Be aground

Endeavored

I who had stepped foot while looking around finally fell silent for a moment. The quiet me looking at the quiet surroundings made me miss him who was far away. At first I thought I could be without him, but still I was trapped, I was still swept away by his presence. I'm the one who stepped back finally saw my phone, I'll hold on for him back.

Well, that's what I'm gonna do. I who love her will survive what has been done to me. I will try to be like him. I'm back on my choice to survive a relationship that the more I live the more crowded I get.

When I arrived at the boarding house, I quickly saw his number and wanted to contact him. I will open my heart to her again, because in fact my feelings are still there for her even in other words some times she hurt me, I still love her. I who wanted to contact him, suddenly stopped because my phone rang.

I who saw the name that called me made me speechless. I thought it was Dika, but it turned out to be someone else. I limply answered the phone and spent the night with her to sleep.

The next morning, I who was still confused what to do before stepping into the internship, because in fact stay 2 more days before going to the internship. I spent my time in the room. I spent my time reading comics, and didn't care about anyone's messages.

Because I just want to be calm when I'm alone. Until then, my phone rang and how shocked I was when I saw the name that called me. I quickly sat down and adjusted my appearance.

I immediately answered the video call

“Why didn't you tell me?” dika

“What's call ?” my word

“If you've been there?” dika said annoyed

“Why should I tell you ?” I said briefly

“What are you still angry with yesterday” said Dika

“What is important” I said

“So what are you going to me?” ask me

Dika was silent

“You were silent when I asked this, then why should I tell you” I said

“I contacted you because I want to know where you are” said Dika

“I'm not there” I said

“Yes, you are not here, so I contacted you” Dika said

“Ya yes yes...” I said briefly while smiling

“You are beautiful when you smile” said Dika

I who heard that went quiet again. Dika who saw my rapid change, immediately laughed right then and there. I who saw Dika back like before made me feel happy. Well we who have not smiled at each other for a long time, even joking laugh after that incident, finally today we can do.

I who had not thought of anything finally I was determined to defend Dika. I'll fight as hard as I can to get Dika back to me, I'll make Dika come back like she used to. Well that's what I was thinking back then, I don't care anymore, I'm not going to give up on this relationship. I will fight as much as I can, I will not give birth in the future as to what. For sure I will fight, appreciated or not all I will see how Dika responds to what I did for him.

Because for me, I will make Dika Return to me and the woman who has become a disturber of our relationship will give up on her own. I'm sure of that and I look forward to both of us happy days. Well a happy day where there was only me and Dika in this relationship.