I tried not to pick it up. I closed my eyes and took my eyes off at that moment. The call was now completely over, and I, tired of hearing the tone of the message from him, finally opened it.

“Short order”

“Why not pick up my call ? Are you still angry with me?. He's just a friend I'm helping, but you're like this. Please think, don't be the selfish you make here. I need you right now, please reply to my chat.” said Dika

A message that really makes me lazy to ask back, even to start a fight. I, who was completely fed up with everything, finally replied to Dika's message

“Say what's wrong?” say

“At last you replied to my message, I was in need of you” said Dika

“Are you still angry?” dika

“Do I deserve to be mad at you ?” say

“Please don't be like this” Dika said

“Then what should I be like, do I have to apologize for my attitude towards you” I said

“I contacted you because I need you right now” said Dika

“Alright, I'm sorry for my attitude towards you” I said

“From yesterday you were like thisan, did not make me upset” said Dika

“Say what's wrong ?” say

“Udahlah, I have been lazy to discuss it” said Dika

Seeing the last message from him, I returned with my night world. I didn't return the message at the time. Because to me it was the answer that ended everything. I calmed down in the absence of his presence. And I wish I could completely forget it as time goes on.